Title: Saying Goodbye to Dorothy Smith - Chapter 4 Author: Alicia Blade E-mail: Kammi22@sprintmail.com Guess what, minna. School started again!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!! So, here's your warning before hand, I will not be getting out a part a week like I was lucky enough to do this summer. But I do have this fic and another, A Million Kisses, almost finished, so hopefully that'll keep you busy for awhile! Wish me luck and nice teachers. (I have two evil ones :::shudder::: ) So, anyway, here's this one, here ya go!! "When I was really hurting, I prayed to the Lord. He answered my prayer, And took my worries away." Psalm 118:5 "Dorothy, where did you get this?" asked Darien, picking the ring off the counter. Dorothy stopped running the water, leaving the last of the dishes out to dry, before drying her hands on a checkered dishtowel. "Oh, that? Why, I'm surprised you don't already know!" she exclaimed cheerfully, claiming a seat at the small round table. Darien continued standing, rolling the ring between his fingers. "I don't. Where did it come from? Did someone give it to you?" "Yes, in fact, the most wonderful man in the world gave that to me. It was my engagement ring." "Engagement ring? But you're not married..." "Not anymore I'm not, but I was for many years. My husband passed away about four years ago. Only a little while before you came here." "Oh..." Darien whispered. Never removing his gaze from the small piece of jewelry, he traveled over to his own seat, analyzing the gorgeous treasure. The ring was a glistening gold, though somewhat tarnished from years of wear. It held two large stones, a rare, light stone with tints of purple and red and a light green peridot, tied together by a string of small white diamonds. "Why these stones?" he finally asked after a long moment of silence. "The green one is my birthstone, a peridot, right?" "Yes, the peridot is the birthstone for August. The other stone there is my traditional birthstone, called an alexandrite, for June. It's extremely rare, and very expensive. To this day I don't know how Jacob managed to afford it. Then the peridot is Jacob's birthstone. He was born in August, just like you were. When he gave it to me, he told me that it symbolized the binding of our love, our hearts and souls..." Dorothy gained a glow in her sparkling green eyes as she spoke, remembering a love gone by. "Jacob was your husband, then. How come you never talk about him?" "Well, I guess the topic just never comes up." "Do you ever think about him?" "All the time, dear. I believe that the Lord has put a soul mate on this Earth for every person, regardless if they will find each other or not. I was lucky enough to find mine." Grinning, Darien passed her the ring across the table. "Is it painful to talk about him?" "No, not really. He led a full life, it was his time to go." "What was he like?" Dorothy chuckled. "We're just full of questions today, aren't we?" Darien said nothing, but continued to smile, waiting for a story he knew she was boiling inside to tell. Dorothy said nothing for awhile, twisting the ring between her hands, before sliding it onto her left ring finger. "Jacob... well, he was a kind man, loved little children. He grew up in the country and used to love to ride horses. We met in a hardware store, I was picking up some nails for my father, and he was working there at the time, earning money to buy, or build, himself a house. Well, I started begging my parents to send me on errands for them, just to run into him. Finally, he asked me out, and we courted for a while. I seem to remember that he was always so kind and gentle, and sweet... Soon enough he surprised me by being a romantic as well. He was a dream come true for me..." Darien sighed, watching his friend's dreamy expressions. "Then what?" "Then, after it seemed like decades of waiting, he proposed and we were married." "How did he propose?" Darien continued, curiously. "Hm... well..." mumbled Dorothy, standing to fix another pot of tea. "It was one of our dates and he took me on a walk in a park. We ended up in a rose garden, and he sat me down on a bench... Then he kneeled before me and told me... oh, he was so sweet... he said that he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me... and then... he asked if I would be his wife. I squealed, 'YES!' really loudly, I'm sure I scared all of the others in the park that day. Then he slid this ring onto my finger and kissed me. About 4 or 5 months later... we were married." Sighing, she began pouring the fresh tea into their cups. "That's a wonderful story. I wish I could have met Jacob." "Oh, you would have loved him very much! Two peas in a pod you two would have been, he loved gardening as well, and his favorites were roses, red nonetheless! Yes, you surely would have gotten along well..." Dorothy smiled at Darien lovingly. Taking off her ring, he passed it to him across the table. He eyed her curiously, before once again taking it into his hands, analyzing the beautiful stones. "Do you like that, Darien?" Never removing his gaze from the glittering gems that held it, he nodded. "It's gorgeous... I hope I'll be able to give the woman I love something as pretty." She laughed slightly, nibbling at a small cookie. "I'll make you a deal. When you find your princess, and you know it's her, I'll give you this ring. And if you like, you can give it to her, as an engagement or wedding ring." Darien gasped, lifting his eyes to clash with her smiling, emerald gaze. "A...are you sure?" "Yes, of course! I have no use of it anymore; I certainly don't want to be buried with the thing! If you like it that much, and want it for your bride, then it's yours! Just... as long as I get to meet this girl of your dreams first!" Grinning widely, Darien passed the ring back to her. "Of course you will meet her! And you'll have to come to the wedding too, you know!" "Oh, I'm sure I'll be able to take the day off, I wouldn't miss it for the world!" Staring up at the tall, dark building, Darien wondered why it looked so much more ominous than it had yesterday. He finally came to the conclusion that Serena must have shined her light upon it. Everything was happier, brighter when she was around. The dirt path beneath his feet made the day seem warm and humid, burrowing up in small puffs of smoke whenever someone would walk by. He watched the open French doors, welcoming in visitors as Dorothy's acquaintances took their seats. Up in the dusty windows, hundreds of little faces watched on in awe from their bedrooms, wondering when the grown ups would leave, so that they could go out and play. "Can't just stand here all day, Darien," he muttered to himself, urging his feet to move forward. He knew it would go by fast. That he could get whatever it was Dorothy wanted him to have, and leave, quick and painlessly. Then he could go home and take a nice long nap. He hoped his dreams would no longer echo of his former memories. They were starting to hurt. Slowly, he forced himself forward, up the short flight of stairs and into the dark, antique lobby. Many others had already claimed their seats, some still stood in small groups, chatting amongst themselves. Gulping, he walked to the front of the room, claiming a seat in a corner. He didn't want to walk far when they called his name. Smoothing out his jacket, he attempted to keep his mind occupied with thoughts of cookie dough and algebra problems. As imagined, a smile crept over his lips. 'She may not be here with me right now, but that doesn't mean I can't imagine she is,' he comforted himself unconsciously. Soon enough, a man in a gray business suit walked up to a podium at the front of the room, urging others to take their seats in order to begin. The conversations in the room dulled to steady hums as people claimed their chairs. "Hello ladies and gentleman and welcome to The Nguyen Orphanage. We are here to pay respects to Mrs. Dorothy Smith, and distribute her belongings as she has wished. You are all gathered here to receive gifts from our sadly deceased friend. I will begin with reading a statement from her will, which she was coached in writing by myself," he began. Darien figured that this was her lawyer, it seemed obvious enough, as the man picked up a short stack of papers, nicely bound together, and began to read. "'My friends and family, as you are hearing this read to you, I know that I have passed away. Please find comfort in the knowledge that I have led a wonderful life, and it was my time to leave this world and travel on to the next. I thank you all for leading me down such a happy road in my lifetime, and please know that I love each of you very much. Please take these gifts, my belongings, and find joy in each of them. I pray you will think of me in Heaven every time they are used, touched, or looked at. With much love to all, yours in Christ, Dorothy J. Smith.'" Clearing his throat, the man flipped to the next page, raising his eyes to the audience. "I will now begin reading her individual comments for each of the will recipients, and my assistants will pass out your new belongings. "'To Mrs. F. Otomodachi, my friend for life, and co-business partner. I leave you with my life work, The Nguyen Orphanage, as well as all priceless painting and artifacts within. To you I bestow a third of my life savings, $10,000.'" From in the crowd, Mrs. Otomodachi sobbed loudly, burying her face in a handkerchief, and Darien sighed sadly. This could take a while, and he no longer wanted to be here, if he had ever wanted to be in the first place. ~ Half an hour later ~ "'To C. B. Sakura, a most dearest friend. I leave you with the oak dining set, table and chairs, in my private dining room, as well as the diamond earrings you always announced that you loved so very much, and as promised. "'To D. Chiba...'" Darien sat up unconsciously, raising his droopy and tired eyelids in new awareness. "'I wish to you a wonderful life, you have made me so proud and I love you as if you were my own son. I leave you with my red rose china tea set that we were so accustomed to using at daily tea time. I also give to you my engagement ring that you admired, to be passed to wife and children. "'To R. Ame...'" Too lost in slight shock, Darien didn't hear, didn't pay attention to, anything else said that day. His mind could only picture the golden ring, the alexandrite, the diamonds, and the peridot... Serena stared into space as her friends chattered on beneath the shade of the large oak tree in the courtyard. Leaning her back against the trunk, she sighed, tilting her head to the side. Unconsciously, two fingertips came up to stroke across her lips, reminiscing on the feel of his kisses. It had all seemed like a dream... "Serena? Earth to Serena!" yelled Lita agitatedly. "Huh?" she asked quietly, raising her eyebrows confused at the girl. "Where did YOU go?" Gulping, she leaned back again, closing her eyes. "Nowhere. I'm just tired, Lita." "Right... just tired." She paused for a moment, before scooting closer to the girl. "So where did you go yesterday?" "I told you, I was at a funeral." "Mmhmm... who died?" Her eyes flying open, Serena turned to look at the brunette in shock. "How can you just ask me something like that and sound so... so... Lita, try to be considerate!" Rolling her eyes, Lita leaned against the tree as well. "Aw, come on Serena, it's obvious you're not sad or anything right now. You're off in la-la land somewhere, and you've got this weird day-dreamy face on. Don't try to pretend your heartbroken now!" Humphing her shoulders, Serena, pulled her knees to her chest, resting her arms on them. "She's right, Serena," said Mina cheerfully. "If I didn't know better, I'd think you were on a date yesterday." "I was NOT on a date! Look, I went to a funeral with someone who was REALLY sad. I wanted to comfort him," she pouted. Mina and Lita exchanged glances, before grinning evilly at their friend. "Him?" they asked in unison. Groaning, Serena tried to hide her head. "It... it wasn't like that..." "Oh, no? Then what's up with the spacing out?" "And running your fingers across your lips... Almost as if you were thinking of kissing someone..." "Guys, leave me alone! It's none of your business!" "We're your best friends, of course it's our business!" "Yeah, what do you think, Ames? Shouldn't she tell us who she went to this 'funeral' with?" Slowly, Ami's blue eyes raised to stare at her friends. Clearing her throat, she set her textbook aside. After contemplating a minute, she shrugged indifferently. "I suppose I would like to know what all the fuss is about... though, it IS her life. Still, we're her closest friends, and it would be most polite of her to report to us of her activities outside of school hours, especially when pertaining to a love interest." Serena glared at her and drawled sarcastically, "Thank you SO much for your help, AMES." Smiling innocently, Ami folded her hands in her lap and waited along with Mina and Lita. Serena looked between the three of them, before smacking her head hard against the tree. "Fine! I... I was at a funeral with... Darien." A silence draped over them as Serena waited patiently for their reactions. Eventually, Lita cleared her throat, running a hand through her thick bangs. "Uh... you all heard Darien... too, right?" She was greeted with mute nods. Rolling her eyes, Serena began explaining, "A couple days ago I ran into him and he was really distraught because a close friend of his had died, so I offered to go the funeral with him and... comfort him while he was there." "Are we still talking about Darien?" Mina asked slowly. "YES! We are talking about Darien, alright?!" "I thought you hated Darien..." muttered Ami. Sighing, Serena's shoulders dropped in regret. "I do not hate him. I never... 'hated' him. We just... argued a lot..." A silence passed over them again. Finally, Lita tilted her head to the side. "So what's the deal with you two now?" "What do you mean?" "Well... are you friends... CLOSE friends... or... MORE than friends?" A lump settled into Serena's throat. Looking down on the soft grass below her, she shrugged. "I... don't know." "What do you mean 'you don't know'? Did he ask you out?" Shaking her head, Serena closed her eyes. "No, he didn't. But... he... he did..." "He did... what?" asked Mina impatiently, unconsciously leaning forward. "He k...kissed me." "WHAT?!" Burying her head in her arms, Serena waited for them to calm down. "When? Where?" "How many times?" "Did you like it?" Holding up her hands, she successfully silenced them all, somewhat surprised that even Ami had become excited about the gossip. "I am NOT going to go into detail, that would be wrong! He kissed me after the funeral, once in his apartment, once in the hallway, and YES I liked it! Now, if you'll excuse me... I have to go prepare for an algebra test next period." Standing, Serena brushed off her skirt and began walking away. Not long after though, she felt someone grabbing her hand. Turning, she saw that the three had followed her, and Mina now stood at her side, grinning happily. "Serena, even though Darien is the last guy I ever thought you'd fall for, I have to say that I think you two would be very cute together!" "Me too," added Lita, nodding. "And don't worry too much about whether you two are an item. I'm sure he's noticed what a great girl you are!" "And besides, if he kissed you... then I'd say you're already close enough to dating," finished Ami. Serena smiled at each of them happily. "Thanks a ton, you guys! That means a lot!" Turning, they all began walking back to the school building. "Just... make sure to invite us to the wedding!" Mina couldn't resist teasing. Walking into his apartment, Darien slipped off his shoes and dropped the large box containing the tea set onto his coffee table. Rubbing his temples, he sighed, collapsing onto the sofa. 'The ring... she gave me the ring...' he thought to himself. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out the small velvet box, falling down into a lying position. He opened the small container, taking the ring between his fingers. He twirled it slowly, watching it glow in the light from different angles. It was an extraordinary ring. So perfect and beautiful... He couldn't believe it was his now... And he could only think of one other person to give it to. 'But would she take it? Wouldn't that be moving too fast for her? She's only 14 years old, I couldn't possible give her an ENGAGEMENT ring. I mean, we rarely even talked up to two days ago. Who cares if I've been in love with her for months...' Closing his eyes, he let these thoughts take him away, until another voice tore into his train of thought. "I think she would take it. In fact, I know she would be thrilled to receive a ring from you! She's in love with you, you know." His eyes snapping open, Darien sat up to see an old woman rocking back and forth on his large reclining chair. "D...Dorothy?" "Hello, Darien. Bet you thought you'd gotten rid of me, didn't you?" "Wha...? How?" "Oh never mind the 'whats' and 'hows,' they make no difference you know. I've come here to talk to you about something of great importance, and I want you to listen good." Gulping, Darien tossed his legs over the side of the couch, feeling the carpet beneath his feet. "Y...Yeah?" She stared at him for a moment, before rolling her eyes. "Didn't I teach you better manners than this! You should have offered me a cup of tea by now." Slowly, a grin spread over Darien's lips. Shaking his head, he stood and opened the large box, pulling out two teacups. "You haven't changed one bit, Dorothy." "Would you want me to?" Not bothering to answer her question, he walked into his kitchen, starting up a pot of tea. From behind the island, he could see her stand and wander around the apartment, looking at the books on his shelves, picking up a couple trinkets off the tables. "You're still growing roses, I see," she remarked, noticing the many plants out on the balcony. Finally, the tea was done. He fixed a cup the way she liked it, walking back to the living room and handing it to her carefully. "Thank you so much, dear. Now, take a seat so we can discuss the matter of... er... this princess of yours." Taking a deep breath, Darien could already feel a blush beginning to tint his cheeks. She always could make him do that, especially when talking about girls. "Wha...what about her?" "Well, to begin with, when did you meet her?" He sighed, claiming a seat on the sofa and staring up at the ceiling. "We met about six months ago... at an arcade." "An arcade? What's a bright young man like you doing at an arcade?" "Well, my best friend works there. Um... Andrew... I told you a bit about him." "Ah yes, I remember that now. He seems like a nice boy by your description. But, we're already getting sidetracked. You know how easily I lose my train of thought. Anyhow... you met her half a year ago, you say?" Darien nodded, sipping at his drink. 'This brings back memories,' he thought silently. "And how long have you two been going out?" Coughing suddenly at the surprising question, he set his cup down on the table, clearing his throat. Finally regaining his voice, he managed, "Well... you see, Dorothy... it's like this. We... we're NOT going out..." he said, then mumbled to himself, "unfortunately." She laughed loudly. "Well you sure could have fooled me! You two were so close yesterday, I find it very hard to believe you're not a couple. Besides... didn't you kiss her?" Choking slightly again, Darien could feel the blush grow darker. "Well... that was... uh... how did you know about that?" "Oh, dear Darien, I've been watching you the past few days. I wanted to make sure you would be alright before I completely crossed over to the next world. Now... if I'm not mistaken... I believe she kissed you back, aren't I right?" Sighing, Darien leaned back again, remembering her lips so gently caressing his own, and then... not so gently. "I... don't know... all I know is that... it was the most incredible feeling..." Dorothy sighed, her eyes glazing over. "Well, I DO know. Darien, Ms. Serena is an absolutely lovely girl, I can see why you are in love with her. I have already seen how happy she makes you, not to mention how happy you make her. You truly are a match made in heaven. So, don't you worry if she's not in love with you, because I tell you, she is! And I'm never wrong, you know," she added with a wink. Darien chuckled, nodding his head. She was right, he remembered. Dorothy was known for never being wrong. Sighing, he closed his eyes, picturing his joyous meatball head. "I certainly hope she's in love with me, Dorothy. Serena is... perfect. She's exactly what I've always wanted, always... needed... She's something special." "Well, don't you go forgetting that YOU'RE something special too. Any girl would be lucky to have you speak of her that way... and Serena is no different. I'm sure she realizes that. I could see it in her eyes when she looked at you. She is your princess, and believe me when I say that YOU are her prince." An inescapable grin crossed his lips at Dorothy's words. "Thank you." "For nothing! Oh, well look at the time, I should be going, you know." Furrowing his brow, Darien watched as she stood up again, heading for the door. "Wait!" Turning, she stared at him. He jumped up from the couch, walking over to his close friend. "Dorothy... I... I do have to thank you for the... the ring... and... the advice too..." She grinned, patting his cheek as a mother would. Then she stopped, taking a step back and furrowing her brow. "And since when did you get so tall?" she accused, making Darien laugh. "Must have happened overnight!" She smiled amusedly. "Oh, Darien. You do deserve the very best. And it looks to me like you've found her." Taking a deep breath, Darien wrapped the plump woman in a giant bear hug. She giggled, hugging him back. "Good bye, Dorothy..." he whispered, tears coming to his eyes. She shook her head, pulling apart slightly. "Now none of that! I'm not leaving, not yet at least. You said that you had always wished I would be at your wedding. Now I'm telling you, dear, that I WILL be at that wedding, if I have to fight hell and high waters to get there! Even if you can't see me, I'll be right in the front row, smiling proudly. But... you can't have a wedding without proposing first!" Darien blushed again, tears starting to roll down his cheeks. Looking away, he whispered, "I don't know if I can..." "Sure you can. I assure you... she will say yes. She loves you Darien. If you don't believe me... ask her yourself. Now, there's a girl waiting for you, and I'm taking up your time. Go get her!" Before Darien knew what she was doing, Dorothy reached up a hand and knocked hard on his forehead. "HUH?!" he yelled, sitting up straight. He soon found himself sitting on the couch, gasping for breath. Slowly, he laid down again, staring up at the ceiling. "It was a dream... wasn't it?" Closing his eyes, he let his body relax. KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! His eyes sprung open at the sound. "So that's what woke me up..." he whispered to himself. Standing, he rubbed his hand through his hair, walking to the door. The second he opened it, a bouncing girl collided into him full speed, throwing her arms around his neck. He yelped in surprise, his arms nervously tying around her waist, one hand unconsciously pushing the door shut. Finally, he brought himself to look down on a head of long, golden hair tied into two meatballs. "Serena? What... what are you doing here?" With an ear to ear grin, Serena pulled away from him, holding up a folded piece of paper. "I brought you a surprise. Look!" With one arm still holding her tightly to his chest, the other took the paper from her grasp. Unfolding it slowly, he looked down on the open piece of paper. His eyes widened, his jaw dropped noticeably. Somewhere in the corner of his mind he could hear Serena giggling. "Ninety... ninety-two?! You got 92%?!" "Yup! I got an A, Darien, and I owe it all to you!" Lowering his stare from the paper, he looked down on her pale blue eyes, so full of life. "Serena... this... this is so wonderful! I'm so happy for you..." On instinct, he bent down, kissing her tender lips powerfully. She gasped in surprise, before leaning forward as well, her eyes drifting closed. Her mind swam in a million different emotions, and she delighted in every one of them before finally he pulled away from her. Sighing, she let her head fell onto his shoulder, burying into the crook of his neck as she breathed in his scent. Wrapping his other arm around her slim waist, he kissed her forehead gently. "Sorry Serena, it's just... when you're so close, it's awfully tempting..." he whispered. She giggled below him and he could feel her tilt her head up and kiss his neck tenderly. "But I like it when you kiss me," she said, equally quiet. Unable to hold back the large grin boiling through him, he looked down on her, seeing her gorgeous eyes gazing back up at him. Bending down, he lightly brushed her lips with his own, before lying a single butterfly kiss on her temple. "Good, then I plan on kissing you a lot more..." She giggled at his statement and he leaned his head on top of hers. "Serena, I'm so proud of you." "When I was taking the test, at first I couldn't remember a thing, but then I closed my eyes and I could hear your voice telling me what to do, and it all made sense. I remembered everything you told me yesterday." Smiling, Darien held her tighter, opening his eyes. Everything felt right with the world. Then, his stare stopped on something sitting on his coffee table. Well, two things, actually. Other than the large box, two teacups, still half full, were sitting innocently on the wood surface. Furrowing his eyebrow, he tensed unconsciously, remembering how they got there. Serena, feeling his change, looked up at his face. "Darien, what's wrong?" she asked, seeing his look of astonishment. Following his gaze, she saw a large box on his table, along with two pretty teacups, filled with half-drunken tea. "Darien? Did you have company?" Shaking his head slowly, he released his hold on her, walking over to the table. She followed behind him expectantly. "Darien, what is it? Were you expecting someone or..." Closing his eyes, he let the smile tug at his lips. Turning again, he looked down on Serena with a loving gaze. "It's a long story, and not important," he said, taking one of her hands to her lips and kissing her knuckle softly. Her confused gaze quickly turned to one of admiration. Ignoring the blush creeping onto her pale skin, Serena looked down at the cups again. "It's a very pretty set. Have you had it long?" "No... about 2 hours, actually." Furrowing her brow, she looked at him from the corner of her eye. Then, her gaze filled with understanding and she stood up straighter. "How WAS the will reading?" Sighing, he picked up the cups, taking them into the kitchen to be washed. "It wasn't too bad. Would have liked it more if you were there, though." She grinned secretly at his loving comment. "What else did you get?" After setting the cups into the sink, Darien cleared his throat somewhat nervously, remembering the ring in his pocket. "Oh, just the set and a couple other... small things," he said vaguely, hoping she wouldn't continue her questioning. He was in luck as she turned her attention to the set again. "Is that... the tea set you and Dorothy..." "Yup, that's the one we always used," he said with a sigh, turning back to her. She stared at him a moment, not sure of what to say or do. Their new relationship was still so unsure to both of them, still somewhat awkward. Finally, Darien reached out his arms and a smile crossed her face as she threw herself into his embrace. Sighing, Darien wrapped his arms around her, drowning in her sweet, feminine scent. "Oh, Serena..." he whispered into her hair. "I don't want to think about any of that right now. I only want to think of you... this gorgeous angel who just happens to be in my arms..." Craning his neck, he rested his forehead on hers. She giggled quietly, meeting his gaze. Reaching up one finger, he traced it along her ear and jaw line. "You're so perfect. You're absolutely incredible. You know... I don't deserve to be with you..." "Hm?" she started in surprise. "Darien, that's not true, you..." She was silenced by his lips teasing hers, and melted into his arms. When finally he pulled apart, he was holding her even tighter. "Though I sure am glad I have you," he concluded. He held her for a few moments longer, his thoughts continuously drawn back to the small velvet box in his pocket. Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath. "Serena... there... there's something I want to ask you though... Something... kind of important..." She raised her ever innocent eyes to his, smiling at him curiously. "What is it?" Clearing his throat nervously, he looked down on her. "Not... not here, though." "Huh?" Grabbing her hand, Darien walked out of the kitchen. In the living room, he realized he was still holding her test paper and handed it back to her. "You should keep this to show to your parents," he said while slipping on his shoes. She folded it up neatly and placed it into her pocket, before she felt Darien's hand secure around her wrist, and she was dragged outside. "Do you come to the park a lot?" Serena asked, leaning up against Darien, their fingers laced together. He sighed, looking up at the large trees casting painted shadows over them. "Yeah, it's nice when I need to think, or just relax." "Where's your favorite place to go here?" "The rose gardens." She giggled slightly. "I should have guessed." His grip tightened slightly for an instant, bringing her hand to his lips and kissing her palm gingerly, before resting it at his side again. Serena smiled happily, leaning up against his shoulder. They walked in silence a little while, listening to birds and children in the distance. Finally, Darien broke it, asking, "Serena, when's your birthday?" "Hm? Uh... June 30th. Why?" "So your birthstone would be... the alexandrite, wouldn't it?" She laughed awkwardly. "I guess, but those are too expensive. The more traditional stone is the pearl, it's what people give me mostly. Then there's also the mythological stone, which is the moonstone. And then... er... I'm sorry, Darien, that was probably too much information, wasn't it?" Darien was no longer paying attention, his free hand clenched around the small velvet box in his pocket. Beneath his breath, he mumbled, "It's simply too perfect..." "Darien, what is it? What's wrong? Why did you bring me out here? What do you want to ask me? Darien?" Sighing, Darien stopped in the middle of the path to stare at her concerned blue eyes. She gulped, turning to face him completely. Biting his lower lip, he closed his eyes, attempting to gather his senses, all the while wondering if he had the courage to go through with this. Suddenly, he felt two gentle fingers trace down his jaw. Opening his eyes, he smiled down on her. "Did I do something?" she asked quietly, her voice shaking nervously. He knew he needed her in his life, the pain and pleasure in his heart told him that. But it would still be difficult, there was no escaping the fearsome worries that she wouldn't... he couldn't think of that. "Yeah, Serena... you did something." Her eyes immediately filled with regret, sorrow, and fear. She thought her entire being was trembling. What had she done to make him act so distant all the sudden? After the past few days, she thought everything was going so well, and now... "Oh, Darien, I'm so sorry," she said, just above a whisper, afraid that if she spoke any louder her voice would crack and dry in her throat. "Whatever I did, I'm sure I didn't mean to, I know it was an accident, and..." Her rambling was caught short by gentle lips teasing her own. Darien stood closer to her, breaking free from her kisses, his hands resting on her hips as her dazed face looked up at him in confused silence. "You made me fall in love with you, Serena," he whispered so that only she could hear him. The look in his eyes was enough to make her melt, to make her every limb collapse beneath her, but the words uttered so tenderly shocked her to unbelievable awareness. "Wha...?" she uttered disbelieving. Inhaling deeply, Darien took her hands into his and led her over to a wooden bench on the side of the path, forcing her to sit down as he paced slowly in front of her. Her ears rang of the subtle statement as she stared straight ahead, paying no heed to the fidgety man before her. "You love me?" she whispered slowly, letting the words hang on her lips. The full impact of that sank into her mind, until a smile creased her lips, making her realize exactly the importance of his confession. A picture evolved in her mind of holding his hand, watching the sun set, sharing secret kisses and caresses, declaring their love occasionally to break the comfortable silence. Snapping from her lovely daydream, she noticed that he had kneeled in front of her, his hands resting on the bench, on either side of her legs as his deep blue eyes stared into hers with hope. "I never imagined... I would be lucky enough to hear you say that," she finally managed to admit, her eyes shining in a love of their own. Darien grinned, inhaling a deep breath. "Serena..." he whispered, more to himself than the girl before him. "I don't know exactly how to say this, I've never really said it to anyone, and I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing and lose you, but... but you're here now, and you have to know. I... I love you. I have loved you from the moment we met, since the moment I laid eyes on you, since the moment I heard your beautiful, chiming laugh. And the past couple days I've only wanted you more, needed you... more..." Serena sighed with happiness, almost not believing her ears. Had it not been a week ago that she was nothing more than his secret admirer? And then, he had been hers as well. It was all too perfect. Happy tears began to build at the corners of her eyes. For a moment, she was choking on happiness, on tears, on air, before she managed to stutter, "Darien, I love you too." Darien froze. His head had bent down, trying to think of what to say, how to go about asking her to... be his wife. And then, her quiet words broke all chain of thought. Looking up, he saw her gazing down on him, a smile on her lips, tears glistening in her eyes. After a moment of hopeful thinking, he allowed the worried frown to curve into a delighted grin. She loved him. It was remarkable how very much that helped his cause. "But Darien..." she continued in a whisper. "That's... not a question," she stated matter-of-factly. He chuckled for a moment before again searching his mind for the correct words to say. Taking in a deep breath, he began. "Serena... I know you're still very young, probably too young for what I'm about to ask you. And you can say that you want to wait, I'd have no problem with that at all, as... long as you say yes. And Serena, if you say yes, I swear I'm going to burst with happiness, which may not sound very pleasant, but... Anyway, Serena, I love you. I've always loved you, even before we met, which makes no sense, obviously, but you see, I used to have dreams of a girl just like you, a princess, actually, and I always knew I loved her... so... so I know I always loved you... And I know that all of this is happening so very fast, that we weren't even close up to a few days ago, but you said that you loved me, and I know I love you, and so I guess it really shouldn't matter how fast it all happens, as long as we're both happy, right? And you make me so very happy, and I know given the chance I could make you equally happy. And... I... I want to spend the rest of my life doing just that. I want to spend every waking moment of the rest of my life... with you..." his voice dropped to a steady whisper as he stared up at her eyes, overwhelmed in emotions. "I want to... to wake up with you every morning, and fall asleep with you every night, and... and... I want to introduce you to everyone I meet as my... fianc鮮. and after that, my... wife." Serena furrowed her eyebrows slightly. "What... do you...?" "Serena... will you marry me?" he whispered, almost inaudibly. "Would you do me the honor of becoming my wife?" As she stared in awe, he reached into his pocket, producing a small black box. Opening it, he showed her a gorgeous ring of her own birthstone, the alexadrite, and a green tinted stone, surrounded in rings of small diamonds. Dizziness suddenly overcame her and she grasped at the edge of the wooden seat, trying to breathe calmly. She watched Darien purse his lips together, and gulp as if his throat were tied into knots. She felt the same way. A warm tear streaking slowly down her cheek seemed to be the only sign that this wasn't a dream. Even then, she hardly believed it. Another image appeared in her mind's eye. She stood in a flowing white gown, looking down an aisle of roses. At the end Darien stood in a black tuxedo, grinning adoringly back at her. Her friends and family stood off to the side, her father with a small, but gentle smile, and her mother crying with pride, sadness, and joy. "Yes..." she said, her unsteady voice cracking slightly. Darien, who had been staring at her with more fear by the moment, raised his eyebrows, just barely. Happiness began to cloud the deep blue gaze, though he dared not smile. "Yes," she repeated, more forcefully this time. Finally, a wide grin spread across her face and she pushed herself off the bench, falling to her knees and into his arms. "YES!" she screamed, then again and again. "Of course I'll marry you, of course I'll be your wife!!" Darien stared into space a long moment, before finally, slowly wrapping his arms around her. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he could hear her chattering still, jumping from 'I love you' to 'I'm getting married' to 'What color will the bride's maids' dresses be?' and back to 'I love you' again. His lips curved upward gently and he closed his eyes, picturing himself 50 years from now, sitting next to Serena, his beautiful wife, holding her hand, drinking lemonade on a warm day, and watching their 15 grandchildren play happily in the sunshine. The woman of his dreams loved him, and was now... his fianc鮠 Darien, the man who could never get close to anyone, had a fianc鮠He never imagined how wonderful that would feel. With a smile that made his jaw hurt, he pulled her away shortly, before pushing his lips to hers in a strong and powerful kiss, holding her to his body with every ounce of strength he contained. Her fragile hands held onto him just as powerfully, grasping at the material of his shirt, squeezing his shoulders almost roughly, as if he minded. After prying away from her sweet, ruby red lips, Darien led a trail of butterfly kisses down her cheek, her neck, her shoulder, her collarbone, kissing every inch of skin he could find in reach. Finally, he settled with simply holding her, burying his face into her golden hair and breathing in her deliciously ethereal scent. Pulling back slightly, he reached for her arm, still tied about his shoulders. Pulling her hand down in front of his chest, he slid the ring onto its appropriate finger, kissing the glistening stones once. Her eyes twinkled at him lovingly, and he didn't think he could stop grinning if he tried. Tying his arms around her again, he closed his eyes, whispering into her ear, "I love you, future Mrs. Darien Chiba." She giggled and he knew she was blushing. For the first time, he also realized that people had stopped in the park to watch them, smiling with dreamy looks. It only made him feel even luckier. "I love you too." He held her close to his chest, his eyelids closed lightly. They fit into each other's arms perfectly, like pieces to a puzzle that had finally found their match. Eventually allowing his eyes to open, he looked up into a pale blue, sun-filled sky. Instantly, a bright light filled the sky in front of him and he was forced to squint to see through it, until a blurred shadow seemed to drown out the blinding flare. As his eyes became accustomed, he saw the familiar, smiling face of Dorothy Smith. Her emerald eyes glowed with pride and happiness, laughing slightly. As he watched, he noticed her wink slyly at him, a mischievous grin tilting the corners of her lips, before holding two thumbs up. He couldn't help but chuckle, only holding Serena tighter and leaning his head on hers. Looking on, he saw another shape, this of a man, come up and wrap his arm about Dorothy's waist. She turned in his embrace, holding him gently and giving him a small peck on the cheek. They seemed to talk for a minute, Dorothy gesturing to Darien a few times, before the both of them gave him genuine smiles of happiness. Turning, arms still wrapped around each other, they walked together into the light. 'Goodbye, Dorothy.' There will be an epilogue, thanks to Stormlight, so look for it next week!! Tell me what you think! Kammi22@sprintmail.com