Author's Notes ------------------------------ Here we go with Chapter 5! And in a much more timely manner this time. ^.^ I have to warn you, this chapter is rather depressing. All the sad stuff is necessary to the plot, unfortunately, or fortunately, depending on how you look at it. ^.~ Don't worry, things will start looking up for the Sailor Senshi soon! If you need something to lighten your mood after reading this, there's always my new Serenity/Endymion romance fic, "Against All Odds," which I started posting two weeks ago on all three sites. ^.~ Gotta get the standard plug in. :P I reconnected with my new beta-reader! I am now getting lots of great culture and canon feedback from Horosha in addition to the excellent work The Perpetual Lurker has been doing for me. Things should only get better from here! Thanks, guys! ^.^ Yay! More reviewers to thank! ^.^ - On Aria's Ink - Vanillabeans: I don't know of Anne Bishop, actually. Your name looks familiar to me too, though... Heehee, I'm glad you're okay with Mamoru not being in this story much. I'm glad I'm not the only one who likes a little change now and then. ^.~ Loki: Good to see you're still keeping up with this story. I'm thrilled you liked the little Luna and Artemis scene, I thought you'd enjoy that one. ^.^ I hope you'll stick with me through the sad stuff too! - On Fanfiction.Net - Karla: I'm so flattered that you actually look for updates from me! It's great to know someone is actively watching for me to post up new chapters. It motivates me to write regularly! I'm glad you find SME original and I hope this chapter will be worth the search. ^.~ Mai: I love all these returning reviewers! ^.^ I'm glad you're okay with Mamoru not being in the story as much. Don't worry, he will be in an entire Book later on in SME, as well as some more brief scenes and moments throughout the fic. After all, he is Usagi's fiance, I couldn't just ignore him even if I wanted to! ^.~ - On ASMR - No reviews from ASMR this time. ;_; - To Everyone - That's about it! Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy my work. -Dejana 04/12/2004 ------------------------------ Sailormoon Eternity Book 1 - The Poison of Amaranth Chapter 5: Shadow ------------------------------ "Even if it means my life, I will erase you from this world." ------------------------------ "Mako-chan?" Blue eyes wide and swimming with tears, Eternal Sailormoon slowly approached the pillar where her abducted friend had been bound only moments before. She reached out, gloved hands grasping at empty air. "Mako-chan, where are you?" Two Sailor Senshi were gone now, vanished, without leaving any clues to their fate at the hands of the enemy. Moon's knees buckled and she sank to the floor, pounding her fists against its smooth polished surface. "Iie! It's not fair!" Sailor Saturn laid a comforting hand on the winged soldier's shoulder. Pluto, meanwhile, was searching the area around the now-empty pillar with her eyes. "Makoto was tied securely," she mused aloud. "Even if our enemies have the ability to walk through walls, they could never have cut her loose and taken her so quickly that we would have missed it completely. Besides, why would they take the ropes as well?" "What are you getting at, Pluto?" Saturn wondered aloud, looking up. "Perhaps the ropes were not real ropes," Pluto continued, meeting Saturn's glance. "Perhaps Makoto was not the real Makoto." Saturn's eyes widened. "What are you saying?" Eternal Sailormoon whimpered, still kneeling on the floor of the corridor. "Mako-chan was here, right here!" "Iie, Sailor Moon," Saturn replied bitterly, shooting an exasperated glare at the floor. "It was the ShapeShifter, assuming Makoto's form." Sailor Pluto looked thoughtful for a moment, and then her eyes filled with alarm. "Even now, the ShapeShifter could be-" She stopped abruptly and readied her Garnet Rod in her hands, backing slowly away from the other two soldiers. Saturn gasped in comprehension, then snatched up her Silence Glaive from the floor and whirled around in a stance of alert wariness. Saturn and Pluto both stepped carefully back from Moon's crouching form and from each other, holding their tools in defensive postures, grim suspicion contorting their features. Moon looked up at the two Sailor Senshi in disbelief. "You don't mean..." She climbed to her feet, trembling with emotion. "How will we get anywhere if we can't trust each other?" she demanded, staring at her sailor-suited companions. "Isn't there a way to know for sure that none of us are the ShapeShifter? Luna and Artemis were able to figure it out!" Sailor Pluto looked thoughtful for a moment. "The power of our guardian planets stems from the Sailor Crystals we carry," she said finally. "The ShapeShifter can duplicate our appearances, but not our planet energies." The crimson-eyed soldier raised the Garnet Rod and summoned her element to her side. The mists of Time responded to her call, materializing around Pluto's staff and swirling around her in a thick cloud, drawing her streaming green hair into the growing storm. Concentrating, the Time Guardian focused and controlled the raw fabric of the ages, condensing it into the proper shape for a Dead Scream attack, but she did not utter the key words. With a slight shudder of effort Pluto held the power in check, ceasing its growth before it could form into something destructive. She relaxed slowly, allowing the gathered Time energy to dissapate gradually. The ancient sentinel heaved a small sigh of relief, then looked expectantly at her Princess. Eternal Sailormoon, annoyed at her friends' skepticism, did not bother with the Eternal Tier. She shot a pointed glance at the other two Senshi, scolding them without words. Then, she raised both gloved hands to either side of the winged locket in the center of her chest. Her eyes slid shut. An eerie breeze swirled up in the sterile corridor of metal, tugging at Moon's twin streams of hair. The locket opened. A flood of pure white light burst forth, filling the passageway with a wave of gentle warmth. Trapped as they were, with two of their friends missing, the Senshi's world suddenly seemed a little brighter, their burdens a little lighter on their shoulders. Through a vaguely euphoric haze, Sailor Pluto noticed Moon's head snap back as power flowed out of the Silver Crystal, and the gem brightened. "Princess! Stop!" she cried out in alarm. Moon was jolted out of her trance by Pluto's commanding voice, and her eyes opened and blinked as they cleared. Her hands dropped to her sides. "Gomen," the winged soldier muttered vaguely. The Silver Crystal's light faded, and the locked closed, sealing the gem away into the heart of Eternal Sailormoon's being once again. "It's a little hard to stop the Silver Crystal once it's active." Pluto's garnet eyes turned their sharp gaze upon Sailor Saturn, wielder of a power that could destroy worlds as fast as the Princess could heal them. "Be careful, Saturn," the Time Guardian advised her. The youngest Sailor Senshi nodded solemnly and lifted the Silence Glaive in her hands, planning a simple display similar to Pluto's. Saturn fixed her gray stare on the silver blade that curved toward the ceiling, intensifying her concentration as she silently called to the dark powers of entropy, commanding the energy of the life cycle to emerge from the wellspring hidden within the Silence Glaive. Nothing happened. Saturn's eyes narrowed. She tried again, her hands shaking as she squeezed the shaft of the Silence Glaive so tightly that her fingers went numb. With every fiber of her being the soldier of revolution demanded the blade yield up its powers of death and rebirth. There was no response. "I...I don't understand," Saturn stammered, looking up at Sailor Pluto. The violet-suited soldier's blood ran cold as gaze eyes met Pluto's. The Time Guardian's eyes were, at first, wide with horror, her lips parted in disbelief, but as the short-haired girl watched the crimson stare became dull and empty. "Saturn, what happened?" Eternal Sailormoon's innocent question went unnoticed by the other two Senshi. Pluto's mind slowly numbed into an emotionless mass as she stared at her enemy, hiding in the guise of her beloved surrogate daughter. Standing face to face with the imposter, a threat to the Princess hiding in Sailor Saturn's skin, Pluto was filled with a cold fury. Hotaru was gone, replaced by a cheap imitation. In this moment, the green-haired soldier realized just how deeply she loved the young firefly. Sailor Pluto's eyes narrowed. Her fingers tightened on the s slender Garnet Rod. A deadly fire sprang up within her soul, consuming any trace of doubt she may have felt as the pseudo-Saturn's gaze filled with fear. The dark-haired girl reached out tentatively toward the tanned woman. "Setsuna-mama, wait, onegai-" Any further words were drowned out by a maelstrom of mist-filled wind. Sailor Pluto gathered the energies of Time again, but this time she did not hold back. A raging whirlwind of eternity roared around the furious Senshi of Time, blasting her hair into a green cloud of terror. Her maroon eyes flashed at her target as she focused the storm of power into an orb of pure energy. "What are you doing?!" Eternal Sailormoon took a few running steps toward Sailor Saturn, but it was too late. "Dead...scream..." The roaring winds of Time tore away the few tears that appeared at the corners of Pluto's eyes as she whispered the command that would release her attack. Moon was thrown back by the blast as it streaked toward its target. "Silence Wall!" Sailor Saturn cried desperately, thrusting her Silence Glaive out in front of her. No shield of energy appeared to protect her. The short-haired soldier flung herself sideways, barely escaping the deadly barrage of age-old power. Saturn crashed heavily into the hard floor, sending sharp jolts of pain stabbing through her shoulder and hip. A burning sensation erupted in her bare thigh as she slid awkwardly into a wall. The Dead Scream missed her completely, but barely, and exploded in a nearby corner. "Pluto, have you gone mad?!" Moon screamed, hauling herself off the floor and running toward the fallen Saturn. She was stopped abruptly by the Garnet Rod, which Pluto extended forbiddingly across Moon's path at waist height. "That is not Saturn," the dark-skinned Senshi replied bitterly. "It's the ShapeShifter. Saturn is gone." "How can you know that for sure?" Moon demanded. Sailor Saturn struggled to push herself off the floor, gripping her injured left shoulder with her right hand. She turned her head slowly to look at the Time Guardian. The violet-suited soldier's face was streaked with tears and filled with the agony of betrayal. She was shaking with pain and emotion. Pluto felt a pang of guilt at the sight. A shadow of doubt passed through her burgundy eyes. ~If I do not act now, it will be too late.~ She raised the Garnet Rod again. "Forgive me, Princess," she said softly. "I must protect you." The ancient soldier took a deep breath, then extended a strong arm and forcefully shoved Eternal Sailormooon backward. Ignoring Moon's cry of shock as she fell, Pluto gathered enough energy for another fatal attack as swiftly as she could. There was no mistaking the deadly conviction in Sailor Pluto's expression. Summoning all her strength, Saturn snatched up her useless Silence Glaive, leapt to her feet, and dashed off down the nearest corridor at top speed. The desperate need to escape blocked out everything but terror as the young soldier fled her mother-figure's full-force assault. In all her eons of life, Sailor Infinity had never felt as weak as she did in this moment. Her head lolled from side to side, and her eyelids drooped wearily. She felt as if her very lifeblood were draining out of her wrists, where the mysterious metal bound her hands together behind her back. Infinity lay abandoned in the center of an empty chamber, unguarded, chained only to her own flesh, and probably could have escaped had she possessed the energy to move. She was not alone long, however. The shadows in the corridor at the other end of the small chamber shifted, and a tall figure entered, draped in crimson. She was impossibly thin, with long hair the color of deep space rolling down her back. The woman's eyes were dark, so dark they appeared to have no color, but her skin was as pale as Infinity's own. Her presence seemed to fill the room, but her feet made no sound on the metallic floor. "I am Queen Amaranth," she announced. Her voice was deep and filled with an air of superiority. Everything about her reeked of power and command. Despite her mounting fear as she stared up at Amaranth from the floor, Infinity was momentarily puzzled. ~Queen?~ she wondered. ~Why would the Queen of the Shinmosei accompany a ship on a deep-space conquest mission?~ Two guards, dressed in black uniforms with crimson highlights, entered the room behind Amaranth. Swiftly they moved to stand at either side of the captive Sailor Senshi. "What do you want?" Sailor Infinity whispered weakly. One of the guards yanked his sheathed sword off the belt at his waist and jabbed the blunt tip of the scabbard hard into Infinity's stomach. The black-suited soldier choked and convulsed as her lungs seized up, and she curled into a ball around the sharp ache in her abdomen, gasping for breath with wide bulging eyes. She was severely weakened; normally the Sailor fuku would have taken the brunt of the blow. "You are not to speak!" Queen Amaranth hissed, her lips curling in disgust. "Next time, it will be the blade!" Infinity coughed painfully, colors swimming across her vision, as her enemy towered over her. "I am not here to negotiate, or to bargain, or even to take hostages," the tall ruler said coldly. "I need your planet, and I will take it. My motives are not important, as there is nothing you can do about it anyway. I am here," and at this she stepped forward until her shoes were an arm's length from Sailor Infinity's face, "because I will not tolerate the freedom of an opponent with the ability to defy me." Cerulean-violet eyes stared up at the forbidding figure of Queen Amaranth. Through a mist of tears and weariness, Infinity beheld her enemy, close enough to touch yet so invincible. Her heart was pounding in her chest, her pale face hot and throbbing as she struggled to catch her breath. The forces of evil of the past flashed through the indigo- haired soldier's mind: Queen Beryl, Mistress Nine, Nehelenia, Sailor Galaxia. Here she lay at the mercy of another great power. Sailor Infinity was terrified. ~If only I could move!~ she though futilely, her eyes wide with fear. ~I could attack, and destroy our enemy before she does any harm to Earth! I could go back to Tokyo and get help! I could...run away, and escape her piercing stare.~ She shuddered violently. ~What will the others think? I've found our enemy, but I'm completely at her mercy.~ Amaranth smiled a twisted smile. The soldier cowering at her feet had not spoken since her punishment. Amaranth had won this first conflict. "Every planet has its hero," she sighed in a mocking tone. "One opponent always manages to spoil my plans. It seems here on Earth you are that one. Therefore, you shall receive the ultimate punishment." The crimson-robed woman paused for a moment, allowing time for her captive's imagination to run wild with all the possibilities. Queen Amaranth pursed her lips, then curved them into a menacing smile. "You shall be the last to die." A thrill ran through her body as the bound soldier stared up at her with renewed horror. Amaranth turned and strode out of the small room, disappearing into the shadows, her dress sliding soundlessly along the floor. "Bring her," she commanded over her shoulder. The two guards seized Sailor Infinity's arms and hauled her off the floor, dragging her limp body after their Queen. ~And again, it begins.~ General Jameton stood stiffly at attention in the control room. He could not relax in present company. His eyes were fixed on the drama unfolding on the semi-transparent screen in front of him, which had been lowered over the ship's front window to display the ongoing events. The image of Queen Amaranth strolled regally along a corridor, followed by two of her personal guard who were pulling Sailor Infinity between them. ~Our plan was a success,~ he told himself, drawing up to his full height as he watched the Queen's new captive on the screen. Yet, something within Jameton cringed, a nagging doubt plaguing him: Where was the honor in this? ~It was not always this way,~ he recalled with a pang of nostalgia. Out of the corner of his eye Jameton studied the ship's control center. At first glance, everything seemed orderly and efficient. The bridge was set up in three recessing levels elevated to different heights, each with its own panels and consoles for controlling the various systems of the ship. A trained technician hovered at each workstation, busily going about daily tasks or solemnly watching the scene displayed on the viewscreen. Only an experienced eye could detect the hovering cloud of despair that was sinking deeper into the crew with every passing day. The memories of every crew member were filled with failures. The importance of their mission kept them going despite it all, but after such a long time it was beginning to severely affect each one of them. General Jameton sighed inwardly and turned back to the images on the transparent screen, the gray corridors superimposed over the front window's tableau of stars. No one on board had been as badly affected by the pressures of their mission as Queen Amaranth herself. As head advisor, Jameton had spent more time in the presence of the Queen than almost anyone else. He had seen numerous planets in his time, studied countless Sailor Senshi, and observed Amaranth's reaction to every single one of them. It was true that Amaranth usually identified one individual from each group of opponents as her truest adversary. It seemed to happen by chance; a leader would emerge among a planet's Sailor Senshi, a strong individual dedicated to protecting her world and her fellow soldiers. In the past, Queen Amaranth had treated these opponents almost as equals, and would employ every resource of intelligence and logic she possessed in a deadly game of cat and mouse. These were the sort of encounters that had tempted Jameton to ascend through the ranks of the guard to become the Queen's right-hand man. Unfortunately, Amaranth did not permit anyone, not even her chief advisor, to become close to her personally. Despite all his years of service General Jameton never really knew what the Queen was thinking. As planet after planet passed under the view of the panoramic front window, Amaranth's behavior had become more erratic, more illogical, more desperate. It had started slowly, with the occasional opponent being treated less like a worthy adversary and more like a hunted criminal. At first, this type of behavior on Amaranth's part was rare, but as the mission wore on, the Queen's goals became more and more centered around extermination. Around eradicating vermin. Around seeking revenge on those who managed to foil one of her plots. Around causing pain and suffering. Jameton tried to suppress his shudder. ~I mustn't think about such things here,~ he scolded himself. ~It is too risky, I might show some sign...~ The sun was going down. The glowing disc sank gracefully toward the horizon, spreading waves of russet and gold across the countryside. The trees and grass took on a gilded appearance, adding further luster to the few autumn leaves that still clung to their branches. The sky was afire, the billowing clouds streaked with orange and pink. None could be seen in this secluded area, but nearby, millions of people were going about their business. Couples were heading out for an evening on the town. Children were returning home to their families. Students were completing assignments for the next day's classes. Countless individuals moved about within their own little worlds under the setting sun, blissfully unaware that, right here in the city of Tokyo, soldiers were fighting to protect the world that so many took for granted. This, of course, was as it should be. Sailor Neptune turned away from the window and its tapestry of living color, her sea-green Sailor fuku a stark contrast to the golden lands outside. With a slight sigh she pulled the curtains closed and switched on a nearby lamp. "It's been too long!" Sailor Uranus muttered for what was at least the tenth time. Since the departure of half their number the blue-suited sky-soldier had been pacing back and forth across the living room, her steps becoming more rapid with each passing minute. The flow of time was being audibly marked by the ticking of the wall clock hanging at one end of Uranus' path. The slight sound of seconds slipping away usually went unnoticed, but in the tension growing in the room at this moment no one could ignore its steady pulse. The clock was a cheap, simple thing, purchased when Hotaru had begun to procrastinate on her lessons. It usually served as a gentle reminder that Time waited for no one - except, perhaps, Setsuna - but now the ticking was a grim sentinel of crucial seconds vanishing. As Sailor Uranus strode back and forth in her agitation, she fount it difficult not to match her pace to the insistent clicking of the clock's silver pendulum. It seemed to be growing louder, faster, each second evaporating with a stab of impatience, becoming more and more insistent until- A roar of frustration burst from Uranus' throat and the blonde woman's fist shot out, her white-gloved hand crushing the clock's face into the wall. With a sweep of her arm, the wind-ruler sent the device crashing to the floor in a jumble of gears and broken plastic. "We were so naive," Sailor Uranus spat to no one in particular. "We have no way of knowing what security measures might have been in place at the enemy's lair," Luna reminded the somber group from the small screen of Mercury's communicator. When Sailor Infinity had failed to return, the blue-haired soldier had contacted the two cat advisors. Artemis was employing all the resources of the old Crown Arcade command center to search for the missing Sailor Senshi. "Don't worry. We'll find them." Seated at the table, Sailor Mercury leaned wearily on one arm. She and Venus stared at the small screen of the blue palmtop computer as it continued its own scan. Already Mercury and the cats had combed the entirety of Tokyo and most of the islands of Japan, without finding even a trace of the other soldiers. "I don't understand," the blue-haired intellectual murmured, her eyes absorbing every line of text that scrolled across her computer's screen. "With five Sailor Senshi in the same place, we should be able to find them easily." "We knew." Uranus had turned to Neptune now. "In our hearts, we knew, and we were still so naive." With an exasperated sigh, Uranus ran one hand through her wheat-blonde hair. "We should have been the ones to go. Then, if she tried to betray us to the enemy, she would have found herself facing less ignorant opponents." "What are you saying?!" Sailor Venus leapt out of her chair so fast that it was flung backward, clattering across the floor. "Do you really think Sailor Infinity is a traitor?" Mercury looked up from her computer with eyes full of fear as a thick wave of tension surged within the room. The imminent argument was derailed by a sudden shrill shriek, followed by a blood-chilling full-throated scream. Wave after wave of verbal terror rolled out of the nearby bedroom. For a heartbeat, the four Senshi stared at each other in stunned horror as the screams filled their ears. "Rei-chan!" Sailor Venus shook herself free of the shock and dashed into the bedroom, her shoes clicking on the tiles. Mercury remained awkwardly in her chair, paralyzed by her friend's sudden outburst of pain. Venus burst through the doorway to find Rei sitting bolt upright on the bed, slapping at invisible flames and writhing in imagined agony. Her singed and frazzled hair hung crazily around her shoulders, her usually pale skin reddened slightly by the remaining burns. As Sailor Venus rushed to the bedside, Rei's screams became more hysterical, her thrashing more frantic. She scrabbled at her own skin in a panic until blood began to appear beneath her fingers. "Rei-chan, iie! Stop!" Venus flung her arms around her shrieking friend and held her tightly, pinning Rei's arms against her body to stop her from hurting herself. Sitting beside her on the bed, the blonde rocked Rei back and forth, gently, letting the miko's fear, pain, and trauma drain from her heart in a series of piercing screams. After a while the screams turned to sobs, the shrieks to moans, and Rei buried her face in the yellow bow adorning Venus' Sailor fuku. Her fingers gripped the soft white cloth of the bodysuit as if her life depended on it. "It's all right," Venus said softly. "You're safe now. It's all right." Rei drew a deep, shuddering breath, gasping against her friend's chest. "It burned," she whispered hoarsely, hot tears rolling down her cheeks. "So hot...the fire...oh, it burned..." "Hello?" a tentative voice called out into the darkness. A soft groan escaped Sailor Infinity's lips. She was battered and bruised, and at this moment wanted nothing more than to slip into unconsciousness and its blissful oblivion. She was lying on the floor again, having been tossed roughly into a pitch-black chamber. This time, her wrists were chained to a pillar of some kind. "Who's there?" the voice demanded, more insistent this time. Whoever shared this prison with Infinity was apparently not going to let her sleep. She groaned again, but something deep within her soul was clamoring for her attention. A bond once faded and distant, now flaring with renewed strength. The soldier's cerulean-violet eyes opened wide with the realization. "Mako-chan?" she whispered hoarsely. "Did they recapture you too?" "Dejana-chan? Is that you?" the reply came. The clink of a chain issued from a nearby pillar. "Hai, it's me," Infinity replied wretchedly. ~Some rescuer I turned out to be.~ She shifted awkwardly against the floor, its metal cold against her bare legs and arms. In her weakened state, the Sailor fuku was nothing more than a bathing suit and a short skirt. "What happened? Didn't the others...save...you..." Infinity trailed off as a new realization landed in her stomach like a block of ice. ~Back there, I was next to Mako-chan, but the bond was still distant, still weak... That wasn't Mako-chan.~ The soldier banged her head against the pillar, disgusted at her own mistake. "Baka, baka, baka!" "Who's baka?" was Makoto's confused reply. "What's going on? How did you get here? Are you...a captive?" Infinity was silent for a moment as tears of shame welled up in her eyes. "Hai," she admitted, her face burning. "We came to rescue you...demo, the ShapeShifter tricked us." "'We'? Who else is here? Are they safe?" Only silence greeted Makoto's question. The brunette's heart began to pound. ~Iie. Not the others, too?~ Makoto pounded her shackles against the pillar in frustration. "Who else?" she demanded. "Sailor Pluto," Infinity replied finally. "Sailor Saturn. And...Sailor Moon." "Nani?!" Makoto cried in alarm. You brought Usagi-chan here?!" "She refused to be left behind. I was the only one captured," the black-suited soldier added hurriedly. "The others are still free." "Free to look for us and be captured in turn," Makoto shot back bitterly. "And I'm stuck here, as helpless bait. With these handcuffs on, I can't draw enough energy to summon my henshin stick!" "And I couldn't return to my normal form even if I wanted to." Makoto's breath caught in her throat. "You transformed into Sailor Infinity, and they still captured you?" Unbidden thoughts rose within her mind. ~Strange that she'd be captured and thrown in here with me... Maybe Haruka-san had a point.~ Absorbed in her sudden dread of the possibility, it took a moment before the brunette heard the soft, shuddering gasps coming from her fellow captive. Sailor Infinity was crying. "Dejana-chan?" Makoto called out warily. "Are you all right?" The soldier could no longer contain her sorrow. "Iie," she sobbed, nearly choking on her tears. "I...I thought I was finally finding my place," she explained as her sadness rolled down her cheeks. "I thought I had finally found a way to help, and I've only failed once again. Some protector I turned out to be. I've only put more of you into even greater danger." Infinity shuddered, sliding down sideways against the pillar until her head lay in a pool of her own hair. "It would have been better, had I died back there with all the other normal Lunarians. At least then, Serenity would be safe." Listening to the soft crying of the mysterious soldier, Makoto's heart softened. "You really do love her, ne?" Infinity hiccuped, trying to swallow her sobs. "Serenity is the Light," she murmured, remembering the purehearted Princess who had befriended an orphan girl. "I love her more than anything." The other captive straightened up against the pillar, easing the pressure on her wrists. "Then you know that nothing would have stopped her from searching for me," Makoto sighed, leaning her head against the cold metal. "Usagi-chan doesn't understand that she is more important than any of us. All she understands is her own unconditional love." "I don't understand. It just goes on and on." Sailor Pluto stopped and furrowed her brow, studying the branching pathways of yet another intersection. They had been wandering these corridors for what seemed like forever, walking through one empty gray passage after another, all of them identical. "I wish we had had an opportunity to speak further with Sailor Infinity. She mentioned the Shinmosei, but no practical starship would contain a labyrinth like this." There was no response from Eternal Sailormoon. Pluto turned around and gazed back at the angel with drooping wings. Moon was weary with grief over the loss of three of their number. She was still crying, although her sobs had been reduced to silent tears. She followed Pluto faithfully but her head drooped, her hair trailing on the floor. Sailor Pluto looked at her with pity, but did not know how to comfort her Princess any more than she had Dejana. "Sailor Moon," she said gently, "I can not teleport as freely as Sailor Infinity, but I can bring us both directly to the Time Door. From there, we can return to Tokyo." Moon's tear-streaked face lifted hopefully. "Would we be able to return here with the others?" It pained Pluto more deeply than she ever could have imagined to look into those pure blue eyes, bright with tears, and utter the words she knew would disappoint her. "I can find the Time Door from any location, and from there, I can find any place I am familiar with," the green-haired soldier explained, "but I do not know this place. I doubt I would be able to find it again." For a moment, Moon's gaze became distant. ~The others are waiting for us...~ She looked down at the black rod she was clutching in her hands, the Shadow Staff, left behind when its owner was abducted. ~Mako-chan is a captive of the enemy,~ Sailor Infinity had said. ~I can not rest until she is rescued.~ "Iie," Moon said finally. "We can't abandon them, not even to get the others. We are here. Infinity, Saturn, and Mako-chan are here somewhere. We can't give up now." Sailor Saturn collapsed against a wall, gasping for breath. Even as a Sailor Senshi, she could not run forever. The soldier squeezed her eyes shut as a pair of hot tears escaped her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. Since her escape from Mistress Nine, Saturn had never imagined that she would again be on the receiving end of Sailor Pluto's power. ~Setsuna-mama.~ She swallowed hard against the lump in her throat, remembering the look of heartless death in the green-haired Time Guardian's eyes. Saturn took a deep breath and leaned against the wall, letting her arms drop to her sides. The thin blade of the Silence Glaive rang as it struck the floor. ~I can not really blame Pluto for being suspicious.~ Saturn raised the useless tool in her hands. ~Why wouldn't the Silence Glaive release its energy?~ she wondered. The usual ever-present vibration of power was absent, leaving it feeling as benign as a stick. The dark- haired soldier tried once more to make the Silence Glaive respond, pulling as much strength as she could from the center of her being. She concentrated so hard that a faint violet aura began to shimmer around her body, and still the curved blade stubbornly failed to contribute its own wave of power. With a frustrated cry, Sailor Saturn hefted the rod in both hands and swung it toward the wall with all her strength. To her surprise, the silvery blade passed through the wall as if it were air, and Saturn's inertia pulled her around in a full spin as her swing met no resistance. Startled, the young soldier reached out a hand toward the wall. It was definately solid beneath her gloved fingers. The Silence Glaive also felt real in her hands, but now Saturn eyed it with wary suspicion. After a moment the suspicion shifted into fear, and the Senshi threw the rod away from her as if it were poison, sending it clattering across the floor. ~A wise move, Sailor Saturn,~ a voice hissed. It was a sound filled with snakes and the buzzing of wasps, a whisper harsh with gravel and sand. Saturn looked around wildly, but the corridors were empty, and the shadows formed by the walls and corners in the dim light were far too slight for someone to hide in. "Who's there?" the violet-suited soldier demanded, her voice shaking slightly despite her best efforts. She was alone and powerless, facing an invisible enemy. There was no response, but before Saturn could speak further, her attention was drawn to the discarded Silence Glaive, lying a short distance away from her laced purple boots. It was moving. As Saturn watched, her eyes wide with horror, the black rod and its crowning blade melted and drew together into a puddle of gelatinous liquid. The resulting substance rippled like quicksilver, shining in the dim light like metal on metal. Before the dark-haired soldier's startled eyes, the liquid rose up from the floor in a vertical column, which formed itself into a vaguely humanoid shape. The outer surface took on a slightly opaque texture, providing the illusion of translucent skin, and barely-defined facial features swam into view. "So, this is the ShapeShifter," Sailor Saturn breathed, her heart pounding in her chest. The creature's lipless mouth curved into a sneer. "And you are Sailor Saturn," he replied in a voice that bubbled. Beneath his skin the liquid that was his essence was in constant motion, swirling around like clouds of smoke. "How strong are you, I wonder, without your blade?" A bout of eerie laughter issued from somewhere nearby, but the ShapeShifter was merely standing there, grinning. There was definately another presence in the area. "What have you done with the Silence Glaive?" Saturn demanded, trying to remain calm. "You shouldn't leave your tools lying around," the liquid alien replied, taking a step closer to the young soldier. "You made the switch far too easy." A memory rose within Saturn's mind, stabbing her with her own foolishness: the memory of events just prior to Infinity's abduction. ~I set the Silence Glaive down, and tried to until Mako-chan's bonds with my hands,~ she recalled, a sick feeling growing in the pit of her stomach. ~Demo, it wasn't Mako-chan. It was the enemy. And when Infinity was attacked...~ The scene replayed itself clearly in her mind. Saturn had stood up and stepped forward, turning her back to Makoto and the Silence Glaive. Then, when she had turned back to the pillar, Makoto was gone...and the ShapeShifter had found himself a new form. Saturn's blood ran cold as she analyzed the situation. She was alone, and without the tool necessary to focus and amplify her power. She was in a strange place, facing one enemy whose abilities were a mystery to her and another that she could not see. The odds were definately not in her favor. Although it pained her to do so, Saturn chose the wisest option. She turned to flee. The soldier barely managed to stop herself before running headlong into a wall that had not been there before. The corridor she had entered through was now a dead end. It had certainly not been so only a moment ago, but the wall now blocking her path was as real as the others, as strong and forbidding as anything. Saturn whirled around, and discovered that new walls had appeared to block all of the other corridors as well. She was trapped in a large segment of hallway with no exits. ~The Queen must be watching,~ the raspy disembodied voice hissed. A brief flash of unease crossed the ShapeShifter's indistinct features, but he quickly composed himself. His watery eyes fixed their eerie stare on the soldier in violet, alone with two enemies and no weapons. He smiled a slow, sinister smile, as Saturn's mind worked wildly. ~I can send the Silence Glaive into oblivion at will and recall it at any time,~ she remembered. ~There must be a way to summon it even if it currenly exists somewhere, wherever they are holding it.~ The ShapeShifter took another step forward with one liquid leg, lowering his body into what seemed to be an attack stance. Sailor Saturn extended one arm over her head, fingers outstretched, and tried to summon the Silence Glaive as she would her henshin wand. Nothing happened. The item currently existed in reality, and thus could not be materialized from nothing. ~Of course it wouldn't be that simple.~ Saturn turned her attention to calling the Silence Glaive across the fabric of normal spacetime. She closed her eyes, devoting all the resources of her heart, soul, and mind to her goal. Meanwhile, the ShapeShifter raised one of his arm, pointing at the concentrating soldier. The arm lengthened and thickened, extra liquid flowing from the rest of the creature's body to fuel the transformation. If Sailor Saturn's eyes had been open, she would have seen the arm slowly becoming a strange rifle with a large barrel, aimed at the center of her chest. Trembling slightly with effort, the young soldier focused all the power she possessed into her outstretched hand. A faint violet aura shimmered to life around her white glove. She pictured the Silence Glaive, not materializing from nothing, but vanishing from its current location and reappearing here in her hand. The power of Saturn resisted, unwilling to release itself without a focus of some kind. Desperately the Senshi added her voice to the mix, hoping a few trigger words would suffice. "Glaive of Silence, I am Sailor Saturn, Soldier of Revolution. I command you to return!" Two explosions of power filled thr room with light and deafening sound; one from Saturn's hand and one from the ShapeShifter's as he triggered the newly-completed rifle. As the tall, slender rod of the Silence Glaive's body flashed into existence in front of the violet- suited soldier's eyes, she closed her outstretched fingers around it, gripped its center with her other hand, and thrust it out in front of herself at arm's length. "Silence Wall!" Not since her first transformation had the rush of planet energy felt so delicious. A surge of pure Saturn Planet Power erupted from the core of her being, and was answered by an accompanying wave from the Silence Glaive. The soldier's entire body vibrated from her toes to her fingertips as the shield exploded from the curved blade, rising above her in a protective embrace. It wasn't a moment too soon. The blast from the ShapeShifter's rifle crashed into the shell of violet light and rebounded, the laser beam streaking back toward its source. The ShapeShifter threw himself to the side, barely avoiding his own attack. Sailor Saturn let the Silence Wall drop and stood there a moment, breathing hard in the wake of the rush of energy, drawing comfort from the feel of the smooth shaft between her hands. She fixed her eyes on her enemy as he climbed to his feet. An enemy with strengths beyond the understanding of any of the Sailor Senshi. An enemy who had contributed to the disappearance of three of her friends. An enemy willing and able to end the lives of the soldiers, perhaps even Eternal Sailormoon. He was a threat to the future of the Princess, and Saturn knew of only one definite way to deal with that. Besides, even with the Silence Glaive, she was trapped, and her options were limited. "Even if it means my life," Saturn declared in a low, even voice, "I will erase you from this world." Holding her Glaive out vertically in front of herself, the young soldier summoned the energy of her ancient home once again. A strong violet aura sprang up around her entire body this time, shimmering with the power of revolution. At the other end of the sealed corridor the ShapeShifter stood, still looking confident, but shielding his eyes against the light. ~Gomen nasai, Usagi-chan. I know you will grieve, but I must do this, to protect you. I know we will meet again, someday.~ A tempest of power was growing, becoming ever stronger with each passing moment. Pure energy flowed out of Saturn's body, adding to the violet sphere expanding around the Silence Glaive. At last, the power reached its peak. "Silence Glaive Surprise!" Sailor Saturn cried out, hair and skirt rippling in the flowing energy. With both hands, she swung the silvery blade back over her head. ~Sayonara, Usagi-chan. Setsuna-mama. Haruka-papa. Michiru-mama. Minna.~ With all of her strength, Saturn brought the Glaive down. An explosion of the very essence of Saturn ripped loose from the soldier's body and streaked toward its target, soon to engulf the ShapeShifter in eternal oblivion. Saturn felt as if her very soul had been torn from her body, leaving her an empty shell. The agony was extreme as her heart paused and her lungs seized up, but she struggled to remain standing long enough to witness the fate of her enemy. An enormous blast of brilliant violet light, too vast to be dodged, reached for the ShapeShifter with fingers of death. Suddenly, the very shadows seemed to rise up, surrounding the ShapeShifter in a cloud of darkness that solidified to resemble polished obsidian. Behind this barrier, the featureless alien sneered at the oncoming attack. As the power of Saturn struck, a bright red flash rippled across the shield of shadows, and the two forces fought a brief, private war. The essence of Saturn lost. In an instant the deadly attack was repelled, reflected, bounced away from its target. The rolling violet wave of energy ricocheted off the ShapeShifter's barrier and disappeared through a wall, wasted. Saturn's enemy was left without a scratch. The young soldier's shock was complete. She could not think, could not speak, could not fathom the magnitude of what had just happened. As it was, she did not have the time to try. As darkness encroached on Saturn's vision, she glimpsed the strange obsidian shield reverting to mist and hovering beside the ShapeShifter like a cloud, a living shadow. She collapsed on the cold floor, the Silence Glaive falling from her fingers and clattering against the metal. It was now nothing more than a blade on a stick. The hollow shell that was once a Sailor Senshi lay twitching on the floor for a moment, gasping for a breath that would not come. Eyes became gray and lost their focus, staring unblinking at the ceiling. All movement ceased, and the body went limp, all its muscles releasing the tension of life. The ShapeShifter and his partner waited patiently. After a few seconds, the lifeless body and its violet sailor suit began to dissolve, disintegrating into particles of light that rose into the air and faded. When all traces of the human body had disappeared, a small violet diamond remained, each of its eight facets flawless. Its light was completely extinguished, but it was a Sailor Crystal nonetheless. The ShapeShifter collected their prize, and together he and his partner set off through a wall to find their Queen. In the darkened room that was her prison, Sailor Infinity was screaming. One of the precious fires within the core of her being had suddenly flared, then flickered and gone out. The firefly had flown into the light, sacrificing herself for one powerful burst of flame. As the Guardian of the Sailor Senshi, Infinity's body erupted into pain at the moment of Saturn's death. Every cell in her body burned with agony, and shriek after shriek burst from Infinity's throat as she writhed on the cold metal floor. The searing pain flared only briefly, but it seemed an eternity. "Dejana! What is it?" Makoto cowered in the darkness, unable to see what had caused Infinity's sudden explosion of suffering. She shrank back against the pillar to which she was bound. ~Is she going mad?~ Makoto thought wildly, Infinity's piercing cries sending shivers up and down her spine. ~Is it an enemy?~ The convulsing soldier offered no response to Makoto's pleas for information. At last, the crippling pain began to dull, and Infinity's screams quieted into gasps for air as she struggled to calm her seizing muscles. This was not the first time she had felt the death of a Sailor Senshi, but it was certainly more agonizing than any incident of the past. Even though she had not known Hotaru long, being in the same dimension as the Sailor Senshi had made her soul's bonds with them stronger than ever before. As the pain subsided into a dull emptiness, a sadly familiar hollow within her heart, Infinity dissolved into sobs and tears. "Kami-sama," Makoto whispered. "Infinity, what happened?" The Guardian of the Sailor Senshi felt cold and sick. She drew her knees up to her chest and shivered, weeping, but forced herself to say the words. "Hotaru-chan is dead." Sailor Uranus tripped as she was pacing around the room. Mercury's fingers slipped on the keys of her computer. Neptune sat down, hit by a sudden wave of dizziness. Venus rubbed her temples absently, puzzled by a momentary headache. After a moment, they all shook off the strange feelings and resumed waiting and working. The shuffling of bare feet on carpet drew the Senshi's attention to the doorway of the master bedroom. Rei was standing there, still wearing Michiru's bathrobe. She blinked in the dim light as if she had just awakened from a long sleep, and looked almost uninjured by her ordeal, but it was obvious that Rei had been drastically changed. It wasn't only her hair, which was singed and burned and barely reached her shoulder blades. Rei's face looked more solemn and sedated than Venus or Mercury remembered ever seeing it. Her pale skin gave her a deathly pallor, but it was her eyes that made Venus suck in her breath upon seeing her. Rei's violet eyes were truly a window to the scars of her soul. Where there was normally fire and life, only apathetic emptiness remained. Her gaze was dull, extinguished, separated from the spirit that had once reigned there. These eyes were a mask over hidden pain, a deep pool of private agony whose depths were endless. Venus tried to hide her shock, but wondered at the mist of loss and hint of fear that were clouding the gaze of her normally outspoken friend. Those dead, lifeless eyes swept the room, taking in the tension that was evident among the soldiers. Rei's face looked undamaged, but it carried a weariness that extended beyond the physical plane. "You've all transformed," Rei said slowly. "What's going on?" Venus got up from her chair and moved toward Rei, a warm smile on her face despite the circumstances. "The others went to rescue Mako-chan." A vague puzzled look crossed Rei's features. "What are you all sitting around for, then?" Uranus grunted and plopped down on the couch beside Neptune. Venus' smile became slightly strained and a hint of worry entered her bright eyes. "Sailor Infinity hasn't come back for us yet," she explained. Rei nodded, half in a daze, and did not seem to notice the tense undertones beneath Venus' words. "I suppose I had better get ready, then." Absently the violet-haired girl extended her fingers, and with a faint rush of air, her henshin stick appeared in her hand. Rei lifted the pink stick in front of her chest, the red crystal sending crimson beams across the aquamarine robe she was wearing. "Mars Crystal Power." The henshin stick sprang to life just as it had so many times before - with a burst of flame. Rei stared straight ahead, but began to tremble as the red orb glowed and thin tongues of flame crept out around her hand. She began to hyperventilate, trying to maintain control as the heat of Mars Power warmed her skin. "Rei-chan?" To the other soldiers' eyes, nothing was amiss, and they stared at the girl in the bathrobe wondering why she didn't finish the phrase. In Rei's mind, however, there was roaring fire, an element that had shunned and attacked her in the very place that represented their friendship. Her mouth opened, but the words would not come out. Rei closed her eyes against the flickering light issuing from her henshin stick, but she could still feel the heat on her skin, intensifying with every passing second as the power built up with no means of release. All she could think about was fire and heat and pain. ~This is my power,~ Rei tried to tell herself. ~It protects me. It won't hurt me.~ But her entire mind was consumed by a fact she could not deny: her Sailor fuku would be forged from fire. If she spoke those final words, her body would be engulfed in flames. If her element was truly rebelling against her, there would be no escape this time. "Rei-chan!" Mercury cried out in alarm, watching the growing firestorm around her friend's hand. "You have to say the words! Hurry!" The violet-haired girl was shaking violently now, her fist gripping the pink henshin stick so tightly that her knuckles were white. ~I can do this.~ She tried desperately to force the flaming temple out of her head, to stop comparing it to the growing heat baking her fingers. "Mars...Crystal...Power..." she whispered hoarsely, her voice quaking. Fire. Fire everywhere. Burning. Searing. Choking heat. Rei gasped and released her grip on the henshin stick. The tongues of flame vanished as the rose-colored tool slipped from Rei's trembling fingers and tumbled toward the floor, the red crystal striking the ground with a sharp ping. "I can't," Rei whispered, breathing heavily. "I can't do it. The fire has forsaken me. I can't control it anymore." Uranus got to her feet, emerald eyes boring into Rei's wide ones. "Are you a soldier, or aren't you?" the older woman demanded, clenching her fists. "I can't do it!" Rei yelled out. As the four Sailor Senshi stared at her, startled, she buried her face in her hands and began to cry. "Look at me. Look at what it's done to me." "She's not ready yet," Venus declared, walking over to the weeping girl. Neptune's eyes narrowed. "We don't have time for-" The blonde whirled around and glared at the outer planet soldiers, her blue eyes more fierce than they had ever seen them. "I said she's not ready!" Turning back toward Rei, Venus gripped her trembling body firmly by the shoulders. "Come on, Rei-chan," she said gently. "Let's do something about your hair." "At a time like this, you're wasting time on hair?" Uranus exploded. "And what would you have me do instead?" Venus snapped. "If you know of some way I can help find the others, please, tell me!" The blue-suited soldier glared for a moment, then dropped down on the couch again. "If I don't do something to keep busy," Sailor Venus muttered, leading Rei away, "I'll go crazy." Eternal Sailormoon was a jumble of confusion. Three of her friends were gone. Most of the others probably thought she was dead. She was tired from walking all this distance and getting nowhere. Pluto moved too fast, and Moon was weighed down by the Shadow Staff. To top it all off, she felt sick to her stomach, the nervous kind of sickness, as if something unspeakably terrible had just happened. "Pluto, not so fast!" she complained. The green-haired soldier slowed down, but did not stop or turn around. She knew Moon would be able to see the truth in her face even if Pluto didn't say a word. Time was flowing onward, without one of the Sailor Soldiers. ~If I tell Sailor Moon, she'll fall apart, and we'll never find the others.~ The air felt strangely cool against Pluto's face as she strode forward, trying to maintain a casual appearance. Something prickled the skin of her cheek. Pluto raised a hand to the irritation, and was surprised to find her face soaked with tears. Pretending to scratch her chin in thought, the tanned woman quickly wiped the tears away with her gloved hand, but they stubbornly kept flowing. Eternal Sailormoon sighed, weary of staring at Sailor Pluto's back as they walked. She felt as if she had counted every strand of the woman's forest-green hair by now. ~If only there were some color around here, or some difference from one hall to the next.~ As they passed another intersection, Moon casually glanced down yet another gray passage, and discovered this one was not quite identical to the others. At the far end, a dark figure was crouched in the shadows by the floor, watching her. Moon stopped short, staring at the silent black- robed shape in the corner. "Pluto." The older soldier slowed down further, but did not look back, still unable to stop the tears from slipping down her cheeks. She did not dare speak, for fear of her voice breaking. The dark figure stood up and took a step forward. It was quite a distance away and still in shadow, but now Moon could clearly make out a top hat on the figure's head and a long black cloak flowing from its shoulders. Moon's heart leapt within her chest in excitement. ~If you need Tuxedo Kamen...~ Mamoru had said. ~He knew I needed him, even though I didn't say so,~ the gold- haired soldier thought with a thrill of excitement. "Tuxedo Kamen!" she cried out. Now Sailor Pluto whirled around, teardrops spirling off into the air. "Sailor Moon! Wait!" It was too late. Eternal Sailormoon took a few crucial running steps forward, just enough to place her fully within the side corridor. Before Pluto could reach the intersection of hallways, a new wall suddenly appeared to block her path. "Nani?!" Sailor Pluto shoved her palms against the wall, but it was as real as any other. It was as if the intersection had been a straight corridor all along. "Sailor Moon!" There was no response. The two Sailor Senshi were both on their own now. General Jameton looked away, his thoughts momentarily taking precedence over his sense of self-preservation. By separating the wandering soldiers, Queen Amaranth had certainly gained the upper hand. The war was far from over; Jameton had seen the situation change completely under far more favorable circumstances than this. The only thing that was certain was that from this point on, the Sailor Senshi could not escape this fight without being forever changed. Behind the troubled general, another pair of eyes was watching from the shadows on an upper level of the control center. As the scene on the viewscreen switched between Sailor Pluto, Eternal Sailormoon, and the dark room where Makoto and Sailor Infinity were being held, the unnoticed observer absorbed it all, every detail and piece of information that could be gathered about the Sailor Senshi of Earth. Watching. Studying. Learning. Choosing a target. "Tuxedo Kamen, wait! Onegai..." Eternal Sailormoon collapsed to her knees on the floor of a circular chamber, too exhausted to run any further. Since being separated from Sailor Pluto, Moon had chased the caped figure through numerous twists and turns, never drawing close enough to see his face. For his part, the tuxedoed man only slowed down enough to shout "This way! Hurry!" when Moon fell too far behind. Now, she had lost sight of him completely, and as Moon knelt on the floor gasping for breath, a nagging feeling that he would not be coming back began to grip her heart. ~I can't give up. I have to find him.~ Groaning with the effort, Eternal Sailormoon began to struggle to her feet. "Wait, don't exhaust yourself," a voice called out from a passage adjoining the large round room. "Stay and rest a moment." At this, the gold-haired Senshi hauled herself upright as swiftly as she could and stood alert, Eternal Tier at the ready. "Who's there?" she demanded, her gaze combing the dimly-lit space. At the far end of the chamber, something moved in an entryway. A length of crimson cloth swam out of the shadows and into the light, led by a slender red shoe. As Eternal Sailormoon watched, trying not to tremble, the tall figure of a thin woman revealed itself from the darkness. The two women studied one another for a moment before their eyes met. "Who are you?" Eternal Sailormoon asked, unnerved by the obsidian pools of the stranger's dark eyes. "I am Queen Amaranth." The woman took another step forward, revealing long hair as red as blood. Her lips curved into a strange smile that Moon could not define as either friendly or sinister. "And you are Sailor Moon, heir to the throne of the Silver Millennium." Moon almost dropped the Eternal Tier, eyes as wide as they could stretch. "How did you know that?" "I can always identify a fellow carrier of royal blood." Amaranth's black stare fixed itself on the young Senshi's crystal-blue eyes. "You have invaded my realm of your own free will," she observed. "You have taken some important people; my friends," Moon countered. "I ask that you return them to me." Her grip tightened on her tool as she remembered her mission. "May I first ask you, Sailor Moon," the crimson-robed woman replied, "why you risk yourself for them? As the heir to the royal house, the future of your planet must depend on you, does it not? Surely your safety is more important than the captives you wish to save?" Eternal Sailormoon's eyes hardened, and she stared intently at the alien Queen. "A future without my friends is not worth protecting," she declared, her face as serious as steel. Amaranth nodded slowly, seeming to consider the soldier's words. "Very well," she said at last. "I must tell you, Sailor Moon, I came here to seize your planet for my own purposes. I did not know at the time that this world already belonged to a royal house, least of all the crown of the ancient Silver Millennium itself. Naturally, now that I am aware of this, I will leave your planet in peace." The blue-eyed soldier's sharp gaze did not soften, although internally she was relieved. "Even if there were no Sailor Senshi here, it would be wrong of you to take over a defenseless planet!" she burst out, appalled by Amaranth's casual attitude about something so serious. "You can't just go around the galaxy using other worlds for your own needs!" Moon gasped as, for an instant, the alien Queen's demeanor completely changed. A flash of fury contorted her features, accompanied by an explosion of hatred within her black eyes. Amaranth's entire body quaked with anger for the briefest of moments. Then, as quickly as it had appeared, the rage vanished, and the red-haired woman composed herself and reverted to her previous air of benign neutrality. Momentarily shaken, Moon cleared her throat. "Anno... Isn't it better to ask for the things you need?" she inquired timidly. "Is there something I can help you with?" Amaranth looked away for a moment. "No one can help me," she muttered bitterly. Her fists clenched at her sides, and the Queen recovered her emotionless composure. "Sailor Moon," she began with an oddly warm smile, "I apologize for any pain I might have caused you. I will be leaving this system soon. Please, allow me to return you to your world." She gestured to her side with a crimson-draped arm. With a faint sucking sound as the fabric of spacetime was warped, a portal swirled into existence a short distance from Amaranth's right side. Within the tear in reality, a familiar scene swam into view. It was the living room of the house where Michiru, Haruka, Setsuna, and Hotaru lived. Haruka and Michiru were visible on the other side of the spacetime window, cuddling together on the sofa. Nearby, Ami and Minako chatted aimably while Minako brushed Rei's long violet hair. As the image solidified, the figures noticed Moon watching them and broke into smiles, waving at their friend. They all looked as peaceful and happy as they had ever been. Eternal Sailormoon waved back timidly when she realized they could see her, glad for a glimpse of familiar faces again. She took a step forward. "What about the others?" she asked, never taking her eyes off her waving friends. "We've located all of them and returned them through this portal," Queen Amaranth replied. As if on cue, four more women entered the living room. Even Setsuna smiled at the sight of Eternal Sailormoon on the other side of the gate, and Hotaru and Makoto gestured excitedly for Moon to come through to join them. Dejana was standing in the back, nodding eagerly. ~Is it possible? Have we finally met an enemy with compassion and reason?~ Moon walked toward the portal slowly, reveling in the image of her happy friends together again. All eight of them looked as real as life through the hole in the air, despite the distance that separated them from this room. She was so relieved to see they were safe. "Arigato gozaimasu," the winged soldier said breathlessly with a small bow, unable to look away long enough to even glance at the Queen she was thanking. "I will leave your world in peace," Amaranth replied as Moon approached the gently swirling portal. "There is no need for us to fight one another. Just a few more steps, Sailor Moon, and all this will be over." Something prickled at the back of Moon's mind, a nagging feeling that something wasn't right. Her footsteps slowed, despite the encouraging gestures of her friends within the safety of the outer planet Senshi's home. Someone was missing. "Tuxedo Kamen!" the blonde exclaimed, turning to face the crimson-robed Queen again. "He led me here! Where is he?" A brief shadow of frustration flickered across Amaranth's pale face, but her friendly half-smile reappeared before Moon noticed it was gone. "Ah, yes, I spoke with him earlier," the Queen explained smoothly. "I sent him to find you so you could both go back to Earth together. He lost you in the corridors, so I sent him on ahead and came back to locate you." Almost immediately, he too strode into the view shown by the open portal, and gave Eternal Sailormoon that smile that always turned her knees to water. She knew every detail of him, from his charcoal eyes to his smooth ebony hair, and it was all there, Mamoru in his adoring perfection. Surely this was real. The pounding of her heart, the quickening of her breath were certainly real. "Mamo-chan!" Moon breathed. He was back, he was truly back in Japan. "Usako." There was that voice, that melted-chocolate tone. "Come on, Usako, we're waiting." Through her joy, Moon wondered vaguely why Mamoru could speak when all her friends seemed muted by the portal. She took another step forward, then hesitated again. As much as she wanted to believe in what was happening, something just didn't add up. Moon studied the image of each of her friends in turn, returning again and again to the sweet face of her fiance, but she could not identify what was itching beneath her skin. "Is something wrong, Sailor Moon?" Amaranth asked. "It's perfectly safe, I assure you. All of your friends passed through this portal. Don't be timid." Her voice was so soothing, so reassuring. ~Why can't I believe her?~ Moon wondered, frustrated by her own doubts. ~All of this could be over.~ "Usako?" Mamoru called from the comfort of the familiar living room. "What are you waiting for? Haven't you missed me?" "Hai, Mamo-chan," Moon stalled while her mind worked furiously. "I've missed you so much. What are you doing back in Tokyo?" There it was again, that beautiful, endearing, heart-melting smile. "I knew you needed me, Usako," Mamoru replied, his deep mysterious eyes drinking in her image as if it were life-giving water. "Even though you didn't say so, I knew I had to come." The odango-headed soldier blushed despite herself, smiling at her soulmate. "I'm glad to see you, but what about your studies?" "Oh, well..." Mamoru looked away and ran one hand awkwardly through his short hair, as he usually did when he was shy about something but didn't want to show it. Moon felt a pang of longing at the familiar gesture and wanted nothing more than to leap through the portal into his arms, but the pebble nagging the back of her mind would not stop itching. Something was definitely wrong with this scene, but Moon could not put her finger on it. "I was going to wait until later to tell you this, demo..." Mamoru chuckled nervously, then beamed at his love. "I'm not going back to America, Usako. I'm transferring to Tokyo University." The winged Senshi just stared at him for a moment, alien Queen and foreign labyrinth of corridors forgotten. "N...nani?" she stammered in disbelief. "Going to school in America was your dream, Mamo-chan!" "That's not important anymore," the dark-haired man replied, the adoring smile back on his lips again. "All I want is to be with you, Usako. I love you." The tender words brought tears to her eyes. "Mamo-chan..." Her gaze roamed over the entire scene once more; all her friends happy and safe, and her fiance waiting for her with open arms. It was almost too good to be true. It WAS too good to be true. Suddenly, it hit her. Rei's hair. Most of the miko's long sleek violet tresses had been burned away in the temple fire, but the Rei on the other side of the portal had hair as long and beautiful as ever. A cold sickness settled in Eternal Sailormoon's stomach, and she took a few steps backward with wide eyes. "It's not real," she breathed in horror. "It's all an illusion." There was a low growl nearby, which grew steadily until a roar of pure fury exploded from Queen Amaranth's throat. Eternal Sailormoon leapt about a foot in the air, badly startled by the sudden burst of ear-splitting sound. More terrifying yet was the fact that the Queen's twisted expression and wide, fang-revealing shriek was mimicked by all the images of Moon's friends within the portal, including Mamoru. For a moment, the blonde soldier was faced with the horror of all her loved ones screaming like monsters. Then the portal disintegrated into spinning particles of shadow, which faded quickly into nothingness. As the gateway vanished, the uniformed sentry behind it was exposed. The red-haired man was holding a set of odd-looking shackles in his hands. He backed up as he glimpsed the Sailor Senshi, his frightened eyes darting between Moon and his Queen. "Go on, get out of here," Amaranth ordered the soldier with a sweep of her hand. He hesitated, as if unsure about leaving his sovereign with a Sailor Senshi. "Go!" the Queen yelled, pointing sharply at the exit behind her. The man was out of the room in a flash, vanishing into the shadows. "So, you think you can outsmart my illusions," the crimson-robed woman said icily, taking a few strides forward toward Eternal Sailormoon. Amaranth's eyes burned into the gold-haired young woman despite their inky blackness. Moon swallowed hard, trying desperately to keep her head together and to stand her ground. She looked up at the tall woman, so dangerous and menacing, and one thing Amaranth had said rushed back into Moon's mind. ~No one can help me.~ "We don't have to fight. Tell me what it is you need from this planet," the winged Senshi pleaded. "I'll find a way to help you, I promise." Queen Amaranth only laughed. "That's not the way the universe works, you silly little girl," she sneered. "It's time you learned that." Moon opened her mouth to dispute Amaranth's view, but then she remembered. "My friends. They aren't safe at home. Where are they?" she asked, dreading the answer. "Wandering, or captured," Amaranth replied with a casual air, but her eyes betrayed the pleasure she took in her opponent's fear and worry. ~Why is she just standing there?~ Moon wondered, frustration building within her. ~It's just her and me. Why isn't she attacking? Maybe...she doesn't want a fight after all.~ The blonde's fledgeling hopes were dashed by the red-headed woman's next statement. "One of them, however," Amaranth said blandly, "is dead." The bottom dropped out of Moon's world. She gasped repeatedly as if she had been struck in the stomach, and dropped hard to her knees on the floor. The Eternal Tier rolled out of her gloved hand. "It's a lie," she whispered, although the feeling of dread she had experienced earlier argued otherwise. "You lie!" "You're their Princess, aren't you?" the alien Queen scoffed. "You know better." She stepped closer to the shuddering soldier. "So, what are you going to do now, Sailor Moon?" Eternal Sailormoon felt like she was going to be sick. Memories of Sailor Galaxia's systematic elimination of the Senshi surged within her mind in a wave of grief. ~Not again. It can't be happening again!~ She breathed heavily, fighting the nausea that plagued her stomach. ~It can't be true, it can't be.~ Enemy after enemy, it was always the same. Their opponent would wring out every drop of misery from the Sailor Senshi, and in the end, it always came down to Sailor Moon and the Silver Crystal. Her ears were filled with the ringing laughter of the woman towering over her cowering form. ~Are we truly fated to experience that cycle of pain over and over again?~ Moon wondered wildly. ~A different enemy, the same agony?~ In the end, it always came down to the compassionate soldier who alone was both reluctant to fight and forced to. Sailor Moon always had to fight, when there was no one else left. ~I will have to face her in the end, whether I want to or not,~ Moon knew. ~Do we have to endure all that suffering first?~ Her fingers reached out and closed around the Eternal Tier. ~Iie. It doesn't have to be that way. My enemy is right here, right now.~ ~Demo, there is no evidence yet that she has harmed Earth,~ a tiny voice within her protested. Moon silenced it. ~Not yet. But she will.~ Her blue eyes focused on the weapon in her hand while her heart focused on the emptiness she did not yet have a name for. ~In the end it will be the same. Why not act now? Why not avoid all that inevitable pain?~ ~Because that is not who you are,~ the small voice replied. But Eternal Sailormoon could not hear it anymore. All she could hear was the sinister laughter of an enemy bent on destroying her friends and her world. "I won't forgive you. For justice, I am the sailor-suited soldier, Sailor Moon," she said softly, her gaze still fixed on the floor. "I will punish you. Now." Moon stood up, the fires of determination blazing in her narrowed eyes. These eyes were different from what she had shown her enemy earlier. Amaranth stopped laughing. Moon raised the Eternal Tier in her hand and looked at it. Then she tossed it aside. "Too afraid to fight, Sailor Moon?" Amaranth jeered, but there was a hint of uncertainty in her tone. The winged soldier merely glared at the Queen with eyes of blue flame. Her hands came up. Her locket opened. A blast of brilliant white light burst from the Silver Crystal and flooded the chamber, banishing the dimness and shadow in a blinding floor. "I will not allow you to destroy the peace that we have worked so hard to build," Moon announced in a cold, even voice. Amaranth's eyes were wide but she did not retreat, and simply stood there, watching. Although set on her decision, the legendary soldier of mercy could not watch what she was about to do. Eternal Sailormoon closed her eyes as she lifted her hands, drawing the Silver Crystal out of her locket and raising it above her head. She felt a sudden draft of cold air as her Sailor fuku disintegrated into ribbons of energy, then a familiar warmth and lightness as the ancient Princess gown with its gold accents settled around her body. Normally, she asked the Silver Crystal to provide the necessary energy. Now, she demanded it. Eyes firmly closed, Princess Serenity swung her arms forward, thrusting the Silver Crystal out in front of her and releasing a strong pulse of energy. Wave after wave of deadly power rolled out of the jewel, shooting toward Queen Amaranth like successive laser beams. As Serenity felt her power expand beyond the walls of the chamber, she dedicated a corner of her mind to holding the energy in check within the confines of the room. If she truly was on a spaceship, the Silver Crystal could destroy the entire craft if she wasn't careful. Serenity called on all the strength she possessed, gathering it all into the ancient gem that focused the energy into a powerful weapon. She concentrated on the gentle euphoria of pure life energy flowing through her body, trying not to think about the fact that she was destroying the leader of a people with very little justification. She thought about her friends; the one who was already lost, whoever that was, and the ones she would be saving from the same fate. Her body shuddered with effort as the power streamed from the jewel that was the center of her soul. Serenity was nearing the point of no return, that threshold beyond which her most vital life energy would become the fuel for the attack and she would become a martyr for her cause. As tears welled up beneath her closed eyelids, Serenity decided it would be worth it. ~It's better to sacrifice myself for the future now than to fail and have to go through all of this again.~ As she approached the final boundary, Princess Serenity realized something that the turmoil in her mind had prevented her from noticing earlier. Her target was making no sounds at all. Stranger yet, Serenity's energy blast was meeting no resistance: Amaranth was not fighting back. Dreading what she would see, the blonde Princess opened her eyes. It took all the restraint Serenity could muster to prevent herself from dropping the Silver Crystal in shock. Queen Amaranth was standing exactly where she had been when Serenity closed her eyes, and was not moving. She was completely uninjured, her black eyes still fixed on the Princess and her Crystal. Serenity gasped in disbelief. The power shooting from her ultimate attack was passing right through Amaranth's body as if she were air, exploding against the wall behind her into a splash of glittering energy. The Queen herself was not being damaged in the least, despite the blasts of light streaming directly through her chest. Princess Serenity broke the flow of her life energy, carefully calming the Silver Crystal back to its usual duller brilliance. Without the power pulsing through her veins, she swayed weakly on her feet, lightheaded from expending so much energy. Clutching the Silver Crystal protectively to her chest, Serenity collapsed on the floor, her white dress flowing out over the metal. "It's impossible," she gasped. "How..." Queen Amaranth stepped forward, towering over the fallen Princess. Her features were alight in an expression of absolute sadistic glee, her eyes bright with triumph. "You fool!" she cried out, laughing at Serenity's weakened form. "Illusions are my strength! Did you truly believe I would risk facing my enemy in person?" She tilted her chin upwards, her lips shifting into a sneer of distain. "I have been defeating Sailor Senshi for longer than you have been alive," Amaranth said haughtily, "and I have become exceedingly good at it." The crimson-robed woman's head snapped back as a flurry of laughter burst from her throat. Princess Serenity could only stare up helplessly as peal after peal of laughter filled her ears. Amaranth's rolling laughter still echoed around the room as the Queen's tall form disintegrated into a cloud of glittering dust, then faded into mist, then was gone. Serenity curled up into a ball around the Silver Crystal, huddling on the floor with her knees drawn up to her chest. There was nothing to drown out the tiny voice now as it reminded her that she had violated her most sacred morals for nothing. Queen Amaranth was still laughing when she opened her eyes in the command center. The light of the Crimson Crystal faded to a dull russet glow as the Queen returned her mind to her idle body. After so many years of moving through illusions, there was only a moment of disorientation. At last, Amaranth breathed a sigh of relief, leaning back in the center seat. Heaving a sigh of his own, but for different reasons, General Jameton moved to Amaranth's side. "My lady." "What is it, General?" the red-haired woman asked wearily, leaning on the arm of her throne. "The ShapeShifter and the Shadow have been asking to speak with you," Jameton informed her. "Shall we bring them back?" "No." Amaranth sat up again and raised the Crimson Crystal between her hands. The gem began to glow anew. "I'll send myself again. It's all right, General," she added as he opened his mouth to protest, concern in his eyes. "I have some business to discuss with those two." Her blood-red lips curved slowly into a smile, revealing her short pointed fangs. ------------------------------ End of Book One, Part Five To Be Continued in Book One, Part Six: Fire ------------------------------ Sailormoon: Eternity copyright 2004 by dejanatalis@aol.com Original version copyright 1997 by dejanatalis@aol.com Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon and its associated characters and canon belong to Naoko Takeuchi and Kodansha. Sailor Infinity/Dejana Talis was created by dejanatalis@aol.com and is her exclusive property, and may not be used without permission. Sailor Moon Says: Don't steal! ^.^