Title: Crescent Mirror Author: aaeris17 Author?s Notes: Oh my! It?s finally the Farewell Ball! Or as I titled it, The Farewell to Childhood ball. Please enjoy! Mucho thanks to all my readers and fans who have taken the time out of their busy lives to leave me a few lines of encouragement! You guys are the reason I plan to continue this story and hopefully new ones! ***Starlit Warrior Frozen Fire Sun, Moon, Earth, Sky Serena71 Airdreanna XxIceEyesxX BBM() Zillagirl CharmedSerenity3 Seren1tystar01 Sailor Lucia Wicked_chiq LilyFox RuRouni?. Urmi Emma Cherrybuny*** ****Chapter 14********* I heard Diamond?s voice and it broke my trance. With the feeling of Endy?s kiss still on my forehead, my body was burning for something more and my heart ached in a manner I was unfamiliar with. *Was this love?* The locket?s song still hung on my lips and they longed for more than a haunting melody?but what? What was I feeling towards Endy? What was going on? I suddenly felt myself fall into reality. What in the name of the Goddess was Diamond doing? ?You foul underling!!? Diamond continued to shout at Endymion as he held up his right hand and started to pull of the glove with his left hand. I realized too late that Diamond was about to make the deadly mistake of challenging Endy to a duel. SLAP! The white glove of Diamond?s made a horrible slap across Endy?s face and Endy?s eyes turned the coldest cobalt I have ever seen. Endy flicked his fingers across his cheek where he had been slapped, ?You have been challenged, you worthless scum,? Diamond spit at Endy?s boots. Endy quietly stepped back and neatly avoided the spittle. ?Foul scum,? Endy hollowly repeated, ?Underling? Unworthy?? Endy?s anger was merely rising and I felt scared. I clutched my brooch. I sensed trouble coming and my link, or connection, or whatever to Endy was so strong and so open that I was trembling from the mere force. Diamond put his glove back on, ?As with the honor and tradition of duels, virtues you know nothing of or you would not have scorned my sister,? Diamond smiled wittedly. His sister?! I wanted to pull Diamond?s precious hair out of place. Endy would have nothing to do with that red haired wench. ?Poor girl,? Diamond continued, ?She was not happy to see that her offers were so readily?refused. Obviously you had your eyes set on higher prizes,? Diamond?s eyes wandered to me and I wanted to hide behind a shrub. I knew not what the disgusting feeling I was being overwhelmed with was. ?You have no right to mention the Princess,? Endy answered slowly staring Diamond down. ?That is Your Highness to you, dog,? Diamond sniffed, ?Now when shall this unfortunate event ta-? POW! Without even a warning Endy knocked Diamond out. Blood sputtered down his of late spotless outfit and his eyes were beginning to swell over. ?You mean, Prince Diamond, it is YOUR MAJESTY,? Endy stood over Diamond and pulled him to his feet, ?Let us not FORGET, that I am His Royal Majesty King Endymion,? Endy released Diamond at his lapels, ?King Endymion, of the Earth, son of the late Queen Gaia,? Diamond?s eyes narrowed behind the red swelling, ?Let us not forget who has the most royal bloodline here,? Endy scoffed and looked over to me, ?She does. Stay away from her or mark my words, young Prince, I have the ability to destroy a diamond,? Endy held out his hand to me and I ran to it, stepping away from Diamond. Clasping it firmly, Endy managed to teleport us from inside the Mirror to outside onto the Greens again. ?Teleportation! Oh! I wish I could master it!? I gasped breathing in deeply. Endy was thoughtful and quiet. ?Yes,? My shoulders slumped, and here was the everyday Endy again, ?Endy,? I began not to sure what I wanted to say or what should be said about his late mum or anything. Endy just took me by my shoulders, ?Promise me you?ll stay away from him, Sere. No matter what, do not trust him or his sister. Do not hesitate to use your powers on him,? Endy stared deep into my eyes, so full of concern I couldn?t help but acquiesce to his demands. I nodded. Endy?s arms dropped from my shoulders and I lost the warmth. I bowed my head so he couldn?t see the look of disappointment in my eyes. ?Are you okay? I did not mean to upset you,? Endy softly asked. I shook my head, ?Does that mean yes or no, Meatball head? You know I can?t read your mind,? Endy teased. ?Yes, you can,? was all I could get out without beginning to cry all over again. I looked up and away from Endy. The moon was high in the sky. I?m sure that our absence from the ball was noticeable. How long had we been like this? ?As long as I can remember,? Endy answered quizzically. I looked at him, furrowing my forehead. What on Earth was he talking about? ?You?re right. We ought to be returning,? Offering his elbow I carefully took with my right hand. In silence we proceeded the remaining distance. The noise from the ball growing distinguishably louder and merrier. With my left hand I wiped my eyes and pinched my cheeks, plastering the smile for a ball on my face. A smile I did not feel anymore. A smile I was sure would not ever be the same?especially with Endy leaving me. ?Be careful,? I asked quietly as we began to ascend the stairs of the Verandah. Endy gazed at me, slightly sadly, ?If you promise me you will too,? I clutched the Star Locket at my neck and put my right hand on his chest, where part of the Crystal had gone into him, ?You have my word,? Endy put his hand on top of mine, ?And you will always have?? ?WHERE have you two been?? Luna exclaimed with Artemis running by her side. Both of their faces seemed to be red from the heat of running yet I felt there was something more important. ?Nowhere!? Endy and I exclaimed as one, quickly jumping apart. ?And you two? You didn?t try to contact,? I accused Luna causing her face to turn an even darker shade of pink. Hah! I knew that she was fancying Artemis! Luna seemed to guess what I was thinking and her eyes made me cower, ?Your mother seeks you,? she quietly hissed, ?The farewell ceremony will be soon and then we shall sit down for dinner,? I nodded. Taking one last look at Endy, under hooded eyes, I turned my back on the three of them. Endy and the boys would not join us for dinner. The farewell ceremony marked their last time with us and then the men adjourned and ate separately. Endy?s eyes bore into my back and I squeezed tears back. Still smiling, the non stop smiling of a Princess, I braved the multitude of people to find my mother. I saw the other girls with their parents. Doing a double take I saw for the first time in years the Princesses of the Outer Kingdoms. Now I knew why Mother desired my presence. To finally meet the other Princesses I only knew faintly from my childhood and I had only corresponded with infrequently over the years. Mother caught my eye and motioned for me to come towards the High Table. I had missed the girls? presentation for they came before me. ?Serenity, I am so pleased to finally find you,? Mother teased lightly under the regal tone, ?I would like you to finally meet the Princesses of the Outer Kingdoms, beyond the Asteroid Kingdoms. You no doubt remember their parents, but here are the dear Princesses,? She gestured with her right hand, ?Our youngest Princess, Hotaru of Saturn, whose cousin is our dear Lita, ? a pale small girl, hardly of six or seven years came forward. Her hair was as black as the night and her eyes large and violet. She curtsied quietly before returning to hide behind the long skirts of her mother, the Queen Ops whom I remember as a shy friend of my mother?s. The Queen smiled apologetically and led Hotaru away. Mother smiled, ?Our next princesses are the Princess Michiru of Neptune and the Princess Haruka of Uranus,? A young woman with long flowing aquamarine hair stepped forward on the arm of a slender male whose blonde hair was cut slightly long for a boy and his sky blue eyes flashed mischievously. ?Princess,? Princess Michiru gurgled as she curtsied and took my hand, ?I look forward to seeing more of you,? Her smile was angelic and her hand so slim. I hope that I am that graceful when I am sixteen. The young man came and bowed. I returned his bow assuming that he was a proxy for the Princess of Uranus. I would have been glad to see Haruka again?I remember her always taking my side against Endy, especially once the boys came. ?Princess, you grow prettier everyday,? the boy hid a laugh as he stood up. The shine of an earring caught my eye, ?Does thee honestly think I could be forced into a dress at my age?? He laughed. Haruka!! She had always been slightly tomboyish. I managed to hide my laughter well as I warmly held her hand in my own. Michiru playfully tapped her fan on Haruka?s arm. Those two were always close. Mother laughed at the joke she was obviously in on, ?The Princess of Hades is detained, but she sends her love, dearest,? Mother?s eyes glazed over slightly as she pecked the side of my head. Her gaze shifted over to the rest of the crowd beginning to sit down, ?It looks as if the Farewell ceremony is about to begins, girls, we shall see you shortly,?. Michiru and Haruka gracefully swept away. Mother squeezed my hand. Where were Endy and the boys? Were they going to be seated separately from us? The faces of Mina and Lita showed such desolation. I knew it! My heart fell ten thousand feet?they were going to be gone before I could say goodbye. I followed Mother to my place behind the High Table. I couldn?t even take excitement in my mini throne besides Mother. The chair was marble and only went up to my mid back. I was not yet of age. The chair was pure and laden with pink silk cushions. No other jewels or ormentation. I was still ?a young girl?. Young girl my ass, I cursed silently to myself, full of emotions I could no longer deny or explain. Had I fallen in love without even knowing it? Could I just be upset that one of my best friends is leaving and I never even knew how important he was to me? Could Endy and I be more than friends? In a secret place inside my heart I wished to the great Goddess above that Endy loved me and at the same time I would never want things to change between us. But, they have. Things have changed and I could tell by the fire burning within me that a star, a connection had been born inside of me. My eyes frantically searched for the familiar dark blue eyes. Why was I not finding comfort in my friends, my family? Why was I acting like such, a child? Suddenly Mina and Lita no longer seemed silly. My heart tore further in two: was I doomed to be a love unrequited? Was I to be like Mina? A Goddess unloved having cast her only love into a rock? I couldn?t swallow the lump in my throat. Somewhere during the course of my recollections, the ballroom had fallen silent and Mother had rapped her Scepter against the marble floor of the High Table. ?Greetings my lords, ladies, and dearest friends,? Mother began, ?We have gathered here once more at the heart of our wonderful kingdom to again celebrate the age old honorific traditions we hold so dear to our hearts,? she paused as the crowd burst into applause. My eyes rounded, and I was supposed to be able to rile a crowd as she does someday? Suddenly my troubles seemed compounded. Mother continued, ?Tonight we once again send out our sons into the world to prove that they are the men from whose loins they sprung and that they always rule with the Goddess in their hearts first, and all other laws second. I once again ask of the Mothers to give their sons into the duty of the kingdom and the way of the Goddess,? Mother raised her scepter high, ?Do thee, mortal mothers of this realm surrender thy child to the immortal goddess? To honor, serve, and protect the way of life that we cherish? To fight the darkness with the light? To uphold the code of honor and never bring disgrace to themselves or their kingdom? If thee accept, then let me hear thy agreement!? Mother challenged. ?Aye!? A roar of affirmation came from the crowd including Mother?s own voice, eyes glistening with tears. ?Then welcome our knights in training! Sons of the Order of Luster!? Mother commanded and the doors of the Great Hall swept open, the boys began marching in two by two, all in their kingdom?s regalia ?Zoicite of Mercurious! Jadeite of Mars! Nephrite of the Jovian Kingdom! Kunzite of Venusian! Welcome the four sons of the inner Kingdoms!? Father roared applauding enthusiastically. The page announced the four knights from the Outer Kingdoms. Boys I did not know primarily cause the girls of the Outer Kingdoms were stronger than the knights. The boys were the last line of defense in the Outer Kingdoms. The Princesses and their warriors went down first. Where was Endy? ?Endymion of Terra and Luster!? Father finally roared over the great dim everyone was making. Terra? I hadn?t heard the original Earth kingdom?s name out of anyone?s mouth except Artemis?s or Luna?s. And THAT was only for historical accuracy. The crowd began to hush as Endy walked in black and blue armor. ?Endymion of Terra and Luster, your lineage grants you the honorific title of Terra, we ask you to prove that you are deserving of this title,? Father began. Sir Lawrence had now appeared at the High Table and he looked so full of pride and sadness at the same time. Now I know why Mother had spoken earlier?she stood as mother, releasing Endy into the unknown. Endy fell to one knee, right hand in a fist across his chest, ?Your Majesties, I ask you to grant me the right to prove myself a worthy heir to my title and my lineage. Give me and my men leave to prove ourselves worthy of the titles you wish to confer on us,? Endy vowed, looking straight at my mother, father, and his father, ?We ask for your leave, gracious Queen and good King,? Mother and Father stood together and he placed his hand below hers on her Crescent Moon Scepter, ?We doth give you leave,? Mother whispered, holding back tears as she lowered her Scepter over the boys, blessing them as their Goddess on Earth. Endy rose as if he was a God reborn and a new light was in his eyes, ?Goddess keep you and the king and the dear Princess,? Endy blessed and his eyes shifted suddenly to me and I swear on the Goddess that I heard him in my head, ?Goddess keep YOU, my Princess,?. A sob escaped my voice sounding like a croaking dying toad and I pressed my nails into my palms so tight I could feel myself drawing blood. Please, please, give me one more moment alone with Endy. I didn?t know what I wanted to say but I had to say something. Maybe a thousand things, maybe nothing. ?Goddess bless,? the crowd murmured unanimously. ?At attention!? Artemis cried out, ?One, one, one, two, one, two!? Artemis called out the time. Two by the two the boys left, this time Endy led the out without a second look behind. I desperately searched for that link that I knew we must have. The golden rose at my neck glowed and I knew not if it was me or him. ?Come, come friends! We are not here to weep but to celebrate!? Mother put her royal smile back on and bowed to Father who immediately led her out onto the dance floor. Poor Mama, always on stage. I noticed that with my parents on the dance floor everyone else had started dancing. I immediately left the dais and the room, receiving winks from the Guards who discreetly let me out. Where could they have gone? I stopped and was immediately run into by several other forms. I turned around to see a very red faced Rei, Ami, Lita, and Mina. My mouth fell open as they hurried to re arrange themselves. I crossed my arms and gave them a look. Rei was the first to respond as she flipped her hair, ?We couldn?t let you run off on your own, Odango, we are your guard,? Mina was quick to pick up the flow, ?Yes Sere, we MUST accompany you on your search for Endy and Kunzite and the rest,? she immediately yelped as she realized her mistake. ?Regardless, Sere, here we are,? Ami tried to laugh it off. Lita rubbed her hands together. ?Well, what are we waiting for?? Lita grabbed Ami?s hands, ?They must be heading to the dining hall attached to the Knight?s quarters!? Mina slipped her shoes off, one mustn?t run in high heels she used to tease during practice, ?I know a shortcut!? And off was the blonde one followed quickly by Lita and a somewhat reluctant Ami. ?Come on slowpoke!? Rei teased. Flustered, I ran after them, following the well-known path out the side entrance to the Verandah, across the gardens, and to the sloping hill that hid majority of the noises coming from the Knight?s quarters. How good the night air felt as we slowed to a brisk walk. I always loved nighttime practices. The brisk walk quickly fell into a stroll. In silence we proceeded until we were in the shadows of the Knights? Great Hall. My heart fluttered. ?Faint heart never won fair lady,? Mina whispered into my ear. I couldn?t believe that she actually got the saying right that the implications of it were lost on me for a bit, ?well?? she pressured. ?And you?? I turned the question around for what must have been the billionth time. Her eyes clouded slightly, ?I am never unloved,? she said with only the slightest hint of uncertainty, that I only as her cousin would recognize. ?The Princess of Venus can never hide in the shadow,? a low voice murmured stepping into the light in front of us. Kunzite looked more devilish than secret lover and I took a step behind Mina. ?You came searching for me, did you not?? He teased and I had to stifle a laugh. Mina had never seen this side of Kunzite. Kunzite made a poor flirt, at best. Yet tonight, he took Mina by the hand, making her absolutely speechless. A rarity for Mina. The other girls and I watched Kunzite lead Mina over the hill and away from us. Lita giggled and we stalked further. I knew the other guys must be about?we had not been quiet in our approach. Endy! I thought fervently. Lita pulled my hand and pointed to the boys walking towards us. We linked hands and called out, ?Wejaboo, wejaboo, where are you?? Our warning call before Lita and I released large bursts of energy at them, skewing their balance and making them double over in laughter. ?Not?.fair!? Nephrite burst out in laughter raising his hand towards us. I successfully twirled out of the way but Lita was easily caught in the vine his hand shot to tie her up. I turned to roll my eyes at Rei but she looked in deep concentration before she suddenly screamed and shot an arrow into the darkness above us. ?My lady! That was completely, and utterly, unnecessary!? Jadeite screamed as he tumbled towards us clutching his left arm. I sighed. Jadeite immediately brought his arm forward towards me and I placed my left palm above?making a feeble attempt at stopping the bleeding. If Endy was here he would have this fixed in no time, I automatically thought in my head. I found myself releasing a little huff of air. I was getting so impatient with myself and all this pairing off. Why did everything have to go change? I released Jadeite into Ami?s able hands and knew that magically Zoiciste would appear to help Ami and they could figure it out quite easily without me. Silently, I was able to slip back into the shadows we had come in. I kicked a stone listlessly, and the sound echoed in the darkness. I wondered at what would happen when all the girls settled down. Surely they would always be my guardians?but what would happen when, Goddess save me, I was queen? I shivered in the moonlight. Why was there no comfort for me? Why was I left alone to figure out issues I knew not existed? I felt the tears in my eyes for the hundredth time this evening and I clenched my teeth to angrily wipe them away. I was such a stupid, little, crybaby! I hate myself! I screamed in my head. I stomped a slipper clothed foot into the grass and found myself tumbling towards the grass. Landing promptly on my rear, I mentally added clumsy to the adjective crybaby. Even Mina was about to feel love, I thought quite bitterly and unfairly of my best friend and dearest cousin. A thousand and one emotions ran through my head and I was choking on my heart. Oh Goddess! Why is growing up so hard to do? My eyes deceived my heart with two fat trails of glistening tears. I felt them drip off my chin as I stared up at the moon. The tears will never end, I bemoaned. ?Can I not leave you for ten minutes without you bursting into tears?? The voice I had wanted to hear teased and suddenly I wanted to cry even more. We weren?t going to have these day to day arguments anymore. He wouldn?t be calling me Odango, Meatball Head, crybaby, or Princess Brat attack. I wanted him to know that things were never going to be the same. I wanted him to know that I would think about him every second of every day and that his face would be the last thing I saw at night and the first thing in the morning. I wanted him to know that I would live to see his face again and hear him call me Odango- Atma. I wanted him to never forget me. I wanted him to? ?Sere, why are you here?? He asked sadly, not meeting my gaze. ?To say bye,? I whispered just as softly, almost fearing that the trees were judging our conversation. ?Don?t cry, please, I don?t want to,? Endy began as I started crying silently, tears racing down my face, ?Oh, Sere,? he threw his arms around me and I gave him a hug?a hug that was not between two friends but much, much more. ?Endy, you have to come back, promise me,? I whispered shakingly. ?I already did, silly,? Endy tried to tease but choking on his own emotion. ?Endy, look at me,? I bent his neck down so our foreheads touched, ?You will come back to me,? I ordered, speaking slowly and strongly. Endy?s eyes were wide and within them were emotions that at the time I could not decipher and would, years later, agonize over, finally comprehending their meaning. ?I will never leave you, Serenity, my Princess,? he whispered something about my title of Princess and I couldn?t understand it. ?Attention, boys!? Artemis? voice rang out far and wide, ?We leave at dawn! Lights out!? I heard giggles and scampering of feet and whispers. I knew the girls would be over the hill shortly. I hugged Endy again?I couldn?t? say what I wanted to say because I didn?t know that what I was feeling was true. I would regret this moment in the days to come. ?Don?t have too much fun without me!? I tried to cheerfully relinquish my hold on him. Endy?s eyes turned a darker shade of black. They began to match the darkening sky, ?Aye, aye,? was all he said as he mocked a bow, ?Until then, Sere,? he waved nonchantly. I reached my left hand out to him, my right already around my star locket, ?I?ll burn a candle for you!! Just so you can find your way back!? Endy chuckled heartily, ?Please do! I would be awfully embarrassed to arrive home to the wrong castle!? I found a small smile, ?Be safe!? ?Please, take care,? and with that he was over the hill and gone. I watched his shadow disappear and mingle with the shadows of the girls coming up the hill and the boys meeting him at the base. I ran back. I couldn?t face my friends right now. * * * As Sere ran past the ballroom, Selenity felt an awful pull in her heart. She wanted so badly to follow her but a look from Apollo stopped her. She had to let Serenity grow up, but at what cost? * * * The Wraith Kingdom Wiseman chuckled evily as he watched Diamond make an utter fool of himself in front of the Princess and that knight, Endymion who called himself King of Earth. What a pair of fools, he thought bitterly. He cracked his bony knuckles. The boys leaving gives me time, time to finally begin preparations for my launch. Perfect. ********************************************* Questions, Comments, Concerns? Please be nice! Aaeris17@yahoo.com Thanks again for reading! I have such a wonderful time writing for you guys Saturn is often regarded as the father of Jupiter, Ceres, and Juno. Hence if Lita is from Jupiter, her father is related to the Kingdom of Saturn as well