Sailormoon Eternity Prologue ------------------------------ "It can't be true. They must be alive, somewhere. They must be." ------------------------------ The morning began brightly on the moon, warming the Moon Kingdom with its gentle smiling rays. It was a morning like any other, carrying the eternal promise of peace and prosperity. Elsewhere in the universe, pain existed. Misery. Suffering. Desperation. But not here. Here, on the moon, none of those things could exist. This silver orb and the array of planets that made up its galactic family were under the watchful, motherly eye of none other than Queen Serenity. She would live forever, and so also the Silver Millennium. Yet an alert, watchful eye would have detected a hint of unrest. Rumors were circulating, rumors of an approaching threat. However, the slight nervous fear that was present in the populace of the moon withered and faded in the light of an even more powerful emotion: Faith. Above all, there existed an unwavering belief that Queen Serenity would protect her people, no matter what the circumstances. Dejana woke with the sun, as usual, abruptly sitting up in bed as soon as the slightest beam of light touched her face. The brilliant star called to her each morning, the light filtering through the invisible atmosphere dome high above the surface, rousing Dejana from her sleep in time to see the moon awaken. Instantly wide awake, the young Lunarian turned to the window to look down on the palace gardens. She watched through deep, dark eyes as the sun awakened the beautiful flowers in her favorite part of the moon, and she smiled as the petals opened, bright bursts of pastel color shining boldly against the whiteness of the environment. The very essence of peace rolled across the landscape, touching every flower and flowing into Dejana and through her, warming her body from the inside. Could there be any better time to be alive? Despite the joy innate in being a resident of the moon, and a member of the Royal court besides, something nagged at Dejana's high spirits. An approaching danger? The young Lady recalled what she had heard about Queen Beryl and her Dark Kingdom. Most of the Moon Kingdom's citizens were unconcerned. Surely Beryl could not overcome the power of Queen Serenity? Dejana climbed out of bed and dressed quickly, slipping her feet into a pair of soft flat shoes. She would wear practical clothing for now, a simple, sturdy dress with an apron tied over it. She had to help the servants in the kitchen this morning before she could join her friends. Swiftly she tightened the lacings of the apron around her waist and pushed her usual black headband into her long indigo hair. Finally Dejana scooped up a violet star-shaped crystal on a silver chain, and hung it around her neck as she rushed out of her chambers. By the time the midday meal was served, Dejana was worn out from her morning chores. She had spent hours helping to prepare the feast for tonight's ball. Fortunately, Dejana was to be allowed to relax this afternoon. Other hands would decorate the ballroom so the indigo-haired girl could spend some time with her friends. She was late for lunch, and skidded into the private dining room still in her work clothes. The others were already seated, and as her dark eyes fell on the group of elegant Princesses in their flowing white gowns, Dejana felt the heat of shame rise into her cheeks. She gently closed the door behind her, wishing futilely that she had taken the time to return to her room to change clothes. "Dejana!" Young Princess Serenity, heir to the Moon Kingdom, was out of her chair in an instant, dashing across the floor to embrace her tardy friend. "Oof," Dejana grunted as she was assaulted by warm arms and an abundance of light, lacy cloth. Serenity's long streams of hair swirled around the pair as Dejana returned the embrace. "Princess, I can't breathe," she gasped playfully. Serenity released her friend and held her at arm's length, a disapproving look on her face. "Dejana, I've told you a hundred times. No formality." Without waiting for a response, Serenity spun around and tugged the older girl toward the table. The meal had already been served, and after greeting the rest of her friends Dejana eagerly helped herself to some ambrosia. "Where have you been all morning?" Princess Setsuna of Pluto inquired from her seat beside Dejana. "We've missed you." "I've been helping in the kitchens," Dejana replied, turning to meet the smiling gaze of her green-haired friend. "You wouldn't believe how much food they're preparing for tonight." From across the table, Neptune's Princess Michiru narrowed her blue-green eyes. "Why does the Queen make you do such things?" she muttered. "Such manual labor should be left to others." Tilting her head idly, Dejana's cerulean-violet eyes became distant. "Queen Serenity was most generous in taking me as her ward after my parents died," she reminded Michiru. "I am happy to do my part to repay the favor. It is enough of a blessing that I've been allowed to become friends with all of you." "Well, once we were introduced to one another, not even the Silver Crystal could have kept us apart," Princess Minako of Venus broke in brightly. Setsuna playfully bumped her shoulder against Dejana's, smiling in agreement. "The Queen does have the right to decide what company her daughter keeps," Dejana muttered. "After all, I'm not a Princess." "You are a Lady by birth," Serenity argued. "Besides, I choose my own friends." She beamed down the table at all of them, her crystal blue eyes sparkling with happiness. Haruka, Princess of Uranus, passed a bowl of bread toward Dejana, tossing her head to clear her short blonde hair from her eyes. "Do you have the afternoon free at least?" "Yes, you'll have to prepare for the ball with us," Princess Rei of Mars insisted. "Nobody can braid my hair into that tiara thing like you do." "And I want to try my hand at fixing yours," Setsuna added, her crimson eyes shining as she beamed at her slightly younger friend. "If I have been released from my duty at the Time Gate for this event, surely you will be allowed the same respite from your chores?" "I do have the rest of the day to myself," Dejana assured the group. "The Queen wanted me to be able to spend it with all of you." "Perfect," Haruka replied with a sour grin. "I'll need someone to distract me from the idiocy of these royal functions." "Oh come now, Haruka, it's not that bad," Michiru teased her. "I always seem to have plenty of fun." "Well, lots of people ask you to dance," Haruka muttured grimly. "Perhaps they fear you'll break them in half if they miss a step." Michiru grinned at the tall, athletic Princess, a taunting glint sparkling in her eyes. "After all, you'll be stronger than nearly all of the guests." "Well, they should spend more time building up strength, then," Haruka replied dismissively, accepting the ambrosia Rei was offering her. "Anyway, I'd rather be training." "Training, training, always training!" Minako rolled her eyes, reaching for a pitcher of water. "Have a little fun sometimes!" "Minako, would you kindly keep your hair off my plate?" Jupiter's Princess Makoto protested, lifting a curl of long blonde hair aside as the blue-eyed girl leaned forward across the table. "Training is important, Haruka," Makoto agreed, "but it's also good to relax and let your - Minako! - hair down." "Do you think we'll finally meet the Princess of Saturn tonight?" Rei inquired. "I doubt it," Princess Ami of Mercury replied with a sigh. "She's still very young, and hasn't yet awakened as a Senshi." The blue-haired girl shuddered slightly as she remembered her studies of the powers of Saturn. "Personally, I think it might be best if she never awakens." "As do we all," Setsuna concurred, "but it would still be nice to meet Princess Hotaru. I'm sure she'd be a great friend." "Has your mother told you anything, Serenity?" Rei inquired. There was a pause. Everyone present turned toward the head of the table. The Princess of the Moon was silent, a distant, dreamy look in her bright blue eyes. She gazed off into the empty air in front of her, her meal forgotten, a half-smile curving her rosy lips. "Serenity?" Makoto's eyes narrowed. "Are you all right? Serenity?" "What?" The Moon Princess snapped out of her reverie, blinking. "Did someone say something?" Minako glared down at her plate, one of her hands curling into a fist. "Serenity," she growled disapprovingly, "you've been down to Earth again, haven't you?" "Hmm? Umm...well, I..." A bright red flush tainted the pale skin of Serenity's face, and she averted her eyes. "Oh, Princess!" Rei burst out, a flame alighting within her eyes. "You said you wouldn't leave the Moon again this week!" "Come on, everyone, try to understand!" Serenity protested, gripping the edge of the table with both hands. "If you could only see how beautiful and colorful everything is on Earth...and the fresh breeze, a real breath of air, it's not like what the dome creates for us..." "We have been down to Earth, Serenity," Ami reminded her friend. "We try to limit our time there responsibly, however." A mischievous smile curved Makoto's lips, and her green eyes sparkled. "Well, we all know Serenity's real reason for going to Earth so often," she teased. The Moon Princess' blush darkened to a deep red. "Serenity! You know that personal relationships between the Moon and the Earth are strictly taboo!" Michiru scolded. An indignant look banished the flush from Serenity's cheeks, and she folded her arms across her chest. "None of you understand what it is to be a young woman in love!" she proclaimed. Minako looked as if she were about to disagree, but at that moment they were interrupted by the entrance of Queen Serenity herself. She swept in through the doors of the dining room, her simple gown of the purest white trailing on the crystal floor. In unison, the Princesses and Dejana rose from their chairs to show respect to the ruler of the Moon Kingdom. With utmost grace, Princess Serenity glided across the room and planted a gentle kiss on her mother's pale cheek. "The servants are waiting," the Queen informed the assembled girls. "Have you finished your lunch?" The group murmured assent, and obediently filed out of the dining room through the door at the Queen's side. "Dejana." The elegant ruler stopped the indigo-haired Lady as she was passing the woman that had given her a life in the Palace. "Walk with me a moment, will you?" Her head bowed demurely, Dejana walked slowly beside Queen Serenity, her hands clasped in front of her. She hardly dared to breathe, desperate to be the most proper young Lady that she could be. Serenity was so close, so warm, and yet the power that radiated from her slender form enticed anyone around her into submission. In silence they walked through the white, high-ceilinged halls of the Moon Palace, luminescent in the glow of the sun. At last they stopped on a small balcony that overlooked the extensive gardens of the Moon. Dejana stood nervously at the balcony's edge, not daring to lean on the railing, trying to act as a mature woman should. For a moment, there was silence. Standing beside the beautiful Queen Serenity, Dejana felt smaller and plainer than ever before. She was terribly conscious of her rough work clothes and apron, and wished bitterly to be anywhere else at this moment. "Dejana," Serenity said finally. "Yes, my Queen?" "Are you...happy here?" Confused, Dejana's head snapped up and she stared at the Queen incredulously. "Of course, my Queen. I am eternally grateful to you for giving me a home here." Serenity's gentle eyes seemed strange somehow, distant and clouded. "You and the Solar System Princesses, you get along well, do you not?" she asked quietly. "Yes, I love every one of them dearly," Dejana replied. A sick feeling of worry was beginning to settle into her stomach. ~Is she going to send me away?~ she thought in alarm. "And my daughter," the Queen continued. "How do you feel about her?" "She is more precious to me than any other," Dejana said firmly. ~Why is she asking me these things?~ she wondered. Queen Serenity turned toward the edge of the balcony and lifted her slender hands to rest them upon the railing. A light breeze jostled a few strands of her shimmering lavender hair, and the sunlight glistened across the royal mark on her forehead. She was every bit the powerful ruler, and yet to Dejana she suddenly seemed old and tired. "Dejana," Serenity said again, "what is your greatest desire?" "To faithfully serve and protect the Moon Kingdom, the Royal Family, and the Princesses of this system," Dejana answered promptly without a second thought. Her entire heart lay with her friends and the Kingdom of the Moon. The Queen rotated toward the indigo-haired Lady again and gave her a gentle smile. "As I thought," she said softly. Serenity's hands trembled slightly at her sides, as if she were restraining herself from doing something. For a moment they looked into each other's eyes in silence. "Now, go and rejoin your friends," Queen Serenity instructed her. "Yes, my Queen." Dejana was unusually quiet for the rest of the day, thinking about her strange conversation with the Queen and the odd sense of danger that continued to plague her subconscious. Her friends were disturbed by her silence and pestered her to confide in them. Dejana tried to convince the group that she was fine, but she couldn't shake off the troubled feeling that tugged at her soul. This disturbance went beyond the fear inspired by rumors. She had a sickening feeling of foreboding, as if a great tragedy were looming just beyond the horizon. Although her friends insisted that they would listen and trust her, Dejana kept her fears to herself. After all, unlike the others, she was not a Sailor Senshi. She had no special powers to enable her to sense dangers. Dejana longed to meet with her dearest friend, Setsuna, but with all the preparations that were needed for the ball, there was no chance for Dejana to speak with the Time Guardian privately. When all of the Princesses had been dressed in their finest and the party had finally begun, Dejana went alone to her chambers and stood there for a long time, gazing at the beautiful gown she had chosen to wear. It was rather simple and yet elegant, with slightly puffed sleeves that started below her shoulder and stopped at her elbows. It was white, like the Princess dresses of her friends, and had a thick collar that matched her indigo hair. The skirt was long and flowing, and a ribbon of indigo ran from the middle of the gown's chest to the bottom of the skirt, with a thinner ribbon wrapped around the waist. Dejana slowly dressed herself in the trailing gown and stared at her own reflection in her mirror for a while. Downstairs at the ball, each of the Princesses was being grandly introduced by heralds, each of them with royalty for parents. They were always careful not to make Dejana feel inferior around them, but sometimes the orphaned Lady could not ignore the simple facts: Her best friends were Princesses and Senshi, and she was not. Yet at heart, as a person, Dejana was not much different from any of them. In the smooth glass Dejana met her own cerulean-violet gaze beneath the shawl of hair that flowed to her waist. In her own eyes she had to confront the troubled, turbulent emotions she had tried to conceal from her friends, both the feeling of inferiority and the sense of danger. She tried to convince herself that she was merely imagining things, but she could not shake the feeling that Destiny itself was creeping up on her. If only she were a Senshi, then she could be certain whether or not her fears were born of her imagination. With her next thought Dejana scolded herself for her selfish desires. Queen Serenity had generously taken her in to live in the Royal household when Dejana had been orphaned, and she had been given the opportunity to become close to every one of the planets' Princesses, despite their status as Sailor Senshi. To further wish for the power and prestige of a Senshi herself would be pure greed, unbecoming of a Lady of the Moon Kingdom. Dejana knew that the Queen would be disappointed in her if she continued these futile wishes. Fondly Dejana gazed upon a large portrait that was hanging a wall of her room. It had been intended to be a portrait of only the Sol System Princesses, but when the girls had heard this, they unanimously insisted Dejana be included. The Queen, seated in the middle of the group as they had been placed for the portrait, warmly agreed, and Dejana had found herself right in the front center. Her smiling face was immortalized in paint between that of Princess Setsuna and Princess Serenity herself, a healthy flush coloring her cheeks as she absorbed the love of her two best friends. Queen Serenity had been so moved by the girls' show of affection for her ward that she had given the portrait to Dejana as a gift, greatly disappointing the painter, no doubt, but pleasing Dejana immensely. Since then, she had appeared in every portrait of the entire group that was commissioned, often in the back row or corner, but present nonetheless. As she studied the image, Dejana noticed something she had not seen before. The pale hand of the Queen, who had been directly behind her when the portrait was made, was resting on Dejana's shoulder. Dejana had been so flustered and excited at being included with her royal friends, and had been concentrating so hard on remaining motionless for the artist, that she had not even felt the light touch of Serenity's fingers. ~That's strange,~ Dejana thought, her eyes narrowing in puzzlement. ~Why would she do that?~ Eventually she shrugged, deciding it was meant as a sign that Serenity, too, counted Dejana as part of her daughter's circle. A soft knock on the door of Dejana's chambers jolted her back to reality. "Enter," she called. The door swung open, and the tall, graceful form of Princess Setsuna glided inside, closing the door behind her. Setsuna's dress was white, as all the Princess' formal gowns were, and it was trimmed with ribbons of crimson to match the young woman's eyes. A tiara rested atop the Princess of Pluto's long green hair. "I thought you might want to go down to the ballroom together," Setsuna suggested warmly, her rosy lips shaping themselves into a gentle smile. Gratitude illuminated Dejana's face for a moment, but after an instant, she looked away. "I'm...not quite ready," she murmured. "You should go ahead without me, I don't want you to be late." Setsuna's brow furrowed in concern, the smile fading from her tanned face. She approached her young friend, touching her shoulder with a slender hand. "Dejana...what's wrong?" The Lady bit her lip, considering, and at last she drew a deep breath. "Setsuna, I...it's strange but...well, I don't quite know how to ask this." The green-haired Princess waited calmly, her questioning eyes encouraging her friend to continue. "Have you...sensed anything strange?" Dejana said in a rush. "I mean, you're the Guardian of Time, have you felt any hints of danger, some kind of crisis approaching?" She was unable to meet Setsuna's gaze, and blushed as she realized how silly her questions must sound. "Actually..." Setsuna began quietly. Startled and curious, Dejana raised her violet-sapphire eyes to Setsuna's deep cinnamon ones, and found the Princess's face to be uncertain but extremely serious. The green-haired woman swallowed, searching carefully for words. "I have been bothered by those feelings," she admitted after a moment. "The mists of Time are shifting, as if something is about to happen, something that will change everything. I've mentioned it to Queen Serenity, but she seems unconcerned." Abruptly Setsuna's face twisted into an expression of frustration, and she clenched her fists at her sides. "If only I were more experienced in my duties," she lamented, "I could see the future more clearly!" Dejana's eyes softened, and she placed both hands gently on her friend's shoulders. "Don't blame yourself, Setsuna. I know you will learn better control over your powers soon. If you brought it to the Queen's attention, I'm sure she will take care of things if it's anything serious." "I hope you're right," Setsuna replied bitterly. Her eyes narrowed, and she looked at Dejana intently. "What brought this on? Have you been having visions of danger?" A hot blush rose into the Lady's cheeks, and she looked at the floor. "Not visions, exactly," she murmured shyly. "It's just a feeling, a sense of something threatening the Moon, I suppose. I'm not sure when it started, but it's become more intense today." Dejana stole a glance up at Setsuna, and was horrified to see a shocked expression of something near to terror on her friend's face. "It's probably nothing," the indigo-haired Lady said hurriedly. "There are no special abilities in my line. I'm just paranoid for some reason." "No," Setsuna replied firmly. "If we're both sensing something, it could very well be a serious matter. We should go to the Queen right away!" Taking Dejana by the hand, the Princess began to head for the door. "Oh, not tonight," Dejana protested. "We shouldn't disturb the festivities with something that's likely to be merely in my imagination. If you insist, we'll go see Queen Serenity tomorrow... Please, Setsuna, not tonight." Seeing the Lady's stricken expression, the tanned woman sighed and gave her friend another gentle smile. "All right," she agreed. "First thing in the morning, then." Straightening up, Setsuna adjusted her dress so the folds lay properly arranged. "Shall we head downstairs?" "I don't think I'm ready just yet," Dejana said softly. "There's so much on my mind, I need some time alone before I'll be in the mood for dancing. Perhaps a walk in the gardens will help." "The guests will miss your presence," the green-haired Princess remarked. "There are always quite a few handsome young Lords around, eager for a chance to dance with you," she added with a playful grin. "I'll be there," Dejana promised. "I just need a little time to get my thoughts together. Go on now, I'll find you in the ballroom as soon as I've had a chance to relax." Wandering slowly around the gardens, Dejana could almost feel at peace. The earthlight shimmered in the waves of indigo hair that rolled down her back. Starlight reflected off the silver pools of the gardens and was engulfed in the deep pools of Dejana's dark eyes, mingling with the troubled look that was churning there. The young Lady walked deep into the gardens, wandering in their embrace for hours. Everything seemed perfect, but she couldn't help feeling that this was the last time she would walk these paths. The Earth was high in the sky when she stopped for a while and sat on a stone bench near a glistening fountain. The stars were shining brightly that night. Dejana gazed up into space, and a chill swept through her. Something was moving. She blinked several times, and the stars were still again, but she shuddered. There was an eerie quiet over everything, as if the entire moon was holding its breath. The calm before the storm. Again Dejana was struck by the feeling that something was moving, something was watching, something was approaching. The evil of it seemed to sweep over her, and a cold wind came up suddenly, chilling her to the core. Dejana leaped up in fear, her senses suddenly building to a sharp peak. She turned toward the palace, her mind filled with images of death and destruction, and started running as fast as she could, fighting the hindrances of her flowing gown and dress shoes. In her haste, she slipped on the slick stones of the garden path and hit her head hard on the ground. A while later, Dejana's eyes fluttered open. Her head ached, her stomach felt sickly cold, and she moaned as she pushed herself up. For a moment she was confused, unable to understand why her bed was so hard, her room so cold and dark and filled with strange sounds that disturbed the moon's peace. She looked around with blurred eyes. As her vision cleared, Dejana's memories came flooding back and she gasped in horror as she surveyed the destruction surrounding her. The Moon Kingdom was in ruins. Pillars and walls had collapsed and shattered. The once-silver pools of the gardens now leaked black liquid across torn pathways. Dead flowers littered the ground around her. Dejana turned desperately toward her home, toward the window she had looked out of only this morning, when all of this had been breathtakingly beautiful. Only the palace still stood, a glowing symbol of Queen Serenity's power. Some of the sweeping towers had already started to crumble. The impossible had indeed happened. Queen Beryl and the Dark Kingdom had attacked, and they were destroying everything. Stunned, unable to accept the truth right before her eyes, Dejana stared numbly at the ruins of what had been the ultimate haven of peace. In the distant ruined courtyard she could see Queen Serenity now, standing near the palace with her consorts, Luna and Artemis. Dejana did not see the Senshi anywhere, although she seached every corner with her eyes. Queen Serenity, fighting alone, was losing. The dark shadows of Beryl's youma were approaching from every direction, their darkness threatening to envelop the only remaining light. She was no Senshi, but Dejana was determined to help in any way she could. She leapt forward to run to the Queen's side - and was suddenly consumed by a sharp, stabbing pain that rammed itself through her stomach and filled her entire body. The ground rolled, and Dejana collapsed to her knees, barely able to keep herself from falling flat on the ground. Desperately she kept her eyes locked on the tiny distant figure of Queen Serenity, silently begging her to succeed, to restore the moon to its shining brilliance. There was only one way the Queen could seal the rift and close off the Dark Kingdom again. Dejana watched the Queen raise the Moon Stick high into the air. The Silver Crystal glittered within the gold crescent, and a wave of silver magic swept out from the Queen in all directions. Suddenly Dejana glimpsed all her best friends rising from the ruined moon, enveloped in Serenity's magic; Ami, Makoto, Haruka, everyone except Setsuna, who was not present. Her friends were encased in bubbles and floated high up, away from the shattered kingdom. Dejana could see the Princess in one, and even Prince Endymion, who had returned to the palace for one last dance. Part of the wave of magic now rolled towards Dejana, beckoning her into its embrace as well. Dejana was too overwhelmed by the situation to wonder why. She staggered to her feet, still reeling from her injuries but desperate not to be left behind. She wanted to go, to throw herself into the magic that had taken her friends so she could be with them, but in the next instant something seized control of her heart and she was suddenly afraid of the Queen's magic. Dejana's feet rebelled against her control, and she backed away... The ground shook, and a huge rift opened in the moon under Dejana's feet. Dejana shrieked as she slipped into the bottomless canyon, and as she fell, her heart began to echo her fear with its own pain as she sensed Queen Serenity's life, the light of the Silver Millennium, fading and flickering out. Serenity's final burst of power made one last attempt to retrieve Dejana and failed, dissipating into the air as its source lost her life. The Moon Princess, eight members of her court, and the Prince of Earth floated off to safety. Lady Dejana tumbled to her doom. For a long time, there was only darkness. The mind floated, isolated, wrapped in the soothing cloak of unconsciousness. Here there was no pain, no memory, no misery. There were no images of destruction and death. It was quiet, blissfully quiet, free of screams and deafening explosions. For this mind, the universe was frozen in one single, peaceful instant. Unable to think, the mind was not even aware of the events it had just witnessed. For a time it drifted in blessed ignorance. Dejana's eyes opened. She closed them. It was still dark; the sun wouldn't be waking her up for a few hours. Dejana rolled over on her side and curled up into a ball. The bed was so soft that she nearly drifted into sleep, but she felt chilled. Why wasn't she under her blankets? As she moved her legs, she felt the thick fabric of her formal dress against her skin. Puzzled, Dejana sat up, trying to clear her mind. What had happened last night? She didn't feel well; her very core seemed cold and clammy, and she shivered violently. Warily she opened her eyes again. The room was dark. No earthlight sprinkled in through the window. There was no breeze, either, because there were no windows at all. A realization dawned on Dejana's mind then, and the chill within her spread throughout her body. She was not in her own room. Fighting the panic that threatened to rise in her throat, she searched her confused mind, searching for the events of the previous evening. The ball. There had been a Royal ball. Dejana squeezed her eyes shut, remembering - and then it all came rushing back. The destruction. The screaming. The darkness as the Silver Millennium was enveloped by evil. The cold knife that was plunged into Dejana's heart as Queen Serenity died. The rushing wind howling in her ears as she tumbled into the abyss. "No..." the lost Lady whispered, her voice hoarse and startling in the strange, silent room. "It's impossible. It can't be." The cold feeling within her deepened and condensed into an icy, sickening emptiness. She felt hollow inside, devoid of light. The comforting delusion of denial swept into the emptiness, obscuring her memories. "It can't be true. They must be alive, somewhere. They must be." Breathing heavily, her heart racing, Dejana climbed off the bed and stood up, feeling trapped within this strange room. Her eyes were adjusting to the darkness, and she could now make out a dim sliver of light at one side of the room, which appeared to be leaking in underneath a door. "Where am I?" she now wondered, still speaking aloud in attempt to quiet the fear born of isolation. "What is this place? Have I been abducted? Yes, that's it, I've been abducted from the Palace, and I've just had a nightmare," she murmured numbly, laughing nervously. "Maybe I can escape from here on my own, so the Sailor Senshi won't have to come rescue me." More nervous, halfhearted giggles escaped her lips as she slowly crept toward the door. The room seemed empty, and no objects met her outstretched, searching hands. When she reached the door, her fingers traced the smooth wood down to the handle. Steadying herself with a deep breath, her hand squeezed the handle and she slowly pulled the door open a crack. Bright light stung Dejana's eyes, and she closed them for a moment until they adjusted to the change. Carefully, she peered out into a long, white hallway. It was completely empty. Opening the door further, she stepped out into the hall. The hallway was lined with doors, each one a different color. The wood of the door beneath her hands was painted a dark blue. Looking back, Dejana saw a blue room containing only the bed and a large chest of drawers, also in shades of blue. Turning back to the hallway, Dejana eyed the other doors with renewed hope. "The others..." she whispered. Dejana eagerly rushed up to the nearest door, painted yellow, and yanked it open. It was empty, save for a yellow bed and chest identical to that of the room Dejana had awoken in. Holding on to the glimmer of hope, she dashed from one door to the next, her long dress swirling around her legs. The rooms were all empty. Her movements became more and more frantic as the cold, empty feeling within her reasserted itself. "Setsuna... Ami... Princess..." she sobbed as she searched. "I'm all alone! Where are you?" By the time Dejana reached the last door, which was a swirl of gold and silver, tears were sliding down her cheeks. This door was shiny, and she was able to recognize her own reflection in its textured surface. She was still dressed in her formal gown, but it had been streaked with dirt, and there was a tear in the skirt and another in one sleeve. Breathing heavily, the young Lady stared at her own haunted eyes as she hesitated at this door. It was larger and heavier than the others, and it was half open. ~Come in, Lady Dejana.~ The words seemed to go directly into her mind without passing through her ears at all. It was a dark, echoing presence that she felt more than heard inside her head. Afraid, alone, and upset beyond her capacity to control, Dejana shoved the door open and ran into the room, hoping beyond reason that she would see the Queen, the Princess, and all her friends standing there. No friendly faces were there to greet her. "Where are they?!" she cried, almost hysterical. "Where is the Queen? The Princess... Tell me where they are!" The room was circular, with a raised platform on one side. The wall above the platform contained an inky black disc, painted with a tableau of stars. The walls, floor, and domed ceiling were all built of alabaster marble, which seemed to glow from within. At the far side of the room stood an enormous set of double doors made of precious crystal. The only occupant of the room stood in its center, where a strange symbol had been carved into the stone. The spectre was tall and completely covered by a void-black cloak that trailed on the floor. The cloak was topped by a loose hood that draped low over the mysterious being's head, hiding its face in shadow. It did not speak, but stood facing the frantic Lady Dejana, the darkness of the mystery beneath its hood focused intently upon her. "Answer me!" Dejana demanded, nearly choking on her emotions. ~I believe you already know the answers you seek. The echoes of their presence are no longer within you. Search inside yourself, if you wish to find the truth.~ Again, the voice pierced directly into her mind. Although the cloaked figure showed no signs that betrayed its sex, the voice was definately male. Its words reminded Dejana of the chill emptiness she felt within herself. "No," she whispered. "I won't believe it." The vibrant, smiling faces of her friends swam within her mind, nearly visible to her eyes. They couldn't be gone. "Why have you abducted me? Let me go. Now, do you hear me? I want to go home!" Dejana cried. Everything will be all right soon, she assured herself. I just have to get home. ~What home?~ The cloaked figure's words struck terror in Dejana's heart. ~You have no home. Not anymore. This is your home now, Dejana.~ Dejana stared at him, tears flooding her dark eyes. "No! That's not true! You're lying to me! Queen Serenity will punish you for keeping me a prisoner," she added indignantly. "Let me out of here!" Panic filled her soul. It couldn't be true, it just couldn't. ~It was Beryl, the one you did not fear. She destroyed the Moon Kingdom, and your Queen Serenity killed herself getting rid of her. The Silver Millennium is at an end.~ The being spoke in stoic tones, remaining perfectly motionless as he tore Dejana's heart asunder with his words. ~Beryl is gone now, but not forever. She will be back, and Serenity knew it. She sent your friends away to the future, Dejana, to fight Queen Beryl when she returns. I pulled you out just in time.~ "In time? IN TIME FOR WHAT!?" Dejana was screaming now. She was furious. How dare he? How dare he tear her away from her closest friends? How dare he steal her from her home, when they needed her? ~Calm down, Dejana. This is Starlight Palace. It exists between dimensions. Everywhere and nowhere at the same time. You are here to be trained,~ the mysterious stranger explained smoothly. ~When the Moon Princess and her court reappear, you will be their guardian, the protector of the Sailor Senshi. It is your destiny.~ "No, I won't! I want to go home right now. I don't believe you." However, Dejana's voice grew quieter as the speaker's words began to resonate with the messages her soul were sending her. ~You know it is true. You felt it yourself, and you saw the destruction. What you never knew is that you are a Sailor Senshi, just like your friends, with duties of your own. You too have a destiny written into the fabric of the cosmos.~ "A Sailor Senshi..." Dejana could not help feeling a slight thrill of excitement at these words. "But... I thought only a Princess could become a Senshi. I'm an orphan, I don't carry royal blood." ~There are many things in this universe that you do not know, Dejana.~ The cloaked figure still stood motionless, speaking without words, and without moving an inch. ~Not all Senshi come from royal houses. Quite a few Senshi are chosen for specific duties, based on their inner qualities. Also, you guard the...~ Suddenly a hint of uncertainty entered the hollow tones of the mysterious stranger. ~You do have it, don't you? The gift from Queen Serenity? I see you wear the necklace, you must have the gift with you as well... Come, tell me you have it...~ The uncertainty was almost bordering on panic, a strange emotion for a faceless robed telepath. "Yes, I have it," Dejana replied, puzzled. She clutched her hand to her chest, the treasured item taking on an even deeper meaning now that its giver was forever lost. "I never take it off." ~See that you don't.~ The voice regained its composure. ~It is now the only one left in the Universe, and will be of more importance than you know.~ Now the mysterious being glided closer to Dejana, seeming to hover in the air although the cloak's edges rested on the marble floor. ~Your job is to aid Sailor Pluto in preserving the future, when the Royal Family will once again come into power.~ "Sailor Pluto..." Dejana murmured. "Setsuna-chan." Her eyes filled with tears as she remembered her fondest friend. The two of them had always shared a connection, and although Setsuna was usually bound to the Time Gate, Dejana had often made time to visit her in her loneliness. As Dejana thought about Setsuna, she felt a glimmer of light within the void that had grown inside her. "Where is she? She still lives, I feel it!" ~Pluto left the moon before Queen Serenity's power could reach her, as she is bound by her obligation to the time stream. She has the duty of guarding the Time Gate, which will prevent her from constantly protecting the other Senshi. You were best friends as inhabitants of the Moon, and one day you will be partners in responsibility.~ "Partners? Where is she, then? I want to see her!" Dejana demanded. ~You can not be together now. You must wait until the time is right.~ "Why?" Dejana demanded suddenly. "Why should I believe you? Who are you? How can I trust you?" The fears returned, and Dejana remembered that she was in a strange place, alone except for a mysterious being who would not show his face. "Who are you?" she cried out again. "Let me go!" Frantic and heartbroken, Dejana lunged at the cloaked figure. Inches from the cloth of his robe, she smashed into an invisible barrier and crumpled to the ground, stunned and bruised. Rising to her knees, Dejana began to beat the barrier with her fists, screaming in frustration. The figure stood motionless, betraying no emotion, and remaining silent throughout Dejana's futile attack. Eventually her screams dissolved into tears, and she at last resigned herself to the truth of his words. She did not speak for a long time, and lay helpless on the marble floor in her dirty, torn dress, sobbing endlessly as she mourned the loss of the life she had loved so well. The Lady Dejana lived at Starlight Palace for centuries upon centuries, powerless to leave its marble embrace. Over time, she grew to trust the words and motives of the mysterious cloaked stranger. He became her sensei, and he taught her to use the Space Portal, the impossibly dark disc set into the wall above the raised platform in the round room. What Dejana had originally taken for a painting of stars was in fact a real view of a portion of the cosmos. The Portal was a window into the world, which could be ordered to display any location in the Solar System. From her marble prison Dejana was able to see what had become of the Moon through the Space Portal. Its atmosphere dome destroyed in the attack, the Moon had become a desolate wasteland, and its rate of rotation had changed drastically so that one dead hemisphere continually faced the Earth below. Her home destroyed, Dejana helplessly watched the Earth grow older. As a native of the vanished Moon Kingdom, Dejana remained ageless as civilizations of the Earth rose and fell. Her sensei taught her how to transform into her Senshi form and trained her in the use of her powers, and she grew to understand her role as the guardian of the Sailor Senshi, Sailor Infinity. As guardian, she could sense the lives of each of her lost friends, and it was her fate to assume the duties of any fallen Senshi. Now that they were lost somewhere in the void, the emptiness inside her was almost too much to bear, and she also had to withstand the pressure of their Senshi responsibilities. Fortunately, since the Moon Kingdom had known peace for such a long time, their duties were not as demanding as they might have been. Dejana had never noticed she possessed these extra senses before, as all her friends were alive and surrounding her with their vibrant souls. At least Dejana had the living essence of Setsuna to keep her from caving in inside. In the Space Portal she was able to see her old friend, the time guardian, standing alone at the Time Gate year after year. Only Setsuna carried the same burden as Dejana, the memories of the bliss of the Moon Kingdom and the pain of its loss. Dejana watched helplessly as Setsuna gradually closed off her heart and her emotions, protecting herself against the pain and madness that could be born of endless solitude. Many times Dejana longed to go to her, to comfort her lonely friend, but the cloaked figure held her back. ~No. Not yet.~ Time passed. Sailor Infinity waited. She saw the rebirth of the Sailor Senshi. In a sense Dejana gave birth also each time one of her friends was reborn, as their Senshi essence departed from her core. At the same time, new fires erupted within her to fill the hollow void. At last, with the birth of the youngest Senshi, Dejana could enjoy the warmth of being filled again, and was free to focus on her own duties. She watched and cheered her five closest friends on as they met and joined together to fight Queen Beryl when she reappeared, but her sensei still forbade her to go to their aid. Dejana was crushed to discover that the newborn Sailor Senshi carried no memories of their former lives. They did not even miss Dejana's presence. Her heart broke when she saw the reborn Moon Princess, Usagi. She had been reduced from a graceful, gentle goddess to a clumsy crybaby. The royal fire still burned in Usagi's heart, but it was buried deep, and would require a strong catalyst to release it. Dejana often cried with grief for her lost friends. Infinity was a lost soldier, not even a distant dream. She watched from afar as the new Sailor Senshi worked together to finally defeat the Dark Kingdom. She saw the appearance of Chibi-Usa, and the war against the Black Moon. Still, she was not allowed to rejoin them. Dejana watched as the Senshi of the outer planets joined the team, Pluto among them, completing the group of her old friends. Even during the Senshi's toughest battle ever, when Sailor Galaxia nearly destroyed them, Dejana was still forbidden to leave Starlight Palace. She was only able to accept and guard the essence of each fallen friend until their Sailor Crystals were recovered and they could be reincarnated. Each time one of the Senshi lost her life in battle, Dejana performed this strenuous duty without the knowledge of any of her friends. She had become more anonymous than any other, a truly lost Senshi. Many tears fell from her gentle eyes during those sad, lonely years. Her best friends had forgotten she existed. ------------------------------ End of Prologue ------------------------------ Sailormoon: Eternity copyright 2003 by dejanatalis@aol.com Original version copyright 1997 by dejanatalis@aol.com Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon and its associated characters and canon belong to Naoko Takeuchi and Kodansha. Sailor Infinity/Dejana Talis was created by dejanatalis@aol.com and is her exclusive property, and may not be used without permission. Sailor Moon Says: Don't steal! ^.^