My Own Worst Enemy part6 by Blaze My Own Worst Enemy *Mina* No one ever really sees the pressure I have on me. When Serena becomes the NeoQueen then I will become the leader of the Sailor Scouts and be the next in line should anything happen to Serena. Hell even now if something were to happen to the princess I would be the next in line. And believe it or not I?m scared of that. All my life people have expected me to be responsible. In England I had straight A?s and was always expected to have them. I had tons of friends and was a star on the volleyball team. But it was all only because it was expected of me. Then I became Sailor V and slowly things began to change. The with the move to Tokyo I changed. I was tired of pleasing everyone else, of always being responsible. So I changed. I became a ditz and my grades lowered. I lowered all my standards. Annoying my parents and making me feel free. For the first time in my life I truly enjoyed myself and my life. I had real friends. But nothing is forever and time is passing again. And as time passes things change. It is almost time for me to regain my positions and accept my responsibilities. And I?m scared that I no longer fit those roles. Does this make me my own worst enemy? _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com