Hello again. This is actually going to get interesting I promise, please note, the sole purpose of this fanfic is to get Usagi and Mamoru back together in a more romantic way than the anime does, in the manga this subplot doesn't exist. Oh yea, this fanfic is rated G I made sure that there wasn't any foul language in it, I really should have put some in a given in a PG rating, especially in part three. BTW don't sue my I have no claim over anything, characters, plots subplots etc. Please tell me what you think, or just say hi, so that I know that some ones actually reading my fanfic, BTW if you want an internet pen-pal, just e-mail me at bunnyannla@geocities.com I luv getting e-mail. Note, Chibi Usa is frequently goofing and calling Usagi "Mama", but Usagi doesn't notice 'cuz she's too preoccupied with Mamoru. Sailor Moon R (oses) 4 Chibi to the inner senshi: Okay guys Sailor Pluto will grab you and pull you into a pocket, you'll be safe there so don't worry, and she will not hurt you. Inner senshi nods. Usagi: Hey what ya guys talking about? Chibi, smiling innocently: Nothing Mama. Usagi: Yea right I hate being left out. Mamoru covers his ears, 'cuz he knows what's coming. Usagi: WAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Rei: Usagi knock it off, Chibi Usa was just telling us a joke. Minako: It's okay Usagi, we aren't leaving you out. Makoto: Do you want to hear Chibi Usa's joke? Usagi: No thanks. Mamoru to Chibi: What were you talking to the inner senshi? Chibi, sticking to the lame excuse: I was telling them a joke; how many Usagi's does it take to change a light bulb? Mamoru: I don't know. Chibi: Infinity, 'cuz Usagi too stupid to change a light bulb. Mamoru frowned. Mamoru frowning: Usagi isn't stupid, she's very smart, and bright, it is very mean of you to make fun of her. Chibi: Sorry. Rei: AAAAAA!!! A white-gloved hand pulled the Shinto priestess into the wall of the vortex. Usagi: AAAAAAA!!!! They have Mars, if they were able to get her we're all doomed! Makoto: Don't worry, Mars was just caught off guard, but now we know that they're here and we can defend ourselves and get Mars-chan back. Ami who was being pulled into the vortex, half way through Makoto's speech: AAAAAA!!! Chibi saw some green hair peek out of the vortex. She causally walked towards it. The white-gloved hand grabbed Chibi. Chibi: AAAAA!! The evil senshi got me Usagi-mama!!!! Usagi: What can I do, I'd use my scepter, 'cept I might hit some one. Minako: We'll protect you princess. Makoto: Yea, the 'evil' senshi won't get you or us without a 'fight.' Makoto had a sarcastic tone to her voice 'cuz she knew that it was just Puu. Usagi: Please be careful. Minako and Makoto were both grabbed at the same time they screamed: AAAAAAAAA!!!!!! Usagi cowered a little and moved subconsciously towards Mamoru. Mamoru held her, subconsciously. He didn't realize it, and neither did Usagi. Usagi: I'm scared, Mamo-chan. Mamoru, holding her: It'll be okay, Usako, I'll protect you. Don't worry. Usagi: Don't worry about me, protect yourself, I'm the one with the scepter, if anything grabs at me I can dust it easily. I'm worried about you. Mamoru suddenly realized what he was doing; his heart just wanted to i gnore the dream and keep on holding her, but his brain played on his fear of her dying, and won. He slowly let go of Usagi. Mamoru: Don't worry about me, I have my roses. I was only worried about you because you have the Illusive Silver Crystal and if the enemy gets it, the Earth is toast. Mamoru was sort of oddly proud that he came up with a good excuse. Usagi, starting crying and said: I'm sorry. Mamoru just looked sad, not even meeting her glance: So am I Serenity, so am I. Usagi wonder what he meant by calling her Serenity. She knew that Usako, meant he liked her and Usagi meant he didn't, but Serenity. She looked into his eyes bewildered, wondering what was going through his head: Why did you call me Serenity? Mamoru: Because that was your original name. Usagi: Oh. She moved away from him, trying with all her will power to do what he had requested, namely staying away from him. She saw and felt his emotional pain, it was confusing her greatly, he wished he could hold her again, and yet he didn't want to. She wondered what was making him cause himself so much pain. She wished she could help him. Mamoru was looking at the ground of the vortex, as if it was fascinating. Darn, he thought to himself. Why don't I have more will power? 'Cuz you love her. Yea but that love can't save her. You're killing her heart and soul now. Yea, but broken hearts do mend. Not after they've been smashed as many times as you're going to have to brake hers. He looked into Usagi's eyes, even though they weren't looking at him. Suddenly a black clocked figure jumped out and threw some thing on the two, and retreated in to the wall. Usagi: I ....feel.... so...weak...and ..ti..red. Mamoru: So...do..I..must ...stay...awake...and...pro..tect....Usako..... Usagi had collapsed, and Mamoru had set her face up, so she wouldn't suffocate. Weakly Mamoru scanned the area he collapsed after walking two feet in the direction that the clocked figure went in. ~Usagi's dream~ Usagi: Mamo-chan? Mamoru, apparently dying: Usako, I'm sorry, but I can't stay with you much longer. I'm sorry I can't protect you again. Usagi: Noooo!!!! Mamo-chan!!!!! Usagi woke up crying, she looked around, then remembered where she was. Usagi looked over at Tuxedo Kamen, to make sure it was just a dream. Good, he was okay, he was still sleeping though, she drowsly woke him up. Usagi: Wake up, Mamo-chan. Mamoru: NO a lie! It's a lie! (Note from Bunny: You know what he's dreaming about, don't you?) Usagi: You're just dreaming, we have to save the others. Mamoru's shot up, then realizing he was all sweating from that awful nightmare. Usagi: You okay? Mamoru: I'm fine, worry about finding the others. Usagi: You're in a bad mood. Mamoru, frowning: Sorry. Usagi walked around, searching for any trance of the inner senshi. She felt hurt 'cuz Mamoru had snapped at her. She decided to leave him alone, since he obviously didn't want to talk to her, at all. She inspected the sides of the vortex, she poked her hand into the side, because it didn't look solid. It went right through. She poked her head through to see what was on the other side, she say a park, with little kids playing, and there was radio playing it said "Good afternoon, isn't it a lovely day? Economists say that 2008 will be as good of a year as this one is." Usagi pulled her head out, she realized that she had seen a scene from the future. She back away, thinking that this was too weird to be true. She backed right into Mamoru. Usagi: Sorry, my fault. The walls are not solid, and behind them is a time. I'm scared. Mamoru: Don't be, I won't let them kill you, I'll protect you Serenity. Usagi: No, don't protect me, I had a dream that you did and that cause you to die. She was crying. Mamoru just stared at her wide-eyed, she was doing sort of what he was doing, only telling him. He frowned and looked at the ground. Mamoru thinking to himself: Maybe I should have told her, I should tell her now at least, if I do she'd know where I'm coming from. No, she'd just say that she'd rather die than have us not be together. Usagi, who stopped crying so hard: If saving me might cost you your life or wellbeing, don't, I'd rather die than lose you again. Mamoru decided that he would tell her. Mamoru: Usako? Usagi eyes lit up when she heard him call her 'Usako.' Mamoru continued, part of him screaming at him not to: I'm sorry, I should have told you this before. The reason that I broke up with you was because, I have been having a dream, I've been having it every night for a while, it's of our wedding, right as we get married, you get blown away and ?. Die???. Then a voice tells me to stay away from you. I don't want to risk you dying, I've been taking that dream seriously. That's the reason, it's had nothing to do with anything you've said or done. Usagi: I'd rather die than not be with you. Mamoru frowned and said: And that's the reason I didn't tell you before. Usagi, I can not risk your life, no matter how much we both want to be together, I can not permit it. Usagi: Then I suppose I can't let you risk your life saving me all the time. Mamoru: Usako, I have to protect you, I love you. Usagi: And I have to get back together with you, I love you. Mamoru: I can't let you I love you too much. Usagi: That's how I feel about us being broken up. Mamoru: This hurts me too, Usako, I feel your pain as well as my own. Usagi: You *might* be saving me physically but you're killing my soul. I'm sorry I know you told me to leave you alone, but I can't bear this. Mamoru held his crying Usako. He wished he knew what to do, he couldn't have his cake and eat it too, but either option *would* hurt Usagi. He hated having to hurt her, even when he was brainwashed by the Dark Kingdom, he hated hurting her. Mamoru: Usako, I hate this, either way I go, I'll be hurting you, I wish there were an option that wouldn't hurt you. Usagi: Mamo-chan, I'd rather be with you than live, our braking up hasn't been to good for me, I'm not as strong as Sailor Moon as I used to be. Either choice you chose I'll accept, because I love you, but if you choose not to get back together, don't risk your life protecting me. Mamoru, just stared out into space, wondering, what was he going to choose. It was like the short story " Is it a Lady or a Tiger?" To be continued and hopefully some day concluded. Note: The story "Is it a Lady or a Tiger?" is about a princess who must chose her loves fate, either he gets eaten by a tiger, right in front of her or gets to marry the most beautiful lady in the kingdom. BTW the beautiful lady is *not* the princess. Read it some day.