REMEMBER ME ALWAYS Notes: Usual disclaimers, please don't sue, thanks! I hope everyone is enjoying my little fic!?! Trust me on this, go back and read the last two (2) paragraphs of chapter 2, or the beginning of this chapter will be a little confusing (if you haven't just finished reading it!). I would like to apologize for how long it has taken me to get This chapter out, finals have been a killer, and my horse just Had her baby last Friday, so there was no time to send it out. Thanks for being so patient, and sticking with me. Enjoy!! ;) <<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>> Over and over I look into your eyes You are all I desire you have captured me I want to hold you I want to be close to you I never want to let you go I need to know Could I hold you for a lifetime Could I look into your eyes Could I hold you close beside me Could I hold you for all time <<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>> CHAPTER 4 *********** Serena woke with a scream and shot up in her bed. Looking down at her hands, she saw that she was shaking. Her shirt felt damp and she realized she had broken out in a cold sweat, and her chest was heaving with her labored breathing. ************ "I bet you glad your going home today, Serena." Christafer Diamond said to Serena as helped her pack her few belongings. "I guess so. I mean, I'm glad to be leaving the hospital, but I don't really know where I'm going... or who the people I'm leaving with are!" she replayed a little flustered. "Don't worry about it, you'll be fine. I bet once you get home and see all your things, you will start to remember." "I hope so. Will you come with me? I mean, to help me get settled in and all." Serena looked at Diamond with pleading eyes. Diamond looked up and into her gold-fringed blue eyes. So beautiful, so familiar, Diamond thought. And, because he couldn't figure out why, other than because he had wanted to since the first time he met her, Diamond reached over, pulled Serena close, and planted his lips on hers. ************ Darien was in a good mood as he walked into the hospital. Serena was headed home to day' the Scouts were going to find a way to get her memory back, and he would be able to spend more time with his love because the Negaverse activity was practically nil at the moment. All was right in Darien's little world. Or it had been until he entered Serena's room. Darien stopped dead in his tracks. For a moment he just stood there, stunned into complete and total silence. There in front of him was Serena, his Serena, in Christafer Diamond's arms. And as if the wasn't horrible enough for him, they were kissing! "Serena?" came Darien's barely audible broken whisper. She jerked out of Diamond's embrace and looked at Darien, as startled expression on her face. "Darien?!" "What the hell do you think your doing with her?" he growled. "Damn you Christafer Diamond, Serena is mine!!" Darien thundered at Diamond. Darien was seeing red he was so angry. "You will stay away from her, if you value your life!" Suddenly Serena snapped out of the shocked trance she had slipped into. Stepping in between Darien and Diamond, who looked ready to fight, she looked from one man to the other. God, what am I to do with these two, she thought worriedly. Darien is hansom and I even feel this want, an almost physical need to be with him, to never be away from him. Yet for some reason I don't want to be anywhere near him, he hurts me some how, I just don't know. He's too controlling, too possessive. On the other hand, Diamond is good looking, gentle and understanding. But I don't feel a connection with him the way I do with Darien. Ahhhhhh, I am so confused, it's hurting my head. "Serena?" Diamond broke into her thoughts. "Are you alright? I'm sorry, I didn't think..." "That's right, you didn't think!" Darien angrily cut him off. "Get out of here and leave us alone!" he snapped. Serena's jaw dropped as she turned to stare at Darien once again. "Is that what you want Serena? Do you want me to leave?" Diamond asked anxiously. "YES!" "NO!" Darien and Serena said at the same time. "That's it, I've had it with you Darien! If anyone is going to leave, it's you! Diamond has done nothing wrong! Unlike you who have been nothing but a jerk!" Serena yelled at Darien. He stood there looking at her with a blank look on his face. "I don't want to see you again. Just stay away from me, and Diamond for that matter." She said to him more calmly. "I wish I had never met you!" she mumbled to herself as she turned back to Diamond. Her back facing him, Serena didn't see the stricken look on Darien's face. She hadn't realized he had heard what she had mumbled. Darien's face completely fell as he said, "Serena, I..." He wasn't sure what to say. "I'm sorry." He whispered brokenly. Without another word, he turned and quietly left. He was so quiet, in fact, that Serena didn't realize he had already left, until she turned around. "Darien, I didn't... mean... it..." she trailed off, seeing that he was no longer there. "Let it, and him, go Serena." Diamond said as he came up behind her and slipped his arms around her waist. "You're better off without him!" If I'm so much better off without him, Serena thought, then why do I feel as if I have just ripped out my own heart?!? And then she began to silently shed large tears. ************ Darien slowly walked through the hospital halls in a daze. Serena hates me? he thought in shock. Serena hates me, she really hates me!! She said she never wants to see me again. My Moon Princess wishes she had never met me! Oh god, what am I going to do? Stepping outside, a single tear slipped down Darien's cheek. He was so heart broken that it was even too much of an effort for him to even cry. He was so deep in his sorrow that Darien didn't bother to look before he walked into on coming traffic. @->---- Well, what do you think??? PLEASE let me know, good, bad, or indifferent. I like hearing what people have to say, and suggestions are always welcomed. The lyrics are from and Enrique Iglesias song. Thanks again for reading! ;P