Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.... geez, I don't know any other way of apologizing to you. I'm aware that this chapter took me months to finish and I'm completely, absolutely, entirely, honestly sorry. I have to admit that I've been lazy, but what really kept me from writing was that I didn't know exactly what to write. Yes, I knew what the chapter was going to be about, but I had no idea of how to put it into words. Besides, every time I thought I was finally going to make it, another idea popped into my mind and I just HAD to write it down, making the story go on, and on, and on... (you know what I mean?) Since I'm still recovering from a *major* writer's block I'm not really sure if I'll be able to have chapter 9 ready for the next week. Though I can promise you something: it won't take me more than 3 months to finish it (wow Dafne, *THAT* was comforting) Well, that's all I have to say for now, so... on with the story! E- mail: sailor_dafne@hotmail.com Rating: PG-13 (one word: smooching) By: Dafne Most of the characters used in this story belong to Naoko Takeuchi and lots of other important companies. Since I don't claim them, please don't sue me. Thanks. A real princess Chapter eight: Promises The forest was starting to get dark and the atmosphere was becoming moister and colder little by little, however Serenity and Endymion didn't seem to notice at all... * * * * * The princess couldn't see anything, crystal tears blocked out her vision, yet she could still hear Mamoru's voice calling out for her and his firm footsteps approaching her quickly. Her eyes were sore and puffy, her legs were starting to get tired, and, due to her lack of sight, she was continuously tripping and falling, her knees had already several bleeding bruises and her once impeccable dress was now dirty and ripped all over. However she tried to ignore the pain for at the moment the only thing that mattered was to get away from him as fast as possible. *Why do I have to be a princess? Why is life so cruel? Why can't I marry whomever I want? Why did I have to fall in love? Why do I feel as if he's the only one I'll ever love? Why, why, WHY?* Serenity was desperate, she didn't know what to think anymore, so she just kept running through the dense foliage trying her best to forget everything and everyone if just for an instant. * * * * * *Geez, that girl is fast* thought Endymion. Although he had been running with all his might he still couldn't reach Usagi, on the contrary, he had almost lost track of her. He was about to give up when suddenly a splendid idea came to him *Maybe if she thinks I'm gone she'll stop running and then, when she's not paying attention, I'll catch her from behind. Yep, I think this could work* With this encouraging thought in mind the prince stopped abruptly and hid behind a large tree, never removing his eyes from Usagi. * * * * * Just as he had thought, when Serenity noticed Mamoru was not following her anymore she halted. The hurt she had been holding back suddenly knocked her down. She fell painfully to her knees and started sobbing mournfully. Since the agony within her heart was too much to bear her body weakened more and more with every passing moment. Soon after she couldn't stand it anymore and tumbled to the floor hiding her face within her folded arms. She had already reached the end of the forest and the menacing sea stood before her. Dark clouds covered the once crystal-clear blue sky and a freezing wind whirled all around her. The leaves made rustling noises and the waves dashed against the breakwater. *Why am I feeling so much pain? Isn't there a way to get rid of it? Will I have to live my entire life enduring this sorrow that is tearing me apart?* Then, in an attempt to set free all of her distress, she cried out desperately to the skies "Mom, please help me! I promise I will never break the rules again, but PLEASE, just release me from the sharp and deadly claws of agony! I beg for mercy!!!!" feeling completely hopeless seeing that there was no way to remove all of the suffering slashing at her very heart and soul, with those last words she broke down in sobs all over again. * * * * * Endymion felt his own eyes well up with tears, he just couldn't stand to see his love crying, his heart had ripped apart at the sight. *Have I caused her so much pain? But... but what did I do anyway?* he wondered, but as soon as he took another glance at the fallen angel all of his logic abandoned him, and instead of letting his mind ponder about what he had done wrong, his heart immediately assumed the guilt... *Oh my dear Usako, please forgive me for hurting you so, but believe me when I tell you that I never meant to harm you* The prince started to walk towards her as quietly as he could, however, since he didn't saw a fallen twig he stepped on it and broke it. The cracking made an almost imperceptible noise and yet it didn't go unnoticed by Usagi. * * * * * "Huh? What was that?" Serenity turned around carefully and as soon as she noticed whom it was she practically fainted. She tried to get up from her lying position but since she was too weak she couldn't. *Stupid legs!* she thought to herself *What am I gonna do? I can't face him again.... at least not yet* Once again the Moon Princess attempted to escape, only this time she didn't even bother to move her legs, instead she dragged her body as fast as she could with the help of her arms. *Great Usagi, just great, do you actually think you can run away in these conditions? He'll catch you in no time* she scolded herself. As if he had read her thoughts, Serenity heard Mamoru's footsteps coming towards her when she hadn't even moved 3 feet. * * * * * Endymion gasped at the breaking noise, he stood still, holding his breath, waiting for Usagi's reaction. *Baka Mamoru, why can't you ever be careful on what you do? Now she will just run away from you... again* he cursed himself. When Usagi turned around to look at him, Endymion couldn't help but stare back and admire her beauty... *She is absolutely gorgeous, geez, I wonder if she cast a spell on me or something, because whenever I look at her beautiful blue eyes I drown myself in them, they capture my entire heart and soul, my mind just blocks out and I can't think of anything else but her flawlessness. Oh my dear Usako... wait, where did that come from? My little bunny? Good heavens Mamoru, you really have it bad for her don't you?* Endymion was so lost in his thoughts that he never noticed Usagi's vain efforts to stand up. However, when he came back from his reverie he immediately turned his gaze towards his enchantress to surprise her in an attempt to move away from him. At first he thought it was quite amusing to see her so vulnerable, but when he noticed her bleeding wounds he groaned inwardly and scolded himself for being so insensitive. *Oh no Usako, you're not going to get rid of me that easily* He trudged towards her and lifted her lovingly with his strong arms, then he grinned wickedly while whispering softly in her ear: "You're mine little rabbit, you have no way out... Usako". * * * * * Since Serenity couldn't move swiftly she didn't have the chance to react in time and before she knew it she was already in Mamoru's warm and strong arms. "You're mine little rabbit, you have no way out... Usako" he muttered. Serenity gasped at the given name *Little rabbit?, USAKO?* she thought confusedly. At first she was surprised and didn't know what to do, but then she began to relax, giving in to all the emotions that were now flowing freely. She closed her eyes as she rested her head on his shoulder and put her arms around his neck. *I want to stay this way forever, he feels so good... Oh Mamo - chan I love you so much, I wish I could be yours and nobody else's* she thought dreamily, but then she came back to reality... *NO Usagi!, you shouldn't be thinking that way* her mind scolded her *you're a princess with a very important task to fulfill, your duty is to marry according to your kingdom's traditions. Besides you must remember the fact that you CAN'T stay in a strange planet for too long, your friends granted you 3 hours and that's all you've got, nothing more* When Serenity opened her eyes again, they were welled up with tears. She started to kick her legs furiously and her arms dropped from their former position as two huge drops of salt water rolled down her flushed cheeks. "Mamoru, let me go NOW!" she yelled at him attempting to sound as angry as possible. She was trying desperately to escape from his grasp, but she was so weak it was to no avail; with the abrupt movement her still aching wounds started to bleed profusely forcing her to stop the struggle. When Usagi finally admitted she couldn't do anything she began to sob heartbreakingly and her whole body started to tremble uncontrollably *I have to return home and I can't even get away from him. Well, it's not that I'm complaining... Actually I wouldn't mind staying here, but I CAN'T!, as the Moon Princess it's my duty to go back where I belong* she reminded herself bitterly. Serenity looked up at Mamoru with pleading eyes and said, "Mamo- chan, please put me down, this is not right... I beg you, don't make this more difficult than it already is. If you don't let me go both of us will end up hurt" * * * * * Endymion grinned when he saw Usagi gasp at the new name he had given her. At first he felt her body stiffen, but when he was about to say something to calm her down she started to loosen up. As she placed her head on his shoulder and her arms went around him he blushed, his cheeks turning a DEEP crimson color. Her smooth fingers playing with the strands of hair at the nape of his neck, her warm breath and sweet, intoxicating scent were doing wicked things to his senses... *Mamoru!? Is anybody there?!* his mind called out to him. *Jesus Christ!, when you look at her you can't think of anything else, you just go to your own dream world; but when you're close to her you merely become stupid... what's going on with you? You have never acted like this before, so what does this girl possesses that has you totally head over heals for her? What special quality do you see in her that you've never seen in any other woman before?* Endymion thought about it for a moment before explaining the reason to his own mind *I really don't know, but I wouldn't change this feeling for anything else in the entire universe. Yes, I may be acting oddly, but I'm only letting myself be carried away with this extraordinary passion I never knew I had and I do believe I'm doing the right thing, no matter what you say* All of a sudden Usagi started wriggling under his arms, interrupting his thoughts abruptly. She was kicking her legs so violently she almost escaped from his grasp, but he managed to gather all his strength and tightened his hold on her, pressing her body closer to him. The prince was very proud of himself, he had a clever smile playing on his lips and a particular sparkle in his eyes as he leaned towards his goddess, however when he was about to say something she caught him off rudely "Mamoru, let me go NOW". Endymion wasn't expecting this kind of reaction from her and when he recognized the cold tone of her voice his heart broke into million pieces *She doesn't want to be near me? But just a moment ago she seemed so peaceful within my arms, why did she suddenly change her mind?* he wondered. A few seconds later he noticed she had stopped fighting him, yet what he saw pained him even more than her heartless words. She was crying heartbreakingly on his shoulder and the sobs racked her whole body. He didn't know what to do or say, he just held her securely. He hated seeing her in such conditions, but what bothered him even more was that he couldn't do anything to help her other than to embrace her delicate figure and try to give her all the support she needed. Before he knew it his eyes started to fill up with tears and his mind was suddenly overwhelmed by emotions of agony, longing, and confusion *But it's strange, this feelings I'm experiencing are not mine...* he thought dazedly. Endymion looked down at Usagi to find her staring back at him with pleading eyes. "Mamo-chan, please put me down, this is not right... I beg you, don't make this more difficult than it already is. If you don't let me go both of us will end up hurt" If her strange behavior and unstable state of mind had bewildered him before, now he was totally lost. When he heard her call him 'Mamo-chan' he almost leapt up in joy, but as he heard the rest of the sentence his spirits died down *What the hell is she talking about? What's not right? What's going to be difficult if I don't let her go? Why are we going to end up hurt?* he wondered. Endymion wanted to know why she said such things, but he decided that before he could clear all his doubts he had to find a peaceful spot where they could talk without being interrupted, and he knew just the right place... With Usagi still in his arms Endymion went into the forest once again and headed back to where he had left his horse Black Angel. Since he knew the woods as the palm of his hand he reached his destination in record time. The prince helped Usagi get on the saddle taking care of not to place her in a wrong position so that her injuries wouldn't bother her. After he made sure she was comfortable he took the reins and guided Black Angel through mazes of trees and bushes until he finally reached a dark cave... * * * * * Thunder shook the earth with its deafening roar as lightning lit up the dark sky. The wind was blowing strongly, making the trees and bushes surrender to its power; it could manipulate anything that stood on its path at will, except three figures that met every single gust without being affected... * * * * * The Moon Princess didn't know what to do anymore, she had already accepted the fact that fighting Mamoru was futile, and even if he could be beaten, right now she was so weak she could barely move... her arms and legs had gone limp and the wounds were still burning, so she just watched helplessly as Mamoru set off towards the forest with her still in his arms. Neither of them said a single word during the 10-minute journey. Finally they arrived at a clearing that seemed somehow familiar... Mamoru walked a few more steps before finally stopping next to a beautiful black stallion. He lifted her tenderly to help her get on the saddle. Serenity offered no resistance; she just let him guide her. As soon as she was settled Mamoru led the way. Moments later they found themselves at the entrance of a big, dark cave. A gust of cold wind made Usagi shiver, but before she knew it she was already in Mamoru's warm embrace. He got her down carefully, but as soon as she touched the ground he had her up in his arms again. Mamoru entered the gloomy cavern and walked through it with a firm, non-hesitating pace, as if he already knew the place. Serenity couldn't see a thing and the dampness of the room was chilling her to the bone, so she just clung to her love for dear life. After a while he reached the end of the cave, but instead of stopping he advanced towards the hard-dampened wall... Usagi prepared herself for the impact letting out a small cry before closing her eyes. When she didn't feel anything she dared to open them, but a blinding light forced her to close them once again. Serenity woke up about 20 minutes later, she wasn't sure when did she lose consciousness... It took her sometime to adjust her eyes to the light since just a moment ago she had been enveloped by a dense darkness. When she finally got used to it she sat up to take a better look at her new surroundings, however she couldn't see a thing since a certain white fabric didn't allow her to. She then looked at herself and noticed that she was lying on a soft bed covered by blue silk blankets with small white roses imprinted on them. The cloth that blocked out her vision was hanging loosely from a rectangular roof supported by 4 pillars standing at the corners of her bunk; both, the roof and pillars, were made of pure gold. *How the hell did I get in here?* she wondered, but immediately set aside this thought as she tried to get rid of the sheets. After she had accomplished her goal she took a quick glance at her condition. She was no longer wearing her dress, but a rather beautiful and provocative, yet simple, white nightgown, besides all her bruises had been bandaged and although they were still sore she felt much better. *And when did I.... change....?* the princess's thought trailed off as her cheeks became a bright crimson color. "Oooh!" she exclaimed. *The only one who could have done this is....* Her stomach began to do summersaults and she blushed even more (if that could ever be possible) at the image of her Mamo-chan actually removing her clothes to take care of her injuries and then dressing her all over again. *For God's sake, what are you thinking Serenity? Don't go that far, maybe he just asked someone to do it for him. A maid for example* she thought about it for a moment... *Yeah, that must be it*; however, the butterflies on her stomach wouldn't leave her alone and the blush didn't seem to subside. The princess felt weak and nevertheless she was able to get out of her prison, removing the curtains with her small delicate hands. When she stared at the well-lighted room she was amazed by its exquisite decoration. She could tell that the walls were made of pure rock, but all of them were covered by velvet blue drapes with the same rose's design she had seen on the blankets. In front of her was a large mahogany bookshelf that held thousands of well-kept books. As soon as she saw this she almost leaped up in joy and despite her feebleness she managed to get up and head towards the imposing piece of furniture. When she was a little girl she wasn't very fond of the written word, however ever since Sailor Mercury had shown her the wonders of reading she had become one of the most enthusiastic readers in the entire Moon Kingdom, to the Queen's and everyone else's surprise and delight. The young princess had explored the Royal Library countless times and she had devoured every single book on it. Each time a new volume arrived she would be the first one to read it. She was so devoted to this activity that she even had a personal book collection. It included her favorite romance, science fiction, adventure, suspense, and comedy novels among other things; she could read them over and over again and she would never become tired or bored. Serenity was so lost in her own dream world, oblivious to the world, and fascinated by the priceless treasure displayed before her very own eyes that she never noticed a man's dark figure approaching her... * * * * * 25 minutes earlier... The prince helped Usagi dismount Black Angel and picked her up immediately after, giving her no chance to escape. When he entered the dark cave he couldn't see a thing, but he didn't need to because he knew this place as well as the palm of his hand. Since he avoided all the rocks, puddles, and holes skillfully he never tripped, managing to walk steadily even with Usagi's warm body in his arms. As he advanced he could feel her press against him and he couldn't help but smile down at her, she was dangerously close to him... *Oh my, she has no idea of what she is doing to me...* thought Mamoru as his stomach began to twist and turn and goose bumps spread all over his skin. He could tell that she was afraid and as he penetrated deeper into the darkness she began to tremble uncontrollably. He tried to comfort her by tightening his embrace, whispering soft words, but no matter what he did, her quivering wouldn't subside. As Endymion approached the apparent end of the cave he heard Usagi's soft scream. He turned a little bit in order to push one of the wall's rocks with his right side and arm, managing not to drop Usagi and trying his best not to disturb her more than she already was. When they reached the other side of the secret door a dazzling light greeted them and she fainted in his arms. The room they had entered was very elegant and homey at the same time. Mamoru was standing on one of its corners, behind him were 2 fine oriental rugs, one of them was located on the wall from which he had just emerged and the other one was placed on the adjacent dike. Three beautiful chandeliers were hanging from the roof. Its crystals reflected the candle's rays of light, sending thousands of colorful rainbows throughout the room. A fluffy navy blue carpet covered the floor. Endymion headed towards the bed positioned on the far-left corner of his chamber. First he carefully laid his goddess on it and then walked towards the closet placed next to the bookshelf that held the prince's most valuable treasure, his book collection. A variety of all kinds of novels (prevailing science fiction, terror, and adventure ones), short stories, legends, myths, fables, and what he cherished the most: a complete set of medicine volumes. At the top of the closet he had a medicine cabinet with all the necessary equipment. He opened it and took out some bandages, alcohol, and cotton. He put them on the bookshelf while he rummaged through his clothes. He was trying to find something that might fit Usagi; after a while he noticed a somewhat peculiar garment, at first he had thought it was just a white shirt but after taking a better look at it, much to his surprise, he recognized his mother's nightgown *I wonder how did this end up in here...*. Endymion decided not to worry about it, so he gathered everything he needed and returned to his lover's side. He put the first aid equipment on the small bedside table while he sat down next to Usagi with the nightgown still on his hands. The prince let out an almost inaudible sigh as he looked down at her. She was lying peacefully on his favorite set of silk blankets, her unbelievable white skin contrasted with the dark navy blue color, but at the same time matched with the softness and delicacy of the roses *An angel as beautiful and innocent as a white rose* he thought dreamily. He would have stayed that way, delighting in the belle's gracefulness, but unfortunately he had to return to reality when his mind practically yelled at him *ENDYMION! What the hell do you think you're doing? Admiring her ethereal beauty won't get you anywhere, just get down to business. Heal her, change her clothes, and then wait until she wakes up. Can you handle that without making a fool of yourself!? I mean look at you, you're getting EXTREMELY sentimental and romantic, do you know that that is the key to failure, weakness, and pain?!* At this last statement his heart couldn't stand it anymore, so it answered back at once. *Would you just shut up?! I don't believe being in love is a sin, quite the opposite, it's a blessing. Love is something that only comes once in a lifetime and I'm certainly not going to give up the only chance I'll have to experience it. Besides you're totally mistaken, love is not a weakness, it's the strength that helps us go on with our lives, and it is not the key to failure and pain, but to success and happiness. I really don't know what's the point of having a life without love, of being as cold as you are, of giving up God's most precious gift to mankind just because I have to fulfill my "duties" or because I have to watch my "good manners". Just leave me alone and let me do whatever I want to do. Is that understood?!!!* *....* No reply. Mamoru sighed exasperatedly *Man, this is way too much, I'm actually having a discussion with myself. I'm going to end up crazy!* he thought as he held his head tightly with his hands, brushing the strands of midnight black hair away from his eyes. He stayed that way for a while before finally returning his attention to Usagi. "Wait a minute. In order to heal her injuries I'll have to...." Endymion trailed off, he could feel the blood rushing up to his cheeks and even if he couldn't see his own face he just knew it was a BRIGHT crimson color. *But I can't do this, I can't possibly...* his heart thought, but was immediately interrupted by his mind *Of course you can't, didn't I tell you? You're weak! You can't even handle her! Geez Mamoru, she's just a woman, nothing to worry about!* *Didn't I just tell you to SHUT UP?!!!!* Silence.... The prince ran a trembling hand through his hair, wondering what he was going to do. After a while of considering the problem an idea popped into his mind *And why didn't I think of it before?* Mamoru closed his eyes and as soon as he did so a golden light surrounded him; when he was sure he had gathered enough power he focused it on Usagi and the young woman was promptly enveloped by Endymion's golden energy... When the light subsided Usagi was no longer wearing her dirty shredded dress, but the Queen's white nightgown. Endymion smiled down at his sleeping angel but as soon as he noticed the small red stains on the once flawless skirt he frowned. *Damn, I should have used more power. Now I'll have to do it by myself* he cursed himself. Mamoru grabbed the bottle with alcohol and poured some of its content on a piece of cotton. With his free hand he raised Usagi's skirt to her knees and then proceeded to disinfect all of her wounds. He was not surprised when she didn't react to the burning sensation because he knew that his power had anesthetized her. When he finished bandaging the bruises he stood up, draw the bed's curtains and then headed towards the bookshelf. After he had chosen an interesting novel to read he walked to the remaining corner of the room. There he had a nice fireplace along with a set of 3 white couches and a mahogany table in the middle of them. Endymion removed his black leather boots, unbuttoned his shirt [AN: it only has 4 buttons that come down to his chest], and then laid down on the largest couch. A few minutes later Endymion heard some muttering, but he didn't pay attention to it, instead he continued with his lecture. *She must be dreaming* he had thought. However it didn't take him long to realize that she was already awake. He had spotted a slight movement from the corner of his eye but as soon as he took a better look at it he gasped *Oh my God....* was all he could think about. When he had used his powers to change her clothes he was too concentrated in healing her injuries that he didn't pay any attention to her appearance. Although he had imagined the nightgown would look quite well on her he certainly didn't expect *this*, he had never seen such an... enticing sight in his entire life. The nightgown went down to her heels, but it had a *seriously* low cut and since the cloth was so thin the light could easily pass through it, exposing her feminine figure to his bold, eager, and penetrating gaze. Endymion could only stare at her. He knew that his eyes were out of its sockets and that his jaw was almost touching the floor, but even though he tried to keep his composure his body just wouldn't listen to him. Mamoru watched as Usagi approached the bookcase and then began to turn the pages of a book she had selected from the science fiction assortment. Soon he found out that he had been holding his breath and was about to faint because of the lack of oxygen *Mamoru, BREATHE for God's sake!* his mind scolded him. *That's it... inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale... Good boy, good boy...* After he finally recovered from his shock he straightened up his shirt, combed his trembling fingers through his hair, stood up, and headed towards the dazzling woman before his very own eyes... * * * * * Serenity gasped and then dropped the book she had been looking at as soon as she felt a pair of arms going around her small waist. She didn't have to look at the person, she already knew who it was... the muscles of his strong members were unmistakable. The princess stood frozen in place, she had been caught off guard, and she didn't know what to do. She stayed that way for a while, but then she began to relax in his loving embrace. Little by little her breathing returned to its normal pace, but as soon as Mamoru pulled her closer to him it began to speed up again along with her heartbeat. If she had thought that he could not possibly draw nearer she was totally wrong. Mamoru leaned forward until she could feel his hot breath against her cheek. *Oh my, he's way too close...* she thought dazedly. He placed several butterfly kisses on her bare right shoulder, relishing in the smoothness of her creamy white skin, and then made his way up, travelling along her neck. Serenity began to moan softly, but she wasn't aware of it, the passion within her had clouded her judgment, tearing each and every rational thought out of her mind. When he reached her ear he whispered in the most sensual voice she had ever heard "Have I told you recently how beautiful you really are, Usako? Have I reminded you just how much I love you?" Mamoru's last statement brought Usagi back to reality. She managed to pull away from him and started to retreat "Hmmmh... Mamoru, I-I think it's time f-for me t-t-t-o leave..." she stuttered. She hadn't even walked 3 feet when he grabbed her by the wrist. Serenity turned around to look at him and he took advantage of that split second to gather her in his arms once more. "Don't even think about it my little bunny, you're not going to get rid of me that easily" he hissed. The small princess was about to say something, but instead of that she shrieked. Mamoru had picked her up and was now walking towards the fireplace. Usagi knew that she would only be wasting her energy if she tried to struggle so she just sighed defeatedly, surrendering to her love's will. When he reached his destination he sat down on the couch he had been occupying just a moment ago and Serenity soon found herself on his lap. She blushed at the intimacy of their position, and even though she tried to control her emotions she started to tremble, but not because she was cold, quite the opposite, she was burning from the inside... "Now Usako, could you please tell me why don't you want to be with me? Why do you want to run away? I need to know, this is tearing me apart!" he said. Serenity was startled by his sudden reaction and when she looked at him to verify that what he had said was true, her heart almost broke. His eyes reflected pain, rejection, melancholy, loss... and yet they held a small ray of hope. She could tell that he was waiting for her to answer his question, but... "I... Mamoru, it's not what you think, it's just that... No, you wouldn't understand..." she said with a tone of finality in her voice. *I can't possibly tell him who I really am, he will think I'm crazy. Terrans believe that the Silver Millennium is nothing more than a legend. Even though we've watched over them for millions of years they have never noticed our presence. They just can't accept the fact that there's life outside Earth, they're too stubborn to accept the truth. They can't see what is in front of their very own eyes* "No Usako, you are the one who doesn't understand, if I let you slip out of my grasp I'll regret it for the rest of my life and then I'll be the one who's going to end up hurt. Now that I've met you I don't think I'll be able to survive without you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, no one else. Don't you get it? I LOVE YOU with all my heart, I thought I made that clear the first time we talked about this." "But..." she was trying to explain herself, to make him see her difficult situation, but he caught her off abruptly. "No buts, Usako. You said you loved me too, so why do you want to run away from me? What have I done?" he asked her with a tint of dejection in his voice. Serenity noticed this and immediately hurled herself into his waiting arms "No Mamo-chan, you haven't done anything wrong. It's just that..." she pulled back, hesitating whether to tell him the truth or not. "What Usako, you know you can trust me. If I haven't done anything wrong, then what's keeping you away from me?." He said gathering her with his arms once more. She considered the issue for a while before finally deciding that the best was to explain everything... *Well, it's not as if he's going to find out I'm omitting 'certain' things*. Serenity looked up at him before resting her head on his chest. She sighed and then added softly "Look Mamo-chan, I have certain responsibilities to achieve and since there's no way to avoid them we wouldn't be able to see each other again. It's against my..." *No Serenity, you can't say 'kingdom'...* "...my... people's laws and traditions, and my status forces me to stick to them, do you understand?" * * * * * Endymion listened to Usagi carefully, not missing a single word *So that's it! I thought it was something worse...* *Well Endymion, that should be a lesson for you. She's more responsible than you. As of lately, you've been trying to avoid your duties as heir to the Earth Kingdom and she is just a countrywoman who doesn't want to fail her people by having a relationship with you...* *Countrywoman? Give me a break! She appeared out of nowhere in the middle of the forest and then she just transformed into someone else, as if it were the easiest thing to do, as if she had done nothing more than to change her clothes. I don't think she's lying to me, but I do believe she's hiding a secret from me, something related to her real identity, her home, her family. I don't fully understand why she doesn't want to talk about it, why she is concealing this from me, but I suppose she has her motives, and they must be of great importance... I have the feeling that our entire future will revolve around this mystery, but for now I'll keep quiet, I don't want to pressure her. Besides I have secrets of my own and sooner or later we will have to confess our enigmas to each other.* "Mamo-chan? Are you okay?" asked Usagi as she put a hand on his shoulder, concern filling her voice and features. "Huh? What?" asked Endymion with a faraway look on his eyes. Since he was still deep in thought he hadn't heard what she had just said. Usagi rolled her eyes, seemingly annoyed at his distraction "I SAID THAT IF YOU WERE ALRIGHT!!!" she asked again, but this time yelling at the top of her lungs. Mamoru was obviously brought back to reality. He rubbed his throbbing ears while saying "Geez Usako, I'm not deaf you know?" Seeing her evident change of color, as well as her sudden unease, his last remark gave him an extraordinary idea. His eyes began twinkling with mischief and a teasing smile tugged at the corner of his lips. *I'll just have to lower her defenses a little bit, it shouldn't be that hard, she blushes quite easily... Yep, this might work... it has to.* the prince thought stubbornly. * * * * * You see, Endymion was someone used to get everything he wanted, and 'Oh boy!' you'd never know just how much he desired her, how much he loved her... he didn't care about what her people (or his people for that matter) would think about their relationship, because he was certain about one thing: there wouldn't be another woman for him, for she was his one and only; he loved his little rabbit, his Usako, and there was no way he was going to give her up. He would fight against anything and anyone who even tried to keep them apart, even if it meant that he would have to go against his own beloved mother... Besides, he recalled that the Queen had once told him that he had to follow his heart, and that's exactly what he was doing. She had also told him that the 'real princess' he was bound to marry would be the only one able to fulfill his soul, and who else but Usagi could do that? Being the only heir to the Earth Kingdom, as well as a 20 year old very handsome young man, Mamoru had already met about every single noble girl on the face of Earth; he had had the privilege of admiring different kinds of beauties, among princesses, duchesses, empresses, countesses, as well as their servants who were mostly countrywomen coming from all over the world [***]: England, Mexico, Japan, China, India, France, Spain, Germany, Sweden, Egypt, Greece, Brazil, Italy, Slovenia, Argentina, Australia, Canada... but none of them had attracted him as much as Usagi did, she was the only one who had been capable of bringing him out of his shell, letting him see all of the wonders that life has to offer just by looking at her gorgeous blue eyes... So, if there was anyone he could call a TRUE soul mate, it just HAD to be Usagi. His heart would never lie to him, and somehow it just knew that no one else would ever make him feel so happy, so loved, so complete, so peaceful, so trusted, so ALIVE... Before Usagi had run away from him he had already considered the possibility that she could be the real princess his mother was talking about, and after having this reflection he was almost convinced that she was. Mamoru understood that that would definitely make things easier for both of them, but that was not the point, he hadn't decided that she would become his wife because that would most likely please the Queen, but because he was being selfish and overprotective... Even if he had just met Usagi, the prince could tell that his Usako had NEVER been in contact with men, her innocent way of acting had betrayed her, and maybe that's what made her all the more special and alluring, what made him love her so deeply: he had felt her shiver at his lightest touch, every time he complimented her she would blush becomingly, and when he had kissed her back on the woods, at first she had answered him by placing soft butterfly kisses on his lips, however as soon as he made them deeper and more passionate she had stiffened (if only for a little while), obviously not knowing how to react, and when he had finally managed to relax her fairly enough in order for her to surrender to his burning desire she had started to tremble, maybe not because she was nervous but because the fire that was beginning to run through her veins was too much for her to bear; her arms had tightened around his neck as if he was her only support, the only thing that was keeping her from losing herself in the fiery and endless depths of emotion, and he knew that if he hadn't been holding her she would have fallen hopelessly since her whole body had lost all of its weight within his grasp. To summarize all this, Mamoru had come to the conclusion that even though on the outside Usagi seemed to be the most attractive, lovely, and dazzling enchantress, on the inside she was nothing more than a naive girl who wasn't truly aware of the fact that her charm could easily attract ANY man (just as it had done with him), and that's what worried him... He realized that because of her pureness and ingenuousness, clever, sly, and bold men could readily take advantage of her: sweep her off her feet and then dump her as if she was nothing more than a doll they could play with for a while and when they got tired of it throw her away without anything such as an explanation. The thought of it made him seethe with anger, but even worse was the jealousy he felt at the idea of her being in someone else's arms. He had been the one who discovered that the bud was starting to open its delicate and perfumed petals, and it was just fair that it was him who could possess the flower in its full bloom, beauty, and magnificence. No man other than him could have her because not even one would be able to love and cherish her as much as he did which meant that they didn't deserve her. She was a delicate white rose that needed to be handled carefully and with extreme tenderness, if not, she could be easily crushed... The prince was ready to give her his entire heart and soul, but in order to do that she had to be his, no one else's... * * * * * Endymion leaned closer until his breath was caressing her cheek and then he murmured in his huskiest voice: "But if you continue screaming that way I wouldn't be surprised if my sense of hearing gets spoiled for the rest of my life". His last statement made Usagi turn from a light pink hue to a bright crimson one and when he took notice of it he just winked at her. Utterly ashamed, she quickly tore her burning face away from him, her head dropped to her chest, and her gaze fixed on the floor "I... ummm... well, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to... well, you know..." she stammered, not sure of what to say. Mamoru almost chuckled at the sight *She looks soooo cute. Well... now that I think about it I can't remember a time when she DOESN'T look cute at all...* Usagi tried desperately to find the right apology but when she finally realized she was just wasting her time she instantly returned to the main subject "But anyway, you didn't answer my question..." she said softly, almost shyly. "Huh?!" Mamoru was once again caught off guard and for a brief moment he simply forgot what the question was... "Oh! Oh yeah, I'm fine! I was just thinking about... 'things', you know?" the prince replied with a smile playing on his lips. He looked down at her angelical face and almost burst out laughing; she made such a lovely picture with her left eyebrow arched in confusion and her small lips set in a pout. The prince covered his mouth in an attempt to stop his snicker, but when he realized it was useless, he started to giggle blatantly, never noticing the effect that his behavior was having on her. When he finally got a hold of his self-control he gazed at Usagi from the corner of his eye. She was seemingly angry and about to stranggle him... *Dear God, if looks could kill I would be already dead...* he thought as he swallowed the lump that had risen in his throat *...but she seems to look even more beautiful when she's angry*. This last thought brought the twinkle of mischief back to his eyes and the teasing smile returned to his full lips. She was about to say something *probably yell at me...*, but before she could utter a single word he hushed her by putting two fingers to her lips. Once she had calmed down he draped his right arm casually over her shoulders and his left one went around her waist, pulling her closer to him and pressing her back against his hard chest... Mamoru then placed his chin on top of her head and was suddenly overwhelmed by her ambrosial smell... *Vanilla can't be this sweet...* he thought dreamily. *Not even the most luscious rose can equal this exquisite aroma. I can't find the right words to describe it...* Usagi's scent had mesmerized him, and at the moment he couldn't think of anything else but the lovely enchantress who had somehow captured his heart. Endymion leaned closer in order to pull her legs and place them on top of the couch. His left hand was resting on her back, but with a swift movement he brought it up to the nape of her neck so he could lower her body as slowly and carefully as he could manage, knowing perfectly well that that particular position left her totally defenseless. As he gazed down at his bewitching muse he couldn't help but smile at her, tenderness and care written all over his face. Just by looking at her facial expressions he could tell Usagi was obviously embarrassed by the precarious circumstance she was in, her sparkling blue eyes were wide open, her cheeks were a faint pink hue, and her rosy lips were slightly parted... *just as if they were waiting to be kissed...* he thought absentmindedly. As soon as the idea entered his mind, Mamoru felt his insides starting to melt *Gods! What are you doing to me, Usako!?* he mused, groaning inwardly at the all-too-familiar sensations assaulting him, feelings that made him lose all of his self-control, emotions that only took over him whenever he was near HER. *If her looks are even more enchanting than those of Aphrodite, her perfume is sweeter than that of any flower I know, her skin...* he thought while sliding his right hand down her arm *...is as soft as rose's petals, and her voice surpasses Aoide's hymn's beauty... I wonder what her lips taste like, for the last time I kissed her it was such a brief moment I think I've already forgotten what being in heaven feels like... I just hope I don't get punished for getting involved with such an enthralling goddess; I can almost feel Zeus' eyes on me, probably determining the best angle from which he can strike me with one of his powerful thunderclaps...* The prince was desperately trying to get a hold on his increasing desire, but after a while he finally decided not to fight his senses and allowed them to carry him away... * * * * * As soon as she finished her explanation, Usagi looked at Mamoru to see what his reaction would be. He seemed deep in thought, but since he stayed that way for quite a while she decided to ask him if he was alright. She did that several times and when he didn't answer she began to get worried. She put her hand on his shoulder and questioned him again, this time she succeeded in catching his attention, but considering that he was still in his own dream world he only managed to stutter a couple of words. His reply gave her the idea that he didn't care at all about what she had just said and so she lost all of her patience and started to yell at him, finally bringing him out of his reverie. When she noticed the bewildered look on Mamoru's face she cursed herself for having such an outburst. He brought his hands up to his ears and rubbed them carefully, she assumed that her noisiness had seriously damaged his auricles... and she wasn't totally wrong "Geez Usako, I'm not deaf you know?" he commented. Just when she was about to apologize he added "But if you continue screaming that way I wouldn't be surprised if my sense of hearing gets spoiled for the rest of my life". These last words were whispered near her ear, his deep masculine voice, his scorching breath, not to mention his sweet, intoxicating cologne *Hmmm... roses...*, were sending delicious shivers up and down her spine. During this time the princess had already turned three shades of red and even if she hated to admit it she just knew that she couldn't help it, the closer he was, the less power she had over her emotions. Heck, all he had to do was look at her to make her insides melt!... and that's exactly what he did; when their eyes met he winked at her, making her blush even more evident. Usagi realized that she was making a fool of herself and so, in order to make the situation less embarrassing, she tore her gaze away from him and fixed it on the floor, suddenly finding her feet quite interesting... Sometime later, as soon as the princess had somewhat regained her self-control, she began to apologize for her behavior, but to her utter dismay all she was able to do was stutter some incoherent words that even though they somehow made her point clear, they also revealed just how nervous he made her feel, which also meant that she was unconsciously telling him that whenever he was around, she became weak. Usagi was desperately trying to find the right apology, but when she finally did she couldn't bring herself to say it aloud, so after a while she finally gave up. Instead, she resolved that the best thing to do right now was to change the subject. Cautiously, with a gentle, faraway voice she said "But anyway, you didn't answer my question..." referring to the inquiry that had first started this uncomfortable predicament... At first Mamoru seemed to be dumbfounded by her statement, since he was staring at her with the most foolish and unreadable expression on his face. "Huh?!" was the only word that escaped his lips. Usagi was about to lose her patience all over again, but decided against it. She was about to repeat her remark when he suddenly started to talk again "Oh! Oh yeah, I'm fine! I was just thinking about... 'things', you know?" *No, I don't know what 'things' you're talking about, the only 'thing' I know is that you've been spacing out quite easily, leaving me talking to myself* was what Serenity wanted to tell him, but instead of letting him know of her ponderings she just raised her left eyebrow skeptically and pouted her lips slightly (however, she didn't realize she was doing so), she really didn't want to discuss anymore. The young princess watched as Mamoru brought his left hand to his mouth, she could tell that he was trying to supress his laughter, but not being able to stop it he started to giggle softly. *What the hell is he laughing about? This is not funny!* the princess thought exasperatedly. * * * * * Usagi didn't usually have such a short temper, but she was trying to make him see the reasons why they couldn't be together and all he had done was get distracted; then, after coming back to his senses, he had acted as if nothing had happened, being the perfect gentleman; and finally, as if that wasn't enough, he had burst out laughing without any reason at all. On the inside, more than angry she was disappointed that he didn't take her seriously. She knew that either he hadn't paid ANY attention to her (as she had initially thought) or he was trying to avoid the subject, and somehow she suspected that it was the latter, making her feel all the more upset with him. The raven haired priestess of Mars had once told her that the best way of hiding one's true feelings was acting as if she were pissed off, and that's exactly what she was doing. She didn't want to look like a weak sentimental woman, even if that's what she really was... * * * * * Usagi was about to blow off the top of her head when she suddenly felt Mamoru's fingers pressing against her lips. She gazed up at him with an exasperated look on her face, but as soon as she saw the tenderness written all over his features her heart melted right then and there. Her anger towards the man sitting next to her or... more like under her, was soon forgotten. The princess turned away and crossed her arms in front of her frustratingly, embarrassed at herself for not being able to maintain her firmness of purpose. She was trying her best to rearrange her thoughts, but having him this close made it nearly impossible. Besides, at this point she really didn't know how she should be feeling: angry, upset, happy, bewildered, excited maybe? *Oh! this man is just sooooo confusing* Usagi thought to herself *How am I supposed to know if he's taking me seriously when he keeps changing his personality every now and then? Wha... 'gasp'* Serenity's thoughts were rudely interrupted when she felt a pair of strong arms wrap around her. She was tempted to look at the bold gentleman but decided against it, knowing that if she were to look into those two pools of endless blue there was no way she would be able to uphold what little self-control she still possessed. By this time Serenity's arms had already fallen from their folded position and were now resting on her lap. She was having serious trouble with her breathing, and in an attempt not to die from lack of oxygen she started to inhale with loud gasps and exhale with soft sighs. She was so focused in this usually normal exercise that she never even noticed Mamoru placing his chin comfortably on her head and sometime later, when she had finally gotten a grip on her wild emotions, he surprised her by settling her all of a sudden on a lying position, putting her on an *extremely* awkward situation. For about the hundredth time that day Serenity's body started to act on its own: abnormal heartbeat, difficulties in breathing, trembling limbs, tall tale blushing, widening blue orbs... [AN: well, you get the idea, don't you?] The princess watched enthralled as Mamoru's lips started to near hers. A part of her wanting nothing more than to taste his sweetness, but another one keeping her from doing so, knowing and fearing the consequences of her not being able to stop kissing him. Her eyes started to water up, the longing was eating at her insides, but somehow she managed to keep the tears from falling. Mamoru's face was getting closer and closer by the minute, yet when his mouth was not even an inch apart, Usagi twisted in his arms and with a sudden and somewhat violent pull she was completely out of his grasp. * * * * * Endymion couldn't quite understand what had just happened. One minute he was about to overstep the threshold of ecstasy and the next one he was holding onto thin air, the bunny had escaped from its hunter *Damn the girl!* he cursed, but was immediately silenced... *Hey! Watch your tongue young man! Don't you dare talk about my Usako in that way, do you hear me? EVER! Understood?* The prince groaned annoyingly while rubbing his temples with his thumbs *Here I go again...* After this now all-too-familiar discussion, Mamoru opened his eyes and gazed at the girl standing next to the fireplace, so close yet so far away from him. She was hugging herself vehemently as if looking for some kind of protection. It was evident that her whole body was trembling *And I bet it's not because she's cold...* and her head was bowed in such a way that she almost looked... defeated? The young man frowned at this last thought and without moving from his seating position, afraid that he would scare her away... again, he whispered her name softly "Usako?" The tenderness in his voice still seemed unfamiliar to him *Was it just a few hours ago when I had nothing more than coldness in my heart?* he wondered. Mamoru watched Usagi carefully as he waited for her to say something, but the response never came. Determined to make her talk, Endymion was about to ask if she was okay, nevertheless the sound of a muted sob made him stop. Now more confused and concerned than ever he finally stood up and walked towards her. Once he was by her side he tried to reach for her, but to his utter dismay she was not about to let him comfort her. Usagi stepped away from him and declared in a broken voice "Please, don't touch me". It was a simple statement, said in a kind yet firm way, but it was enough to break any man's heart... especially Mamoru's. *What's wrong with her? She's acting even more distant than she did at the beginning of this whole thing. For God's sake I was only going to kiss her, nothing out of this world!* he thought miserably *But she did tell you that she wouldn't be able to see you again, that this relationship couldn't last. Don't you think she's trying to make you understand it? If you could only accept fate this wouldn't hurt so much. Just let her go and everything will be alright* *ARE YOU COMPLETELY OUT OF YOUR MIND?! I'm never, and put it into your thick hardened head: NEVER going to give her up. Do you know how long have I been waiting for someone like her? Of course you know, you've shared my loneliness all these years. How could you ever suggest such a stupid idea? I've already told you, and if I haven't I'm telling you now: she'll be mine no matter what. If I have to give up the crown... I'll do it, if I have to go through hell... I'll do it, if I must die so I can wait for her in heaven... I'll do it, whatever it takes... I'll do it. IS THAT CLEAR ENOUGH?* *Yes... but are you sure she'll be willing to do all those things for you in return?...* The prince's heart suddenly froze. * * * * * Not wasting her time, as soon as Serenity found herself free she started to back away from Mamoru, however trying to stay within audible range for she knew that he would no doubt ask for an explanation to her unexpected and abrupt demeanor. When Usagi got to the fireplace she stopped, deciding that she was already at a 'safe' distance. Since her body was trembling from the effort of suppressing her heart's will, the princess hugged herself striving to calm the aching within her mind and soul. It was his voice, full of anxiety and gentleness, what broke the dam. The tears that she had once refused to let go were now running down her cheeks, leaving behind them small trails of salt. *Serenity, you fool girl, calm yourself! You can't possibly let him see you in this state, you must...* Too late, a sob had already escaped from her lips and she could hear his muffled footsteps approaching her. Sensing his intent, Usagi moved away before he could lay a hand on her and said in a low voice "Please, don't touch me". The princess didn't have to look at him, didn't want to, she knew she had hurt him... badly. Heck!, her own heart had been seriously slashed when she said those words. As a matter of fact she DID want him to touch her, to comfort her, to whisper words of encouragement, to love her, to cherish her, to... *But he can't! Geez child, how many times do I have to remind you that: 1. You're a princess 2. Princesses do NOT mingle with common people 3. You're the heir to the throne of the Silver Alliance 4. Earth is NOT part of the Silver Alliance 5. He's an earthling 6. This relationship CAN'T subsist 7. Capisce!? [AN: sorry, I don't know how to spell this thing]* This self-reprimand hushed Serenity, her sobs could no longer be heard, but the drops of salt water were still flowing openly. There was a long silence between the two youngsters. It was Mamoru who broke it... * * * * * Endymion's last thought terrified him to no ends. *...are you sure she'll be willing to do all those things for you in return? Does she really love you? Do you really love her? Or is it just a temporary thing?* *Well, there's only one way to find out...* Gathering all of his willpower, the prince took a step forward and with a roughness so unlike him grabbed the girl by her shoulders. Since she didn't look up at him he commanded rather harshly "Usagi, look at me!" when she still refused to return his gaze, Mamoru lost his temper and shook her vigorously while yelling at her "USAGI!". Finally she lifted her head and stared at him with a mix of anger, fright, disappointment, sadness, and shock. Glancing at her, Endymion suddenly forgot what his rage was about... Lowering his head in humbleness and shame he lessened his grip on her arms and spoke in an undertone "Sorry, I don't know what got into me" After a couple of minutes the prince decided that he had had enough, it was time to put an end to this uncomfortable silence. Heaving a long nervous sigh he finally asked "Usako, why are you acting like this? Why are you turning me down?" Usagi gave a sigh of her own and answered nonchalantly, trying not to let her emotions grow wild and out of control "I've already told you Mamoru, but apparently you didn't take me seriously, I'm not surprised you don't remember since you were spacing out and simply ignoring my words. I..." Endymion placed his fingers on her lips succeeding in cutting her off for the second time that day. *Is that what she thought? That I wasn't paying attention to her? Well, well, well, she should have said that from the very beginning, that way we wouldn't be having this conversation.* With a sheepish and lopsided grin Mamoru explained himself "Well my darling, I'm about to prove you wrong" Needless to say, the petite girl had the grace to blush prominently at the use of such an endearment, causing him to chuckle softly, he was really enjoying himself. "First of all I want to make clear something: I DID listen to what you were saying, the reason why I was, as you have so accurately put it, 'spacing out' was because, as weird as it may sound, I have EXACTLY the same problem." Seeing Usagi's left eyebrow raise in a skeptical way that told him "O yeah, right. Whatever you say" he tried to be even MORE explicit "I know what you're thinking right now, my disbelieving little rabbit, but it's true. According to the law I shouldn't even be talking to you, but you know why I'm violating it?" he questioned her in a mysterious tone of voice. Usagi didn't say a word, she just shook her head no. Taking advantage of the situation, the prince took another step towards his love so that their bodies were practically touching and murmured huskily in her ear "Because I love you" Endymion could have burst out laughing at Usagi's bewildered and somewhat amusing expression, but determined to charm her into surrender he asked in his sexiest tone of voice "Why so bemused, sweetheart? I've told you that before, haven't I?" The girl was speechless and her body seemed to paralyze momentarily. The only thing she was able to do was stare open-mouthed at the handsome young man, slowly digesting what he had just said. In an attempt to make her senses come back to reality she shook her head and finally managed to stutter "But... but..." ...and then the words caught in her throat, nothing else could possibly come out. Endymion couldn't help but smirk. The thought that he affected the girl so that she couldn't even find her voice to speak was quite flattering *She's almost in the palm of my hand. A compliment more and she'll have to forfeit. There's no doubt about it* *Geez! Where did your humility go Endymion Mamoru Chiba?* *Well, you do want her in your arms, don't you?. This is not about values my friend, it's about winning* *If you say so...* "But what my dearest?" Usagi was obviously embarrassed by her previous display of stammering. Her head was bowed and her face had already acquired that unique and lovely pink hue... It took her a while before she had the courage to face him again, but when she finally did all traces of shyness and uncertainty had vanished. "But you can't quit on your responsibilities just because you've fallen in love Mamoru. Maybe it's easy for you, but not for me. If I keep seeing you I won't be just 'breaking the law' as you say, I'll be betraying my people. The ones that surround me have put all its confidence in me and I just can't throw that trust away" Once she had finished she turned away in order to hide her water-filled eyes and murmured softly as if to emphasize and convince herself "I can't" Endymion was utterly astonished by her words, they had almost sounded as a lecture for himself... nevertheless he wasn't about to give up, at least not without a fight. He had already made up his mind and no one, not even her, could change that. Without hesitation the prince reached out for his goddess and gathered her in his arms so that her back was pressing against his chest. By now Mamoru had realized that flattering was getting him nowhere so he decided that the best was to explain things solemnly, that way Usagi would know for sure that he was indeed taking her seriously and he would most likely make his point clear. Sighing, the prince rested his chin on the girl's right shoulder and began to talk "Look Usagi, I understand what you're feeling and I'm aware of the fact that I'm being absolutely immature, but you know what? if being irresponsible means that I'll always have you by my side I don't care a bit. I've told you countless times: I love you and I won't give you up that easily. You say our duty is more important than our emotions, but I'll have to disagree with you. The moment we're born we necessarily have to accept certain obligations, we have no choice in that matter, but as time goes by each and everyone of us, human beings I mean, develops his or her own judgment. For 20 years I've obeyed my parents and teachers, I've never complained for I understood it was part of my education. But when these tasks go beyond my beliefs I don't let them triumph over me and that's exactly what you're doing: you're letting other people rule your life. I have no doubt that our parents expect us to be content, but sometimes they just don't realize that what they consider the best is not what we want. People may give their opinion of my everyday deeds, sometimes I'll agree with them, sometimes I won't, but I'm never going to let them force me into doing something against my own will. In this case I must confess that I have no experience in love, but I'm more than willing to learn, and I'm not letting ANYONE interfere with my feelings. I don't care if I disappoint my people, it's my happiness we're talking about, not theirs" Endymion stopped for a moment and then murmured in a somewhat saddened tone of voice "However everything I've said also applies to you, you're also an individual who has the right to make her own decisions. As much as I would like you to stay with me, if you refuse to do so I won't stop you anymore." With these last words Mamoru pulled away, turned Usagi around and held her at arms-length, waiting for a response. * * * * * Serenity didn't know what to do anymore. After Mamoru's reasonable explanation her sense of duty had started to falter. According to what he had said their love for each other wasn't a mere whim, but rather a determination they had both taken and that their people would have to, if not accept, at least respect. *But... even if I do rebel against my kingdom I wouldn't be able to see him that often, and how am I going to be sure he's not going to fall in love with someone else? Although it hurts me to leave him, it'd be even more painful to someday find out he doesn't love me anymore.* And so the princess' decision was taken... Usagi continued staring at the carpeted floor and said in such a low voice that he almost didn't hear her "I'm sorry Mamoru, but I really have to go back home. I..." "Is that what you truly want Usagi?" he interrupted her. The princess was in the verge of tears, but her mind stopped her from breaking down *Come on Serenity, don't crumble now that you're about to succeed* *Please enlighten me, what am I supposed to win?* *JUST DO IT! Geez, you're such a stubborn girl...* *Is that a bad thing?* *Don't you start messing up with me Usagi!* *Ok, ok, I got the message* "Y-yes" she finally managed to say. Everything would have been perfect if a sob hadn't escaped from her mouth... *Damn it girl! Couldn't you just wait for a couple of minutes more!?* Unfortunately for her the soft sound hadn't gone unnoticed by Mamoru. Serenity didn't dare look up at him for she knew he might had already found out she was lying, and she wasn't mistaken... * * * * * Endymion shook his head in disapproval *That girl... she should have already learnt that there's no point in hiding the truth from me...* and stepped forward. He put his right hand under Usagi's chin and lifted it gently until a pair of tearful eyes were staring back at him. A teardrop found its way down her cheeks, but the prince brushed it away with his thumb before it could fall. He put his hands on both sides of her face and whispered near her ear "You can't fool me Usako" After that he straightened up slowly and resumed his speech "Very well, if that's what you genuinely desire, you'll have to prove it to me." "H-how?" asked the shy girl confusedly. The prince paused for effect, took hold of her chin once again, and then approached her until their noses were practically touching "You look up at me and tell me that you won't regret taking this resolution" he stated somewhat sternly. Upon hearing this Usagi tried to turn away, but since Endymion had been prepared for this kind of reaction, he didn't let go and forced her to maintain eye contact. After a long silence in which the two youngsters just gazed at each others eyes, she finally managed to stammer "I... I..." but she couldn't finish for she collapsed on top of his chest sobbing openly and heartbreakingly. Endymion closed his eyes and relished the moment of having her in his arms. He tried to soothe her the best he could, but it seemed that nothing in this world could ever stop her crying. A few minutes went by and then all of a sudden he heard her murmur painfully "I can't" Mamoru didn't have the chance to reply for Usagi had startled him when she began shuddering uncontrollably. He looked down at her and noticed that her legs were tottering. Sensing what was about to happen if he didn't do something to prevent it, the prince tightened his grip on the girl's waist, successfully steadying her. Placing his head on top of hers he sighed and asked "Gods Usako, what are you so afraid of?" Usagi hesitated for a while before she finally said "You..." "Huh?!" This simple yet meaningful word had managed to turn Endymion's good sense into a whirlwind. Baffled, Mamoru demanded an explanation "Wha-what do you mean by that?" * * * * * Pulling slightly away so that her hands were resting on his chest, Serenity began her rationalization "What I mean is that it scares me immensely to think that I'd be willing to give up everything just for you, a man whom I've met a short time ago. What I'm feeling is rather confusing and I must confess I don't understand it myself at all. If I leave you I'm positive my heart will always be missing something, I'd become half a person. However, if we do get to know each other I won't be able to see you that often, and it frightens me to think that while I'm gone you'll find someone else. I've never had a relationship with a man, therefore I've never experienced a heart break, nevertheless somehow I know I won't be able to overcome that kind of pain... That's why I'd prefer to return home, incomplete yet unharmed " As soon as she finished, the princess looked up and gasped. Mamoru was gazing at her with a smile on his face and even though tears were falling from his eyes, they still revealed the feelings within its depths: never-ending love, gratitude, and devotion... After a glimpse, Usagi had already been freed from her previous doubts. He needn't say anything and yet he did... * * * * * Endymion hadn't been able to stop the tears from falling. Usagi's earnestness had touched him... He removed his hands from her waist and placed them on her cheeks instead. For a while he just stood still, admiring and caressing her features. Then, he said affectionately "How could you think that Usako? I'd never betray you, ever. I can't stand to see you in pain, and I would hate myself if I were the cause of it. Throughout my life I've met thousands of women, some of them were stunning I have to admit, but you're the first one who's captured my heart. You've this special quality that makes you beautiful not only on the outside, but on the inside too and I'm not about to throw away the opportunity to keep you to myself now that I've found you. Believe me when I tell you this my lady: you'll always be my one and only" "Promise?" she asked tentatively, her eyes beaming with renewed hope and cheerfulness. "I cross my heart" he whispered meaningfully "But..." This last word had made Usagi's fears return full force. The prince noticed this immediately and smiled at her reassuringly. "...But you'll also have to promise me something" Usagi sighed with apparent relief. When she turned to look up at him once again, her eyebrows were raised suspiciously and yet she was grinning "And that would be...?" Not to be outdone, Endymion returned the smirk and then made his move... * * * * * The young princess squealed in surprise and delight when Mamoru all of a sudden lifted her off the ground and began walking towards the large sofa. She had wrapped her arms around his neck and when he placed her gently on the couch she stopped Mamoru's efforts to disentangle himself by tightening her grip on him. As soon as she realized what she had just done she reddened, but was compensated when he started to chuckle softly. Once his laughter had subsided Mamoru resumed his talk "You have to promise me that, when the time comes, you'll be mine... forever" Serenity, suddenly feeling weak, let her arms fall from their former position. She was staring at Mamoru agape, her previous blushing had turned into an unhealthy paleness and her eyes were about to go out of their sockets. It took her some time to regain her ability to speak and when she did all she could deal with was a stuttering "W-what d-did you s-say?" * * * * * Endymion wasn't surprised by her reaction, he was kind of expecting it... Smiling lovingly down at her he took both of her hands in his and whispered tenderly "I know I may be going too fast, but I've never been so sure about something in my life" he paused, trying to find a way of explaining the issue not so straightforwardly, but after a while of hesitating he decided that the best was to go direct to the point. Having made his decision, the prince took a deep breath and said "Usako, will you marry me?" * * * * * Serenity couldn't believe her ears. *He's actually asking me to marry him?!* *Of course you dumb bunny! Geez, are you deaf or something?! Well, it doesn't matter... the point here is that you're going to tell him...* "Yes!" she yelped enthusiastically, interrupting her mind's train of thought. *WHAT??!!! Are you crazy or something? Do you have any idea of what you've just done?* *Yep! I've just agreed to marry the only man I'll ever love. Now, if you'll excuse us... we need some privacy here and your yelling is not helping, so... could you just SHUT UP!?* *...* *Thank you so very much* * * * * * Endymion was a bundle of nerves. He had just proposed to her, but it seemed that she hadn't heard for she simply kept looking at him with an unreadable expression. He was about to say something, but before he could utter a single word he found himself enveloped in the thin arms of an excited girl who was crying out "Yes!" The prince returned the hug whole heartedly until he finally realized the significance of what she had just said *SHE SAID YES!!!!* and that was Mamoru's last thought before he fainted dead away. * * * * * Serenity had gone to her own dream world, she couldn't recall a happier time than this... Everything was perfect until she took in the fact that about 140 pounds were weighing her down. "Mamo-chan?" she asked softly. When he didn't answer back she began to worry. She tried to sit up, but since he was too heavy she only succeeded in falling down to her previous lying position... with Mamoru on top. Usagi blushed becomingly, as she was so used to, at the *ahem* intimacy of their current situation. Now grasping the full meaning of what was going on, the princess squirmed until she finally achieved to get his body's load off of her. She stood up in order to smooth down her nightgown and then kneeled down next to him. Serenity gazed down at him adoringly with a smile on her face *He looks so cute when he's asleep, and all the more handsome...* Then, out of the blue, she began to giggle because of the thought that had occurred to her *Who would've ever imagined that the strong- looking Mamoru would become unconscious for the reason that a girl accepted his marriage proposal* Usagi stayed by Mamoru's side daydreaming, therefore never noticing that at the same time her hands were playing with his silky strands of midnight black hair. 10 minutes later... The princess' reverie was broken by the sound of a muffled grunt coming from the dark-haired young man. She watched him stir for a while before he opened his eyes at last and blue met blue. "Hello sleepy head" she whispered teasingly. * * * * * *What happened? Where am I?* were Endymion's first thoughts as he began his journey back to reality. He tried to open his eyes slowly only to groan frustratingly when the light forced him to close them again. He made numerous attempts until he finally got used to its brightness and the first thing he saw was... blue? The prince blinked several times and as soon as he had a better focus he realized what exactly he had caught a glimpse of. A pair of the most enchanting blue eyes was staring back at him, its even more beautiful owner: his beloved Usako... "Hello sleepy head" she said softly while grinning playfully down at him. He offered her a smile of his own and then asked while sitting up leisurely, visibly bewildered "What happened?" Usagi didn't answer him immediately for she was busy trying to suppress her chuckles, unsuccessfully. Once she had somewhat regained her composure she inquired mysteriously "You really want to know?" the prince only nodded. With a mischievous twinkle within her eyes, Usagi leaned over so that her breath was caressing his cheeks and whispered in a sexy tone of voice "You blacked out as soon as I agreed to be your wife" Images of the past events were suddenly flashing throughout Endymion's head and feeling utterly embarrassed at the scene he must have made when he passed out, the prince blushed prominently. Noticing this, Usagi burst out laughing which only made Mamoru's pink hue turn into a deep crimson one. Wanting desperately to put an end to this humiliation, Endymion managed to control his body, his skin immediately returning to its normal shade. Taking advantage of the fact that Usagi was oblivious to the world, still giggling uncontrollably, he grabbed her by the waist, stood up, and commenced to spin around. * * * * * Although startled at first, the princess soon found herself laughing merrily along with Mamoru. After a while though, she began to feel dizzy and when she realized he wasn't about to halt just yet she yelled at the top of her lungs "Mamo-chan, STOP!" The scream had been a success, for it had caught his attention at once. Mamoru tried to cease all movement, but since they had already gained speed he lost control and tripped over his own feet. Both of them fell to the ground with a loud "Ahh!!!", Serenity on top of Mamoru. The princess had closed her eyes on instinct and when she opened them she found Mamoru grinning sheepishly up at her. Finding the picture he made rather funny she burst out laughing yet again and he followed her lead. Once their chuckles had subsided, they gazed at each other. However there was something strange in that look, something they hadn't noted before, an emotion they couldn't fully make out, perhaps it was... awareness? As strange as it may sound Serenity didn't blush nor she tried to escape from his grasp. She just smiled at him and then proceeded to place her head on his chest, waiting for her still racing heart to go back to its normal pace. * * * * * Endymion raised his eyebrows in amazement, finding Usagi's behavior quite unusual... *On the other hand*, he reasoned, *she's already accepted to become my wife, why should she be ashamed of having me near?* *Besides, a time will come when we'll be closer than this...* a part of him added, causing him to blush faintly. Setting this thoughts aside, the prince hugged his angel tightly, fully enjoying this new feeling of completeness that invaded his heart and soul. The young couple stayed comfortably in each other's arms until Mamoru considered it was about time to break the silence. "Usako?" At the mention of her name, the girl lifted herself up and placed both of her elbows on his chest so that she could rest her head on her hands and look at him effortlessly "Yes Mamo-chan?" "So, it's Mamo-chan again, hmm?" he asked jokingly. Usagi made a puppy face, batting her eyelashes, and then smiled charmingly, her whole being radiating cheerfulness. Endymion shook his head while murmuring "You little tease..." and then said out loud "Now that we've both made our oaths, don't you think we should somehow seal them?" "What for? Isn't that enough?" she asked, puzzled by this strange request. "Just to make them more... let's say... 'legal'" he answered. * * * * * "Oh!" Serenity exclaimed, finally understanding what he meant. Suddenly an impish idea popped into her mind and her eyes brightened. "How about a kiss?" she suggested boldly. Just as she had expected, her offer had caught Mamoru's attention for he was grinning at her playfully and his gaze was reflecting openly his never ending desire. "Hmmm... I like the sound of that. Where did you get such an excellent idea?" "I have my sources..." The princess said nonchalantly. He raised his left eyebrow skeptically, but she just smiled innocently and winked at him. Shrugging, Mamoru put his arms under his head, closed his eyes, and declared "Well? I'm waiting..." With a mischievous smirk on her face, Serenity closed the gap between them and placed a butterfly kiss on his cheek after which she quickly hauled herself up, walked towards the couch, and sat down, trying to find a position that looked sexy, yet above suspicion... * * * * * Endymion couldn't wait to taste her sweetness again, but since he was giving her the chance to take the initiative he had to be patient. He could feel her warm breath coming closer, and closer, and closer... *Any moment now...* he thought excitedly, fighting back the urge to release his arms from under his neck, grab her, and start devouring her nectar. And then it happened, her mouth made contact with... HIS CHEEK? The prince couldn't believe it *A peck on the cheek? What kind of kiss is that?!* he thought exasperatingly. Mamoru was about to seize her, planning to hold her prisoner until she gave him a REAL kiss, but, either he was too slow or she was incredibly fast, when his arms had been freed, she had already vanished. Groaning, Endymion sat up and glared at the temptress that was now sitting peacefully on the couch "THAT'S IT?" he demanded, not even bothering to hide his wrath. * * * * * Serenity was having a hard time trying to suppress her giggles *It's so hilarious to see him mad* "Why so angry my darling?" she asked sweetly, feigning ingenuousness. Mamoru's voice softened slightly at the apparent 'naﶥt駠of Usagi, but he was still upset "Where's my kiss?" he asked. Rolling her eyes, the princess replied annoyingly "I've just gave it to you, not a minute ago, remember?" Now utterly frustrated he stood up and complained at her unfairness "You call THAT a kiss?" "Of course, what else could it be?" she asked confusedly. "You didn't give me a kiss, you gave me a peck on the cheek, *the* understatement of a kiss" he said matter-of-factly and sighed dejectedly. "Oh! I see..." she said, pretending she was learning something unheard of. Smiling inwardly and returning to her original plan, the princess put on her best innocent look and inquired tentatively "...Perhaps you could teach me what a REAL kiss is. Would that be too much of a problem?" * * * * * Endymion's face perked up at Usagi's timely proposition "Not at all baby, it'll be my pleasure..." he answered back huskily and started to walk towards his prey... To be continued... Stay tuned for chapter nine: The Storm AUTHOR'S NOTES: Well, how did I do? Let me tell you that this has been the largest and most difficult chapter I've done so far, so I really hope you enjoyed it. BTW, I've already made up the names for this story's chapters, however they are not definite, there might be some changes. Anyway, I just wanted to show them to you, so here's the list from chapter one to the epilogue: Chapter one: Farewell Chapter two: Newcomer Chapter three: First encounter Chapter four: Love? Chapter five: Duty Chapter six: The prophecy Chapter seven: Disagreement Chapter eight: Promises Chapter nine: The Storm Chapter ten: The princess' trial Chapter eleven: The Moon Queen Chapter twelve: Usagi or Serenity? Chapter thirteen: Misunderstandings Chapter fourteen: The ball Chapter fifteen: Clearing up Epilogue: Together at last As I always say, if you have any comments, doubts, suggestions, flames, or ANYTHING you want to tell me then go ahead and e-mail me, I really like to hear about people out there who actually read my stories, and when I don't receive anything at all I really get depressed (I'm not kidding, it happened with the last chapter I sent of Rose's tears... hint!) *** Just to make this clear, in this story the Earth Kingdom doesn't have an exact location (a country, that is) for it is supposed to be the head of all nations. I also have to add that every single country has a royal family. So, as you can see, there are no republics, just monarchies. Now don't flame on this, I just had to make it that way so it would fit in the story's plot, ok? Well, I hope I didn't confuse you that much. Well, I think that's all I had to say, so I'll leave you alone, for now... Besos y abrazos para todos!!!! Sunday December 26th, 1999. 2:58 AM