Dear Diary - Angel Bliss angel_bliss32@hotmail.com PG Hey! i was in the middle of writing 2getha 4 all eternity - when i got this idea. Its my first sogn fic - so its gonna suck! lol.. and most of u guyz kno by now i go by certain surnames for my characters LOL ... *sigh*.. well this is me.. failign 2 send this in.. *sorry*.. I DID send it in.. .. ... ... but then anthea 4got 2 post it ><.. and we kno how hard it is 2 keep ASMR running.. so.. beign the nice girl i am ^^.. i decided not 2 bother her.. *eheh..* soo its my bad.. coz i actually sent it in wit tog 4 eternity chapp 4.. and as u can see.. im liek a MONTH behind.. *sweat drop* hope u guyz can 4give me.. plusi have exams >< .. and im toooo addiucted to ff8 *AGH* serena is 17, darien 18 Dear diary - _______________________ Serena stewart walked home tiredly a test next week!! she sulked "another test.. argh! stupid ms H!" not watching where she was going, she bumped into a sumone. "sorry! my bad! wasn't..." "It's ok..." She looked up - the hottest babe she'd ever seen _______________________ Dear diary Today I saw a boy And I wondered if he noticed me He took my breath away _______________________ She chatted continuously on the phone with Mina and Lita. "wow! this is soo cool! since when did you get the three-way thinga majigy mina?" Serena asked "It's called conference sere!" Lita laughed "anyways.. i saw the cutest guy yesterday!" Serena smiled at the thought "oh oh! i bet he looked like my old boyfriend!" the three girls died into fits of laughter "no.. he had... the most magical eyes.." she barely whispered "did you say sumthing sere?" mina asked "no no.. jes talking to myself!" She laughed _______________________ Dear diary I can't get him off my mind And it scares me 'Cause I've never felt this way _______________________ she lay in her bedroom staring at the ceiling. It had been a week since she bumped into the mysterious guy -- but she had eventually found out he went to one of the most presitgious schools in tokyo - he attended Green high. She also found out he was Andrew's best friend and his name was Darien she sniffed as a drop tapped the page smudging the writing and setting the ink running. scribbling in her diary she wrote furiously as the tears continued to fall. He had a girlfriend you kno? she attends the same school. HEr name, Raye Manderly. I saw her. I'll never get the guy - she's pretty, smart, popular. Her hair is soo long and she has 'that' gleam in her eye. They're meant to be _______________________ No one in this world Knows me better than you do So diary I'll confide in you _______________________ Serena trudged home. It was getting dark and the sky was getting cloudy - "i hate storms" she mumbled quietly as she continued home with the large bag of groceries. "and worse.. No.. mum had to leave for some business trip with dad and sammy's off at Joe's house so *i* have to gaurd the house!" she mumbled miserably as a drop of rain tapped the tip of her nose. "damn thunderstorms!" she began to quicken her pace, but not fast enough to beat the storm. Ducking into the arcade for shelter she looked around for a familar face. "hey andrew!" she chimed as she made her way to a cubicle. "gosh serena! you're all soaked! let me get some towels for you to dry yourself with" he scurried off She looked around the room. In a booth two down from her on the opposite side, Darien was with his girlfriend she saw him roll his eyes mockingly and smiled at her. She laughed silently - "here ya go sere!" he thoughts were interuppted by andrew. "that's darien's girlfriend.." "yeah so i noticed." she smiled "he's planning to break up soon ya kno? thinks shes too annoying or sumthing!" "Really now?" _______________________ Dear diary Today I saw a boy As he walked by I thought he smiled at me _______________________ Serena sulked and moped the whole way home. "dumb 30.. i'm so dead.. augH~! i *hate* ms H! she's sucha cow!" (a.N. i kno the feeling!) she straggled the whole way home moping and sulking and taking her time. Pissed off at her test result she scrunched it into a tight ball and threw it behind her carelessly. *ouch* "WATCH IT MEATBALL HEAD!" "excuse me?!" she turned around "did you say.. MEATBALL HEAD?!" It was *him*.. her knees buckled and her legs turned to jelly.. but she couldn't let him know that she'd fallen for him already.. she didn't want to seem vulnerable after her last boyfriend josh. "the names SERENA S-E-R-E-N-A. MORON!" and she stormed off. but before she could actually dissapear from his sight, she heard him yell back. "thats right! SERENA THE HYENA! i've heard you around you're friends!" Reaching the end of the block - she was a crimson red - not from blushing, but from anger! she hated him! .. hate him for being who he was.. the adorable mystery private school boy she could never have. She slapped herself. "why on earth did you say that for!?.. argh! now i'm talkign to myself.. if he walks past again i'll prolyl have another nick - 'meatball head .. the schizo'" _______________________ And I wondered Does he know what's in my heart I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe _______________________ It'd taken a whole week.. ONE WHOLE WEEK for her to gain the courrage to tell him how she felt... she saw him... and he was with a new girl.. already... she knew he had broken up with his ex now.. raye.. or whatever her name was... whats when andrew approached her. "There goes Dare again.. ready to break another heart" "huh?!" she looked at him puzzled "dont worry sere!" he wrapped his arm around serena in a brotherly way.. you'll see.. he's got his eye on another chick.. jes waiting for when she's ready." he winked and walked off "ya kno andy! sometimes i wonder! why is a rich boy liek you working in this joint!" she chimed before she walked off to the sailor V machine. _______________________ Should I tell him how I feel Or would that scare him away Diary, tell me what to do Please tell me what to say _______________________ slamming away at the buttons her determined look was just to adorable to ignore. Darien was focuzing on her as her eyebrows knitted together with determination and her tongue stuck out the corner of her mouth "jump jump jump!".. she continued to tap at the buttons furiously . "JUMP GODDAMIT"! *wham*.. the words game over flashed on her screen. sticking her hand in her pocket she fished around for another quarter. "ARGH! no more money!" she cried as she was about to stand up, a warm hand place a coin in hers. "here ya go meatball head! now hush down before the whole place tumbles because of your voice!" he walked off "JERK!" she stuck out her tongue _______________________ Dear diary One touch of his hand Now I can't wait to see that boy again _______________________ Mina, Lita and Ami sat patiently in their booth waiting for serena to arrive. They had news for her! Stephen - the new school transfer hottie had a crush on her. running in she quickly plonked herself down - "hey guys! sorry i'm late! stupid ms H had detention.. *again*.. but that doesnt matter.. whats the *huge* news?!" "STEPHEN RAVEK LIKES YOU!" lita and mina squealed in unison "oh.." "OH!? is that all?! OH?! ONE OH?!" lita jumped up in a fury "its just.. i have my eye on someone else" she smiled to no one in particular But to Darien sitting in the booth behind them - smiled - but without Serena's knowing. _______________________ He smiled And I thought my heart could fly Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends? I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends _______________________ --the end-- so??! what did you guys think?! good bad?! well remember its my first song fic so gimem SOME credit :)... pleaseeee email me with all suggestionz comments and flames! angel_bliss32@hotmail.com angel