I do some switching around with the point of views in this story, just to warn you. Please read the song. Its the best way to describe how Usagi is feeling. Its by Plumb and its dedicated to all the victims of sexual molestation, physical, verbal, and emotional abuse. Runaway Chapter 3 Baby Rated PG-13 By Earth Angel Email: Earth_Angel_001@sailormoon.com @->----------------------------------------------------------------------- "PREGNANT?! YOU'RE PREGNANT?!" I stood in the middle of the gang waiting to see if they would throw me out. I'm sure they would. "You got to get rid of it, Bunny." I look at the gang around me. "I can't get rid of it. I'm not gonna kill my baby, I can't be a killer and I'm not going to send my baby off to some orphanage or a foster home." Night stood up, "And why not?" "I knew a guy back in Japan. He lost his family and his memory when he was little. They sent him off the the orphanage and it was very bad for him. I won't do that to my child." Oh what am I going to do. I wont give her up." "Bunny we can't have a baby here. We can barley afford to feed ourselves. And what if she makes noise and someone outside hears and the cops come. How do you plan to take care of that baby." Destiny finally speaks up. "I can take care of it. I'll work twice as hard and I don't think that anyone can hear us or will call the cops, considering that fight between Night and Galen last week. Think of how much fun it will be with a baby around. At least here it will have a family." "Bunny go into the other room so we can all talk." Destiny got up as I walked out of the room. I heard the muffle of the arguments and conversation but nothing I could make out. About twenty minutes later Fate takes me back into the room. "Bunny, it has been decided that you and the baby may stay." I feel a flood of relief going threw me. "But should that baby cause any trouble at all the baby or both of you must leave. Do you agree?" "I agree." @->------ Ramblings of the Head ------<-@ What if it doesn't turn out right. After all her father did rape me in the middle of the street. What if its like its father. That would be worse. What if I can never be touched by another man agian. Maybe I don't want to be touched by a man. My heart feels like its one block of soild ice. That I can never feel what another human being feels or be close to them again. Sure I am friends with everyone here but on a level it feels that we are all enemies too. Oh why did this have to happen to me. Why did I ever leave Tokyo. Why was I so careless and loss everything all in one big blow. Damanged By: Plumb Dreaming comes so easily 'Cause it's all that I've know True love is a fairy tale I'm damaged, so how would I know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm ashamed And I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away 'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Will anyone get close to me? I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know There's mending for my soul An ending to this fear Forgiveness for a man who was stronger I was just a little girl, but I can't go back That is how I feel. Its all right there in that song. I still talk to Naru. I write to her on an occassion. She gives Chibi-Usa letters from me. Sometimes I get letters from them. I had it all worked out. Chibi-Usa keeps me posted on everything. @->--------- Eight months passed and the baby grows inside of Usagi. Night has managed to figure out how to get a doctor to sign the birth certificates and make it so that legally the baby was born. The scouts have disbanded only seeing each other for the occassional fights. Makoto has become more violent, Ami has found away to lose herself in her studies, Minako seems to be in denile and shes losing the grasp on reality, Rei stopped talking altogether, she just doesn't care much for anything. Mamoru went off to school to be come a doctor, yet he was missing something, he just wasn't the same. Luna became sickly and she spends most her days in bed with Artemis taking care of her. Everyone seemed to be missing a part of themselves, Chibi-Usa knew it was Usagi because she was missing a part of herself. But at least she could talk to her. @->--------------- Usagi was lying on the old ragged matteress she called a bed when the pain shot through her and she felt something wet under her. Her water had broken. "Destiny...Destiny its time." Destiny jumps out of bed in a panic and the other two girls get up to. "Girls go get some water and a clean knife and some blankets and towels." The other two girls do what she says. "Too bad we can't go to the hospital huh, Bunny." "Yeah just get the kid out of me." Usagi starts to groan and scream which wakes the guys up in the other room. They just made matters worse. Galen walked in when the baby was just starting to come out and fainted. Night started complaining that the screaming was going to wake the neighborhood up and we would be on the streets again by moring. Lex just started pacing the floor. Destiny helped deliver the baby with the help of the others and after a few hours of pain and screaming there was a the cries of a baby. "Is she okay. Is anything wrong with her?" "Bunny, ummm... this is going to sound wierd but the baby has a little yellow cresent moon on her forhead." @->------------- Destiny places the baby in my arms. I have a beautiful baby girl. She has curly, brown hair and my blue eyes. A yellow cresent moon sits on her forehead. Looks like I got a bit of explaining to do. Think Usagi you can tell the truth or you can give a lie. But what lie would they believe. None of it, so tell the truth. "Maybe we should take her to the hospital and have it checked out. I mean how many babies have cresent moons on their forheads right? What if something is wrong with her." Fate say looking a little scared. The others start to agree with her but I interupt. "Guys the cresent moon is natural. Its a family symbol. I have one too." I let my cresent moon shine brightly to show the others. They all gasp in wonder. I use my powers to make the baby's moon fade. "You most likely are not going to believe what I have to say, and I hope you wont go telling the guys. But in a past life I was the princess of the moon. Anyone with the blood of the royal moon family has this symbol." "If you were reborn wouldn't you have new blood with a new body?" Kat looks sarcastic. "Some evil force attacked the moon and destroyed it. My mother used her powers to capture it and lock it away but it in case it managed to escape my mother sent me and my guards into the future to be reborn with our guardians so we could get rid of the evil." "You should write a book Bunny." said Fate Maybe I should.... The guys enter the room. They take to the baby right away. "Hey Bunny what are you going to call her?" "I'm going to call her Bri." @->------------------------------------------------------