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			   Thoughts of Love: Jupiter



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He's there for me, you weren't. I don't even love you, but I held onto you
even after you walked away from me.

You were a god, a handsome boy who was perfect in my eyes. I fell so hard 
for
you, so completely hard. You smiled at me, and I whimpered, I was defeated
that easily.

You took my hand, and I was yours. You were great to me, my first love and
my first boyfriend. For the first time I felt I belonged, I felt as if I
actually had a place and a person to love.

I thought we would be together, but you turned out to be nothing more than
a conceited jerk. I was so hurt when you left me standing there. My heart
felt broken and ground into dust. Desperate loneliness consumed me, and I
couldn't stop it.

He came to me, as if he was sent from heaven above. His dark eyes sincere 
and
truely loving, so unlick yours. He was my shelter, my rock. A beautiful gift
that was given to just me.

He comforted me, and I had no doubt about his intentions. He didn't want to 
use
me and then break and leave me. He stayed with me during my most desperate 
hour,
in the worst of the storm. He braved my anger and stayed for the tears.

He's so much more than you, but without you I wouldn't know. I wouldn't know 
how
much I love him, how much he means to me. I love him, and I didn't know it 
until
you hurt me, so you are in part responcible.Your a jerk, but I couldn't hate 
you,
your just not worth the time anymore.

Ken is.

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